Hello! I'm Vanessa Caria!

Let me tell you a few things about me:

Things I have a deep love for:
• Spending time with my irl boyfriend
• Listening to music
• Watching horror/thriller films and soap operas
• Playing video games
• Having a chat and talking to my mom about my feelings (a bit)
• Journaling my deepest thoughts, feelings and emotions
• Working on my astrological signs series

Mental Disability:
• I have autism
• Might have anxiety-depressive disorder

~More to Come Soon~


Vanessa Caria

Given inspiration from ‪@nightmarenekogirl8071‬ ❤️

I suddenly have the urge to tell you that my zodiacs also carry trauma, pain and have angst backstories

If you wanna learn about them, please let me know :)

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

Vanessa Caria

⚠️ Warning: Cussing ⚠️ (Vent Post)

I've had a really hard day at work and what made it worse is one of the people I used to be friends with on discord, wanted to be an asshole (like he does every single fucking day) and make my day worse...

I was so pissed and stressed that I was basically letting all my emotions out, because I was just that upset, frustrated and angry.

I really hate his guts, I hate him with a burning passion...

Thank you to those who stayed and listened to my vent...

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

Vanessa Caria

So, I'm terribly struggling in finding some songs that fit my zodiacs to put in their playlists which includes their backstories, their personalities, etc.

If you could help me find the right songs for them I'd greatly appreciate it. (It can be as many songs as you want).

I'll put my zodiacs information here:

Aries - Bold, passionate, flirty (has an abusive ex-boyfriend, a neglectful mother and a loving father)

Taurus - Witty, strong-minded, feisty (has loving parents and an older sister who's deceased)

Gemini - Shy, sensitive, loving (has loving parents and two sadistic and abusive older brothers)

Cancer - Caring, protective, loyal (has a neglectful and abusive father and a fearful and sensitive mother and an outspoken younger sister)

Leo - Confident, passionate, spunky (has a loyal and loving parents, though she struggles a lot of self-image)

Virgo - Quiet, sensitive, independent (has a strict and overbearing mother and a deceased father)

Libra - Tough, sweet, sensitive (has a cruel and abusive father and an outspoken mother)

Scorpio - Passionate, flirty, bold (has loving parents (but still harbors a fear of hurting her childhood friend, Taurus)

Sagittarius - Free-spirited, feisty, adventurous (has a strict and overprotective mother and a fun-loving and laid-back father)

Capricorn - Noble, protective, loyal (has two parents who are always absent and has to care for his two younger sisters)

Aquarius - Musical, passionate, lyrical (has a strict and heartbroken mother (who's still mourning the loss of her husband which causes her to be harsh and cruel towards Aquarius and a deceased father who shared his love for music)

Pisces - Sweet, compassionate, caring (has loving parents)

Ophiuchus - Playful, protective, brave (has strict and cruel parents)

Cetus - Sensitive, tender-hearted, sweet (has a sweet single mother and another mother, which causes her to be picked on and bullied all the time)

There you go! :)

3 months ago | [YT] | 2

Vanessa Caria

Update: I've been hospitalized due to me having a heat exhaustion and me being physically and mentally tired.

I made everyone worry, especially my boyfriend who worries about me the most.

It wasn't my fault or intentional, it was just a very stressful and worrisome day.

But I am gonna take 3 days off from work to rest myself and get better.

Just figured I'd let you guys know.

3 months ago | [YT] | 2

Vanessa Caria

If anyone needs me, I'm gonna put myself in recovery due to my mental health, what I've been going through and controlling my emotions, so yeah

We'll see each other again soon ❤️‍🩹

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

Vanessa Caria

I'll go ahead and admit something, I've been switching counselors left and right and this is the 4th counselor that I have that won't even call me back or pick up the phone.

At this point, I give up on trying to get help, nobody is gonna help me and I feel like I'm failing myself now and because of it, I feel the urge to just continue making my mental health worse than it already is...

I'm sorry...

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

Vanessa Caria

My oc, Vanessa Caria!

Feel free to give your thoughts about her :)

5 months ago | [YT] | 2