So I wanted to give everyone an update. It’s hard to put stuff like this out but I’ve told you all my life story already, this is just another major hurdle. I’ve laid here nightly bouncing this all around in my head and it’s been killing me inside. Unfortunately my physical health has gotten to a point where I’m going to be forced to make some hard life decisions. I’m unable to really do any work due to the injuries I’m dealing with. My back is reinjured as you know and it has been extremely rough since. It’s unfortunately going to be a very slow process as is anything with insurance and doctors. I’ve spent a few days with case workers from social services hoping there was some way forward but I’ve come to the unfortunate realization that even with the little help I may receive from them it would come nowhere near what I need to continue on supporting myself, Riley, and Dexter. Luckily my dad has taken Dexter a ton since I’ve had a ton of appointments and I’m not in the greatest shape to keep up with him. For the bad part now, I’m at a fork in the road where I can choose to temporarily try to work and most likely cause permanent damage or to let the medical treatments go forward and hope to rebound when it’s all over. Heck I’d be happy just to be able to sit comfortably and walk down stairs without my legs violently shaking. I’m 35 years old and have to make the decisions that are smart for the rest of my life. Unfortunately everything is a fight with insurance which slows stuff down so much. The doctor wants to get me into therapy in the meantime to build up strength in my back and legs due to my legs being very weakened and giving out(plus significant nerve issues). But it’s been denied, twice already, so I can only wait and hope to be able to do it. I’ve literally been laying in bed for weeks. So…with that being said I have decided there is no choice but to give up the apartment I have been in for almost 6 years. The money I would receive from any assistance isn’t even half of the rent alone. On top of the internet being shut off already and other utilities piling up and being close to disconnection it’s just not realistic at this point. I have also had to close the P.O. Box as unfortunately at this point it’s an added expense I just can’t justify and the website is sadly on that list as well. That includes the muk@elonmuk.com email as I no longer have access to that. It’s a monthly charge for service for the website/email which without being able to work I can’t keep going at the moment. So I’m working on where I’m going to live and how to pull it off in the meantime. Obviously the idea of moving when you’re not in any physical condition to move stuff is an even more complicating process. With that being said I still obviously have everyone’s stuff. I have shipped some that were overdue out already. I do still have a few remaining that have to be put together that are set to go out. If you would like to be shipped please send the shipping money to PayPal which will be below at the bottom. I won’t be going through the website for the reasons stated above. Please include your YouTube name and confirm your address as well as your email for tracking. It will obviously be a process so please be patient. Please be sure to double check the info because if packages are denied and returned I can’t guarantee I’ll be at the listed return address to guarantee their safety. Nobody’s stuff will be thrown out. Everything will be held onto whether you ship or not. If you don’t want to ship right now that’s fine, I can hold onto stuff and move it with me, then store it and ship when I’m settled/able. Obviously with my health stuff and now all of this I’ve been all over the place trying to figure life out at this point. I will get the outstanding grading returns sorted out and as soon as they arrive I will work to get them out to anyone that has anything out. I appreciate the patience as I’m trying to juggle a ton. There is also still a custom that is open for 4 slabs. It still has a bunch of spots left so I have to figure out what to do with that. I may just end up running it as is and take the loss on it to get it done. If I go that route(which is where I’m leaning)I will list the winners here on YouTube.
My mental health has obviously taken a true beating dealing with all of this. Two years ago when I first got hurt I never thought something like this was even a possibility. I’ve been through a lot of really crappy stuff in my life but this has been some of the worst. Being physically unable to even do some pretty simple things is heartbreaking. You take your physical health for granted, I know I did. Now sitting even hurts, laying down and feeling mind numbing pain shooting down your legs and toes to the point where even something as simple as sleeping is complicated and very hard to do. Heck you might not want to know but let’s just say even going to the bathroom gets hard. You don’t realize how much you use your back doing that. Appreciate the little things in life. You never know when you may wake up one day and everything will be changed.
Originally posted as members only, purely to shield myself due to the topic. But thought you know what everyone goes through nasty stuff.
Here is the realest most raw update you’ll get. Not for sympathy, so don’t take it that way, just how it is. My back has reherniated causing my legs to randomly give out and bringing extreme, mind numbing pain that I wouldn’t wish on even the devil. I have been in so much pain and discomfort that mentally and emotionally I am in a very very bad place. I have considered things to just get the pain to stop that I swore I’d never consider again. As with my history unfortunately I can’t allow myself to take anything for this pain. All I can do is wait and try to hold on and cross my fingers; hoping this procedure I have coming up works. If it does I’ll be having surgery very soon after. As you guys know this was/is my only source of income, I wouldn’t choose to just stop and forfeit my entire life. Unfortunately my days currently are laying in bed, sleeping, crying and writhing in pain just trying to survive another day. Also I’m not on discord, that would require getting to and sitting down at the computer and as mentioned above bed has been my only home.
