I got up early today and went to school. Glad they didn't ask anything about the school fees.
A classmate saw how much I was coughing, how much I was sneezing, and how bad my sickness is. The only things he was able to do was pat my back and make way for my to the bathroom. But I appreciate that.
After school, I was supposed to take the exam routine. But I forgot. I've the half yearly exams. They start at June 4th AKA tomorrow. I'm not prepared.
While walking back home, I hoped to buy some of my favorite potato filled samosa type of thing. But I saw that that shop has stopped selling them.
I am very hungry. But at home we have some rations. We're currently running on those so we can feed oirse for the next one or two months. Rice, flour, and... Some dried beans.
We're out if eggs. I wanted to eat some limes. Maybe some vegetables. But now we've to eat the bare minimum to have the best chance of surviving in the long run.
Mom is warming some food for us. I am worried about the gas bills, the water bills, rent and school fees. But mostly.. electric bills.
Without it, no WiFi. No WiFi means no updates on YouTube.
I may schedule some more posts just in case.
I want to live. I want to stay alive. Thanks for supporting..
I had 85$ worth of money stashed away for over a year on my piggie bank. It was my own money I was saving up to one day buy something good for myself.
Today with a great smile on my face I approached my father. I told him to stand up. I hugged him for over a minute. I massaged his back a little while doing so.
Holding back my tears I brought him the stash. I gave him 80 bucks. Told him these are all my savings since last year. And gave it all to him.
I hope this money goes to good use. I hope he can fix everything. I hope he stays strong and holds onto hope.
I hugged him for another minute. Kept saying "Don't cry. Don't cry." Then I let go. I have him lots of kisses on his forehead and his cheeks. Trying to make him happy. We both know we are holding back a lot of grief behind those eyes.
Now I only have 5$ for me and my mom to eat. Perhaps dad would bring some vegetables for us to eat. But other than that. These 5$ are all I have to feed myself.
We are in a terrible money shortage. I am currently eating one of those instant cup noodles. They're delicious. Very likely the last time I eat any.
After these 5$ are finished. I may start starving. Maybe not literally. I would share some food with my parents. But.. no more "full food" for me.
I need to start working soon. Along with studying and... Being online every now and then. I'm sorry if I can't find time to talk to everyone too much nowadays.
I will try to learn better arts. My best hopes seem to be two things:
Everyone. This is extremely serious. My life may have just been ruined. I just woke up. And heard the bad news.
My father got fired from his job. Without a stable source of income.. I, no. Our life is doomed. I don't know how much time I have left. But I know it's not a lot. Friends. I'm sorry. I really tried.
I had many scheduled videos ready.. I'll post them all. But no more videos.. maybe after a couple of weeks.
My channel will be dead soon. I wanted to grow it. But.. sadly..
I don't know how I'll feed myself. Dad has a huge loan on his back. We're running out of money. I don't know if we'll have to sell the Wi-Fi router the only source of internet and thus me with you all.
I need to find a way as quickly as possible. Even if it means inducing myself to child labor. I want to live. I want to hold on. Please.
I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news. This is.. over.
I don't mean my channel. I will try my hardest to keep it alive. It will be harder than ever. Thanks for your all's support. We are doomed.
If I ever did something you didn't like. I'm sorry. I sincerely apologize for it. If I made you feel better. I'm glad and thank you.
Tokeibooks
@DanteFrancisco-o9b
Glad you are idiotic enough to think I take orders from you
youtube.com/shorts/Wh7yd1hYAV...
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Tokeibooks
This cupcake tastes so disgusting
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Tokeibooks
June 3rd, Wednesday
I got up early today and went to school. Glad they didn't ask anything about the school fees.
A classmate saw how much I was coughing, how much I was sneezing, and how bad my sickness is. The only things he was able to do was pat my back and make way for my to the bathroom. But I appreciate that.
After school, I was supposed to take the exam routine. But I forgot. I've the half yearly exams. They start at June 4th AKA tomorrow.
I'm not prepared.
While walking back home, I hoped to buy some of my favorite potato filled samosa type of thing. But I saw that that shop has stopped selling them.
I am very hungry. But at home we have some rations. We're currently running on those so we can feed oirse for the next one or two months. Rice, flour, and... Some dried beans.
