๐”Œ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ ๐“‚ƒ เฃช สšษž โ‚Š ๊’ฑ

๐”Œ. โ‹ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“‘๐“ต๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ญ เฌช(เน‘โ€ขแด—โ€ขเน‘)เฌ“ โ™ก.แŸ ึน โ‚Š ๊’ฑ
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€เญจเงŽโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐”‚๐“ช ๐“ซ๐“พ๐“ฝ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฏ๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๊ฉœ .แŸ (หถหƒ แต• ห‚หถ)
โ•ฐโชผ โ™ก ๐“˜'๐“ถ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ (๐“น๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“ญ '๐“š๐“ฎ๐“ฒ'), ๐“ช ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ฎ ๐“ฅ๐“ฒ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ-๐“๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ช๐“ท ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ท.แŸ (โ€žโ€ข ึŠ โ€ขโ€ž)

โ•ฐโชผโ™ก ๐“ž๐“ฌ๐“ฌ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต๐”‚ ๐“ธ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ผ ๐“ฌ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ถ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ผ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ผ ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ต๐“ผ ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ (ยฌ`โ€ธยดยฌ)

โ•ฐโชผโ™ก ๐“๐“ป๐“ธ๐“๐“ฌ๐“ฎ/๐“๐“ท๐“ญ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ฐ๐”‚๐“ท๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ผ/๐“ฃ๐“ช๐“พ๐“ป๐“พ๐“ผ- ๐“˜๐“๐“•๐“™-๐“ฃ แ•™( โ€ขฬ€ แ—œ โ€ขฬ )แ•—

โ•ฐโชผโ™ก ๐“ค๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“ฒ๐“Ÿ๐“ช๐“ญ ๐Ÿ—๐“ฝ๐“ฑ ๐“ฐ๐“ฎ๐“ท + ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐”‚๐“ต๐“พ๐“ผ/๐“Ÿ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ฌ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฎ/๐“’๐“ช๐“น๐“’๐“พ๐“ฝ เธœ(โ€ขฬ€_โ€ขฬเธœ)
โ”€โ”€โ”€ โ‹†โ‹…โ˜†โ‹…โ‹† โ”€โ”€ โชผ
โชผโ™ก ๐“•๐“ช๐“ท๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ฏ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“บ๐“พ๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ผ: ๐“จ๐“”๐“ข โ™ก.แŸ เดฆเตเดฆเดฟ โ€ขโฉŠโ€ข )

โชผโ™ก ๐“Ÿ๐“•๐“Ÿ ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ: @โ€ฌ๐“š๐”๐“ป๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐”_๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ• (\^๐“ธ^/)

โชผโ™ก ๐“‘๐“ช๐“ท๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ: @๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“น๐”‚๐“‘๐“ธ๐Ÿโ€ฌ , @๐““๐“ช๐“ป๐“ด_๐“œ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป_๐“๐“ป๐“ฝ , @๐“œ๐“ฒ๐”‚๐“พ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ง๐Ÿ‘โ€ฌ (๐“ธใ‚œโ–ฝใ‚œ)๐“ธโ˜†

โ‹† หš๏ฝกโ‹†เญจโ™กเญงโ‹† หš๏ฝกโ‹†

โ†’โŸก ๐“ข๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“ฒ-๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“พ๐“ผ ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ฌ๐“ฒ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ผ.แŸ (แต•โ€”แด—โ€”)

โ†’โŸก .๐““๐“๐“˜: ๐”ƒ๐“ธ๐“ธ, ๐“ถ๐“ช๐“น, ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ธ๐“น๐“ต๐“ฎ ๐“พ๐“ท๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ, ๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ฌ๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ซ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ท๐“ญ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ฎ๐“ผ, ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ผ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ, ๐“ช๐“ฒ ๐“พ๐“ผ๐“ฎ, ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ, ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฌ. (๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ด ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“น ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ต๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ^^)


๐”Œ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ ๐“‚ƒ เฃช สšษž โ‚Š ๊’ฑ

Kind of wanted to make this. Iโ€™ve been trying to cope with my mental stuff, as you all know, and I decided that Iโ€™m not going to be sharing so much information. It doesnโ€™t mean I wonโ€™t rant or say stuff anymore, more like Iโ€™ll keep some very personal things to myself for now. I have also talked with my parents and my friends and I think itโ€™s time that I kind of explain my boundaries.

Now, what I mean by explaining boundaries, it only refers to irl stuff. I have no problems with my online life whatsoever. I just mean that Iโ€™ll stop expecting myself to be happy all the time and focus on being more genuine than pleasing others. It hurts and I know I fall pretty quickly to my bad habits whether I like to admit it or not.. but I really am making the attempt. Recovery isnโ€™t a sunny scroll at the beach (although I wish), so please do stay patient with meโ€ฆ again, thank you for everything <3

Enjoy this WIP.. I rly am trying thanks to my amazing loved ones..

3 days ago | [YT] | 13

๐”Œ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ ๐“‚ƒ เฃช สšษž โ‚Š ๊’ฑ

Ok update:

Me and my friend were performing at a concert, and we waited 2-3 HOURS for our turn lol. We went early for basically nothing haha. I had like several mental breakdowns but he was super sweet lol and we were talking and doing goofy stuff for like the whole time while we waited. I also met a new friend and saw my younger brother surprisingly (heโ€™s just my friend sadly not my actual brother) and we all had fun. I did mess up pretty badly during my part but the audience didnโ€™t know (or I at least HOPE they didnโ€™tโ€ฆ)

Anyways I had sooooo much fun and weโ€™re doing it again on December so expect another rant like this lol. Also I didnโ€™t get a panic attack this time, I got like multiple anxiety attacks but if you know me thatโ€™s a whole lot better T-T

So yeahhh, had a great time!!! :D

3 days ago | [YT] | 9

๐”Œ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ ๐“‚ƒ เฃช สšษž โ‚Š ๊’ฑ

Heading out to an event with my friend.. Iโ€™m feeling a bit better btw โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน
DO NOT SAVE, SCREENSHOT, REPOST THESE PHOTOS


Also this is just a little reminder that u do not need to feel forced to show ur face online just because ur friends do โค๏ธ

3 days ago | [YT] | 11

๐”Œ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“š๐”๐“ฒ ๐“‚ƒ เฃช สšษž โ‚Š ๊’ฑ

I GOT ALL Aโ€™S WITH NO MISSING ASSIGNMENTS IN ALL MY CLASSES FINALLY!!!!!!!! (Iโ€™m gonna cry out of relief)

(We donโ€™t do A+ by the way, A is the highest grade we can get)

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