Hey everyone. So after a lot of BS I am looking to do a stream tomorrow(Friday). I have a bunch of things to get in order and have to do a full inventory so I will be working on getting everything squared away tomorrow. If you saw my discord post the other day you saw that I was dealing with an internet outage from damage from the massive snow storm we had here. Well I thought it was fixed...problem was I thought. Something was done wrong because shortly after the tech left the internet constantly would knock out, and I do mean constantly. So a tech came out today and fingers crossed it is actually fixed properly now. We will not have a ton of inventory, as much of you know the situation prior but I will be working on updating all on hand inventory tomorrow. I have to get my main PC all put back together tonight because I have everything a bit ripped apart from trying to do what I could to troubleshoot. I definitely can't wait to catch up with everyone.
@everyone Hey y’all just wanted to touch base. I’ve been dealing with a respiratory infection from hell since my birthday. Between coughing and sleeping that’s about all I’ve been able to do. Good news is at least this time it’s negative for Covid. Bad news is it’s been far worse. Hoping I’m feeling at least a bit better tomorrow to get a stream in. Usually happens for me when the weather changes and gets cold fast and it’s definitely that time of year. Miss y’all. Hopefully see you tomorrow.
Hey everyone. Unfortunately the big C has shown it’s ugly head as of yesterday. Took an at home test today which came back positive. Needless to say I won’t be streaming today not touching anybody’s stuff.
Hey all. So unfortunately a bit more bad news to add onto the crap cake. The tech was here for hours. Replacing thing after thing to no avail. He found a damaged piece of trunk feeding a few houses at the end of the cul de sac. Because they’ll have to take the whole block down to fix it they need to do it during overnight hours tonight. God willing we should be able to actually have a stream tomorrow. I asked them who covers the lost revenue and got laughed at lol. Also because I was tied up here all day with them I wasn’t able to go get restocks. On a side note Tuesday I have backup internet being installed to make sure this doesn’t happen anymore. Sorry y’all some things are just beyond my control. See ya tomorrow.
Hey everyone. Sadly we have to cancel stream tonight. My internet has been constantly going down every few minutes since 3am. I wasn’t able to get an appointment for them to come out and look at it until Friday at 2pm. The way it is now it would be impossible to stream. We’d be streaming for 2 minutes at a time. If I find out a greedent chewed through my line from the telephone pole it’s game on! See y’all tomorrow night.
@everyone google form and stream lobby are live for Tuesday's stream. Fill out the google form for your chance to win the Subscriber giveaway of a Lost Origin booster box. forms.gle/1oRAnfHKgdcbnXn19 Again for members of the channel a PSA 10 Glaceon Vmax Alternate Art is up for grabs. As long as your membership is active on Tuesday you will automatically be put on the wheel. For the slab you do not have to be present, for the booster box you do however. Stream will begin at 8pm EST. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jmfsj...
Heads up y’all. No stream tonight. I have to get everyone’s shipping done that I’m up to my neck in. I don’t want to make anyone wait any longer. Also have to do inventory and update the stock on site. If you have any giveaways and haven’t emailed me your shipping info please get me that so I can get your winnings out to you. If you’re international please include phone numbers as it’s required. See ya on Thursday!
