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It's been a few days now, i have something to confess
I am genuinely tired of doing this, it somehow had been mentally draining just as much being alive for me to deal with. Music is once something i loved doing, and it still, don't get me wrong. But it all feels hollow as of right now, ever since i started attaching rewards to it, it has never felt the same as it was before. I want that "just a hobby" mindset back, but oh, i don't know how i could possibly have a grasp on that again

I don't think I'll be uploading or making anything new for these next few weeks, or even months. I am severely unmotivated and tired, also kinda lazy like always, not as if i was ever productive anyways. I can't think of anything creative or new, i really want to compose but i just can't seem to come up with anything that i like with all of this weight on my back and head. I genuinely just wanted to quit altogether, but then again, i have nothing better to do.
It's also been getting more difficult for me to NOT compare myself to other people, it just happens instantaneously in my head. In my head and opinion, everyone is so much better than me. Compared to... Them, I'm talentless and worthless. Most of my comparisons aren't even fair, but i still feel horrible nonetheless.

If there's any new remix i made, i will be keeping it hidden between myself until i feel like coming back. I don't know how long I'm gonna be in this state for, for all you know it might be just a week, because... autism, or something like that, idk. My mood is unpredictable, so yeah... there's always a chance that i might change my mind.
I shouldn't feel bad about this because I've said it before that I'm not going to have a set schedule anymore, but i do feel bad, I am sorry. Also, doing this is going to absolutely fuck up my algorithm, as if it wasn't fucked already, it's just gonna get worse lmaooaoa


Oh well. For now, your girl retires.
It's been a pleasure serving all of you, good night.
Stay whimsy :3

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Hi, Everyone.
I currently don't have any idea of what song to do next, I mean... I do have a list- okay, yeah, i admit i'm just lazy lmao. Also, my apologies for not updating the GDrive folder in a while! I promise it'll be updated alongside my next upload.
I don't know exactly when i will start working on something new or when I'd upload though, My capcut is being a massive bih rn and so probably I'd have to find a replacement version on the seven seas- ehem... If you know what i mean. And i will be going through a LOT of assignments and field practice this next week, i will definitely be a bit busy, wish me luck!

Have this MS Paint Okuu drawing :3
That is all for now, have a magnificent day!
I hope all of you are having and or had a great weekend!

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The flowers are common

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I counted, i currently have exactly 922 SoundFonts in total, do whatever you want with that information. 458 of it came from a sfpack (Emu Liveware), which if we don't count, I'd still have around 464... Welp. That's SFNerd for you. And yes, in fact, it WILL keep growing.
All of those SoundFonts are only about 10GBs in total the last time i checked btw lmaoaoaoao, I love SoundFonts.

I might upload tomorrow.

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Hi, See you later :3

1 month ago | [YT] | 20

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Very Important!!!
... Okay, bye :3

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See you in about 5 hours, for the silly mlem mlem

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Hello! Everyone! My apologies for not uploading last week. I have an important announcement to make.
There will no longer be a schedule! I usually try to upload once a week and strictly on weekends, but that is no more! I will only make remixes and upload whenever i feel like it. Premieres are still going to be set on Weekends so most of you can come.
I have realised that trying to maintain a consistent schedule and forcing myself to do this is not healthy for me, and admittedly I'm not in a good mood right now. So yeah, I'm trying to limit myself so i don't shatter into pieces. My uploads will still be around the same time however, and that is around 8PM (UTC+7) to 3AM (UTC+7)
With this change, it means there might be a moment where I'll upload like every 2 weeks or even a month instead, but there also might be occasions where I'll upload more than once in a week! That is... If I'm motivated enough to do so.
For now, I'm thinking about taking the whole December off, but i most probably wouldn't be doing that... Am i allowed to? Oh well, now that I've announced this, i feel so much better already! As if a huge boulder just got off my back. I have more free and me time now! Hehe~

Anyhow. The GDrive folder has finally been updated (Toyohime's Stage - Eiki Shiki's Theme)! After two whole months, holy. I'm sorry for making all of you wait that long! The download links on the descriptions for their respective videos have also been updated. Have fun with it! And have a magnificent day! I'll try to upload this weekend, if i can.
drive.google.com/drive/folders/1OiKD2soeZtCsH5lcYB…

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Video is up!!

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