laura jane | eljae

I woke up this morning to a troubling dream that sent me deep into contemplation about all the trauma in the world, awful things happening to innocent people, good and evil tugging on my heart strings.

I won't go into the details of the dream, but it made me question my place in the world, and what on Earth little I can do to make a difference and why do these things happen.

I went into a bit of a spiral, but I welcomed it, knowing that it was trying to teach me something.

I began questioning my life's work and whether it was enough. Sometimes, it feels like I'm only just touching the surface.

I've put out a post pretty much every day this July and the dream made me go back and look at everything I've posted and whether what has channelled through me is even slightly enough to make a positive impact or difference.

And I know life is also about us enjoying who we are, sharing our light, sharing our heart, but my heart is really going to those who dont have anything or are in awful situations.

I freeze, question myself, and reflect on what I'm even doing.

I trust that each and every one of us always has access to love, and the love we each bring, in all its forms, is having a ripple effect 🙏

But, something deeper is beginning to stir within me. I have been opening up my voice on these platforms and in these spaces, sharing my love of channelling, maybe even some helpful guidance coming through at times.

However, what is the best use of me and my voice? How can I be even more intentional and even more mindful?

I am not someone who has all the answers, but I'm open to them, I dont have all the solutions, but I want to be a part of them.

And I always just want to share what's moving through me with transparency.

I love you 🫶

#reflections

5 months ago | [YT] | 13

laura jane | eljae

What I've learned so far (your feedback welcomed) ✨️ I'm just halfway past my 30-day Youtube reading experiment, and I'm learning sooo much already!

👀 About myself: I'm learning that some days my readings are messy and playful, cards flying everywhere! And other days, I'm super DRAMATIC lol. This is often when I'm channelling without cards and I slow things right down.

💕 About my audience: I've noticed that those who watch my readings seem to prefer the "week ahead" energy readings, but I'm still open to your opinion on this.

Also to my surprise, according to Youtube, I have an equal balance of male and female audience, which I never realised.

💡Feedback: A kind friend of mine @visiblesoul_leannemarie (Also does readings) reached out to me to let me know my videos are quite quiet, especially when she wants to listen in the car, and recommened I buy a mini mic 🎤 which is now on the way. I am very grateful for this feedback!!!

💤I spoke to another close friend on the phone the other day who said she has been listening to my sleep reading every night, and it's really effective.

🫶I have also had a few messages over the last few days of people saying how they appreciate my authenticity and imperfections, which is so beautiful to receive as I have been dropping away so much so I can just be me in the world.

💖 Thank you to everyone who has been supporting my channel and reaching out to me.

I would love to know....

❔️Which readings have you enjoyed the most? Sleep, love, spirit guides, week ahead?

❔️I would also love to know where and when you tend to listen to readings? In the car, at night, on the weekend?

🥰 What I'm enjoying: I notice that I prefer to just jump on camera in the spare of the moment, not worrying about hair and makeup and all that jazz. I'm also receiving my own upgrades from channelling messages over the last few days, which I will share with you in a later post 🥰

✨️Please let me know your thoughts in the comments or feel free to private message me.

5 months ago | [YT] | 1