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‪@JENXAURA‬​ I think, aap toh samjhoge mai kya kehna chatti hu..

Mujhe kanha ki kasam nhi pata ki kya soch ke maine chimmy ke marks/love ke bare me bola, ik 9th hard hoti hai bahut hoti hai, pyarr bhi alag type ki cheez hai but uss same jo ho raha tha usmai merese vo sab baate bol di gyi. I really don't judge ppl face,marks,their capability cuz God has made everyone different but kya aapko nhi dikh raha sab log mujhe bhi bol rahe the..? Jab chimmy ki vo "breaking frdship" wali post aayi thi I was confused, I really thought that "ek baar chimmy se baat karu?" Lekin uske baad cheeze galat hoti ja rahi thi! Than the way chimmy was behaving I thought ki bass ab nhi aayegi vo wapas..and if she thinks that I didn't loved her,gave zero efforts,I'm fake,I'm biased than only ik what place she was having in my heart. I was really busy with my offline life! I did made a post on my main channel saying I'll be back as before as my vacations are started but here I'm still inactive as I was having my summer camp! And honestly...she was really happy with her other frds, with u with lisu ji! She never texted me on pin..I also didn't did thinking she will be irritated or smth else.. I was seeing her happy with others more than she was with me that's why most of the time I was quite.. Still I made time and replied her but Im fake in her eyes..kanha ki kasam na maine kabhi chimmy ko hate kiya na kuch.. bhale ye jo bhi ladai Hui usmai kisiko bhi na laga ho lekin I was really sad when "chimmy" left me mujhe baki sab chodh ke gye uska kuch nhi hua lekin jab chimmy gyi thi idk the feeling was literally smth else...which I also felt for the first time and aapko bhi pata hai I'm impatient, I get angry really quick... And Everyone was against me I was fighting alone.. seeing all the one's against me who said they are my forever ppl really hurts specially when I saw chimmy...
And that lekhika was the one who dragged my parents! Otherwise I was talking in a simple way! Ladai mere aur chimmy + etc ke beech ho rahi thi fir uss lekhika ko beech me kyu aana tha?! Faltu me vo aai aur maine chimmy ko aur bola..

And if she thinks that I "Disrespected BTS" than give me any ss in which I Disrespected bangtan the way everyone was doing? I did said "enha mogs ur favs" and they also disrespected enha! I did said "their so-called favs" I said "so called" as they said it first! Their is no fandom who doesn't have "toxic" one's I accept it! But mai kese batau unke bangtan ko defend karne ka way thoda gadbad tha! And Jen di aapka vo cm maine abhi dekha.. yarr plz aap toh esa maat bola :) ye post bhi aapse isiliye bol rahi hu cuz aap samjhoge as hamesha aap samjhte ho mujhe..Okay, I'm sorry for saying Abt chimmy's marks/love. But this "sorry" is only for chimmy not for anybody else! Lekin..chimmy ne bhi mujhe bola hai :) khair kanha chimmy ko khush rakhe, successful banai and agar aapko bhi mujhe chodh ke jana hai ya apka mn bhar gaya ho toh bata do ese confuse karke maat rakho :) end karna hai toh "hn" bol do aur kuch maat bolna.. mai ye sab aapse kal bolne wali thi lekin aapka cm dekh ke lag raha hai that now u also hate me so I thought of making a post.. and still I wanna say things to chimmy but now she doesn't care Abt me, not my feelings no nth so bolne se koi faida nhi hai logo ne bhi usse mere khilaf bhadka diya hai.. Now ik some ppl will say ki mai innocent ya falana dimkana bn rahi hu but Jen di aap toh mujhe jante ho na :)
Bass ab aap bata do kya karna hai.. mujhe toh ek jaruri baat bhi karni thi but now I just loosing my hopes...

Best of luck chimmy for ur new starting without me, be happy, be successful, achieve more and more, be happy with ur family everything will be fine and sry. Maybe a "bye" or "the starting of a new journey together" ....

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