We're out if eggs. I wanted to eat some limes. Maybe some vegetables. But now we've to eat the bare minimum to have the best chance of surviving in the long run.
Mom is warming some food for us.
I am worried about the gas bills, the water bills, rent and school fees. But mostly.. electric bills.
Without it, no WiFi. No WiFi means no updates on YouTube.
I may schedule some more posts just in case.
I want to live. I want to stay alive.
Thanks for supporting..
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Tokeibooks
Tuesday, June 2nd
I just did something.
I had 85$ worth of money stashed away for over a year on my piggie bank. It was my own money I was saving up to one day buy something good for myself.
Today with a great smile on my face I approached my father. I told him to stand up. I hugged him for over a minute. I massaged his back a little while doing so.
Holding back my tears I brought him the stash. I gave him 80 bucks.
Told him these are all my savings since last year. And gave it all to him.
I hope this money goes to good use. I hope he can fix everything.
I hope he stays strong and holds onto hope.
I hugged him for another minute. Kept saying "Don't cry. Don't cry."
Then I let go. I have him lots of kisses on his forehead and his cheeks. Trying to make him happy.
We both know we are holding back a lot of grief behind those eyes.
Now I only have 5$ for me and my mom to eat. Perhaps dad would bring some vegetables for us to eat. But other than that. These 5$ are all I have to feed myself.
We are in a terrible money shortage.
I am currently eating one of those instant cup noodles. They're delicious. Very likely the last time I eat any.
After these 5$ are finished. I may start starving. Maybe not literally. I would share some food with my parents. But.. no more "full food" for me.
I need to start working soon. Along with studying and... Being online every now and then. I'm sorry if I can't find time to talk to everyone too much nowadays.
I will try to learn better arts. My best hopes seem to be two things:
• Starting doing commissions
• Selling my crafts
Thank you everyone.
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Tokeibooks
News... Everything seems fine for now.
I think I'll stay. I think I'll still be able to use YouTube. But. With a lot of effort behind the scenes
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Tokeibooks
Everyone. This is extremely serious. My life may have just been ruined. I just woke up. And heard the bad news.
My father got fired from his job.
Without a stable source of income.. I, no. Our life is doomed. I don't know how much time I have left. But I know it's not a lot. Friends. I'm sorry. I really tried.
I had many scheduled videos ready.. I'll post them all. But no more videos.. maybe after a couple of weeks.
My channel will be dead soon. I wanted to grow it. But.. sadly..
I will try my best. My best to come online if possible. But if not. I'll hand it over to a trustworthy friend.
@TheMaskmakerswackychannel @JustS0m3Rand0mGirl @Quâşar_Dřâgønş @Cookie_Dragon345-cd @A_Duewed @Drawer_4vote
Long term friends and channel supporters..
I don't know how I'll feed myself. Dad has a huge loan on his back. We're running out of money. I don't know if we'll have to sell the Wi-Fi router the only source of internet and thus me with you all.
I need to find a way as quickly as possible. Even if it means inducing myself to child labor. I want to live. I want to hold on. Please.
I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news. This is.. over.
I don't mean my channel. I will try my hardest to keep it alive. It will be harder than ever. Thanks for your all's support. We are doomed.
If I ever did something you didn't like. I'm sorry. I sincerely apologize for it. If I made you feel better. I'm glad and thank you.
If I never get to say goodbye one more. Goodbye.
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Tokeibooks
Congratulations on 50 subscribers @TheMaskmakerswackychannel
I heard you're going live in a couple of minutes. Im ready to join.
2 days ago | [YT] | 13
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Tokeibooks
I wished this was a joke by Google...
😭
2 days ago | [YT] | 8
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Tokeibooks
I will try to name as many dinosaurs as possible with no cheating with my pure memory okay? Okay! Ready set goooo
• Tyrannosaurus Rex
• Spinosaurus
• Giganotosauras
• Allosaursus
• Carnosaurus
• Therozinasauras
• Veloci raptor
• Mega raptor
• Utah Raptor
• Triceratops
• Ankleosaurus
• Stegosaurus
• Brachiosaurus
• Brontosaurus
• Titanosaur
• Argentinasaurus
• Nigeraratasaurus
• Parrasopholus
(Remember this is not a facts list. It's a test of my memory skills and even I don't know how many mistakes I may have made.)
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Tokeibooks
Wha-
Why
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