hi everyone, so some people are saying i’m doing this ALL for views and subs? why would i do that when i have 21k subs, doesn’t make sense does it and i made a similar post months ago. and yea im quitting youtube for a bit cuz my life just keeps getting worse and worse EVERY SINGLE DAY. i just want to be happy in life that’s why i started a youtube channel to upload high quality videos to people and get nice comments. do u know how it feels to have no emotions and when u think ur happy playing with ur mates, it’s all fake emotions. i just wanna be fucking happy but no i cant. i fucking hate depression it ruins everyone’s life including mine, i can’t even laugh, cry or even be mad, it’s all fucking fake, EVERYTHING. u know i’ve always wanted to kms for the past year now maybe longer and if it gets to the point i cant take it anymore, then i will do it and all the pain and suffering will be gone. and i started a livestream just to talk to viewers and play rl and try to be happy while playing but no, it’s just impossible to be happy anymore. i don’t care about the views the subs the likes, i only care to make people happy and entertain people. with my yt shorts, that’s all i wanted. if u believe this is all fake then believe what u wanna believe before it’s too late. thanks for reading and have a good life, love you guys 💔
hey yall, cant take life seriously anymore i actually wanna kill myself being depressed at 16 i dont think i can make it to 18 bro, i just cant take it anymore life is going so shit rn i just cant, u dont know what im going through. life is so hard for me. hope yall are having a nice life... love you guys. This is serious and not a joke
yoo thank u guys so much for 20k!! we been gaining so much subs and 1 of my vids just hit 1m views for the first time ever! thank u guys so much for the support❤️ i will keep uploading high quality vids for yall, as always have a nice day! might make a discord server soon, still thinking bout it!
took this screenshot 8 months ago when i was so close to quitting youtube… but i just kept posting even if i got 500 views max, every single day. and now here today with 16k subscribers wow bro, i thought i could never make it to 5k. life is crazy bro. i just wanted to say that thank you everyone for the support it really means a lot to me, also i’m sorry about the titles please forgive me.. one last thing, i hope we can get 20k by the end of the year that would make me so happy❤️ I hope u guys have nice day or night, if ur a small content creator like me u will blow up one day bro trust me. and that’s all i gotta say for today, cya guys!
Managed to get into Arsenals yt live tournament, still lost but atleast i played against my favourite pro! I will upload the 1v1 against Arsenal on Saturday!
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hi everyone, so some people are saying i’m doing this ALL for views and subs? why would i do that when i have 21k subs, doesn’t make sense does it and i made a similar post months ago. and yea im quitting youtube for a bit cuz my life just keeps getting worse and worse EVERY SINGLE DAY. i just want to be happy in life that’s why i started a youtube channel to upload high quality videos to people and get nice comments. do u know how it feels to have no emotions and when u think ur happy playing with ur mates, it’s all fake emotions. i just wanna be fucking happy but no i cant. i fucking hate depression it ruins everyone’s life including mine, i can’t even laugh, cry or even be mad, it’s all fucking fake, EVERYTHING. u know i’ve always wanted to kms for the past year now maybe longer and if it gets to the point i cant take it anymore, then i will do it and all the pain and suffering will be gone. and i started a livestream just to talk to viewers and play rl and try to be happy while playing but no, it’s just impossible to be happy anymore. i don’t care about the views the subs the likes, i only care to make people happy and entertain people. with my yt shorts, that’s all i wanted. if u believe this is all fake then believe what u wanna believe before it’s too late. thanks for reading and have a good life, love you guys 💔
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hey yall, cant take life seriously anymore i actually wanna kill myself being depressed at 16 i dont think i can make it to 18 bro, i just cant take it anymore life is going so shit rn i just cant, u dont know what im going through. life is so hard for me. hope yall are having a nice life... love you guys. This is serious and not a joke
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yoo thank u guys so much for 20k!! we been gaining so much subs and 1 of my vids just hit 1m views for the first time ever! thank u guys so much for the support❤️ i will keep uploading high quality vids for yall, as always have a nice day! might make a discord server soon, still thinking bout it!
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everyone go sub to @yndrrll and check out his latest montage!
https://youtu.be/En7fxPzCN_s?si=8gG5E...
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took this screenshot 8 months ago when i was so close to quitting youtube… but i just kept posting even if i got 500 views max, every single day. and now here today with 16k subscribers wow bro, i thought i could never make it to 5k. life is crazy bro. i just wanted to say that thank you everyone for the support it really means a lot to me, also i’m sorry about the titles please forgive me.. one last thing, i hope we can get 20k by the end of the year that would make me so happy❤️ I hope u guys have nice day or night, if ur a small content creator like me u will blow up one day bro trust me. and that’s all i gotta say for today, cya guys!
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someone please help? any nerds know what this means? lmk @everyone
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woah...
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Thanks for 8k everyone i really appreciate it and my livestreams have been popping off rn so thank u guys so much for the support!
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what is going on? I’ve been getting no views now looks like I’m shadow banned or something nice one. Well I guess my channel is dead now 😐
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Managed to get into Arsenals yt live tournament, still lost but atleast i played against my favourite pro!
I will upload the 1v1 against Arsenal on Saturday!
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