I want to break free. Sometimes I get little instances of freedom, but I still end up at square one. I've accepted the fact that these feelings are not going away anytime soon, but it still hurts. I've meet people that said they will help me, but it still hurts. I don't who's pulling the strings, I don't know what to believe anymore. It's all too much for me. I've lost all hope in finding a way out.