Elonmuk
So I wanted to give everyone an update. It’s hard to put stuff like this out but I’ve told you all my life story already, this is just another major hurdle. I’ve laid here nightly bouncing this all around in my head and it’s been killing me inside. Unfortunately my physical health has gotten to a point where I’m going to be forced to make some hard life decisions. I’m unable to really do any work due to the injuries I’m dealing with. My back is reinjured as you know and it has been extremely rough since. It’s unfortunately going to be a very slow process as is anything with insurance and doctors. I’ve spent a few days with case workers from social services hoping there was some way forward but I’ve come to the unfortunate realization that even with the little help I may receive from them it would come nowhere near what I need to continue on supporting myself, Riley, and Dexter. Luckily my dad has taken Dexter a ton since I’ve had a ton of appointments and I’m not in the greatest shape to keep up with him. For the bad part now, I’m at a fork in the road where I can choose to temporarily try to work and most likely cause permanent damage or to let the medical treatments go forward and hope to rebound when it’s all over. Heck I’d be happy just to be able to sit comfortably and walk down stairs without my legs violently shaking. I’m 35 years old and have to make the decisions that are smart for the rest of my life. Unfortunately everything is a fight with insurance which slows stuff down so much. The doctor wants to get me into therapy in the meantime to build up strength in my back and legs due to my legs being very weakened and giving out(plus significant nerve issues). But it’s been denied, twice already, so I can only wait and hope to be able to do it. I’ve literally been laying in bed for weeks. So…with that being said I have decided there is no choice but to give up the apartment I have been in for almost 6 years. The money I would receive from any assistance isn’t even half of the rent alone. On top of the internet being shut off already and other utilities piling up and being close to disconnection it’s just not realistic at this point. I have also had to close the P.O. Box as unfortunately at this point it’s an added expense I just can’t justify and the website is sadly on that list as well. That includes the muk@elonmuk.com email as I no longer have access to that. It’s a monthly charge for service for the website/email which without being able to work I can’t keep going at the moment. So I’m working on where I’m going to live and how to pull it off in the meantime. Obviously the idea of moving when you’re not in any physical condition to move stuff is an even more complicating process. With that being said I still obviously have everyone’s stuff. I have shipped some that were overdue out already. I do still have a few remaining that have to be put together that are set to go out. If you would like to be shipped please send the shipping money to PayPal which will be below at the bottom. I won’t be going through the website for the reasons stated above. Please include your YouTube name and confirm your address as well as your email for tracking. It will obviously be a process so please be patient. Please be sure to double check the info because if packages are denied and returned I can’t guarantee I’ll be at the listed return address to guarantee their safety. Nobody’s stuff will be thrown out. Everything will be held onto whether you ship or not. If you don’t want to ship right now that’s fine, I can hold onto stuff and move it with me, then store it and ship when I’m settled/able. Obviously with my health stuff and now all of this I’ve been all over the place trying to figure life out at this point. I will get the outstanding grading returns sorted out and as soon as they arrive I will work to get them out to anyone that has anything out. I appreciate the patience as I’m trying to juggle a ton. There is also still a custom that is open for 4 slabs. It still has a bunch of spots left so I have to figure out what to do with that. I may just end up running it as is and take the loss on it to get it done. If I go that route(which is where I’m leaning)I will list the winners here on YouTube.
My mental health has obviously taken a true beating dealing with all of this. Two years ago when I first got hurt I never thought something like this was even a possibility. I’ve been through a lot of really crappy stuff in my life but this has been some of the worst. Being physically unable to even do some pretty simple things is heartbreaking. You take your physical health for granted, I know I did. Now sitting even hurts, laying down and feeling mind numbing pain shooting down your legs and toes to the point where even something as simple as sleeping is complicated and very hard to do. Heck you might not want to know but let’s just say even going to the bathroom gets hard. You don’t realize how much you use your back doing that. Appreciate the little things in life. You never know when you may wake up one day and everything will be changed.
I love all of you.
PayPal for shipping is www.paypal.me/pokekev?locale.x=en_US
Thank you. I will keep you updated as I’m able.
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Originally posted as members only, purely to shield myself due to the topic. But thought you know what everyone goes through nasty stuff.
Here is the realest most raw update you’ll get. Not for sympathy, so don’t take it that way, just how it is. My back has reherniated causing my legs to randomly give out and bringing extreme, mind numbing pain that I wouldn’t wish on even the devil. I have been in so much pain and discomfort that mentally and emotionally I am in a very very bad place. I have considered things to just get the pain to stop that I swore I’d never consider again. As with my history unfortunately I can’t allow myself to take anything for this pain. All I can do is wait and try to hold on and cross my fingers; hoping this procedure I have coming up works. If it does I’ll be having surgery very soon after. As you guys know this was/is my only source of income, I wouldn’t choose to just stop and forfeit my entire life. Unfortunately my days currently are laying in bed, sleeping, crying and writhing in pain just trying to survive another day. Also I’m not on discord, that would require getting to and sitting down at the computer and as mentioned above bed has been my only home.
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Elonmuk
Hey everyone. So after a lot of BS I am looking to do a stream tomorrow(Friday). I have a bunch of things to get in order and have to do a full inventory so I will be working on getting everything squared away tomorrow. If you saw my discord post the other day you saw that I was dealing with an internet outage from damage from the massive snow storm we had here. Well I thought it was fixed...problem was I thought. Something was done wrong because shortly after the tech left the internet constantly would knock out, and I do mean constantly. So a tech came out today and fingers crossed it is actually fixed properly now. We will not have a ton of inventory, as much of you know the situation prior but I will be working on updating all on hand inventory tomorrow. I have to get my main PC all put back together tonight because I have everything a bit ripped apart from trying to do what I could to troubleshoot. I definitely can't wait to catch up with everyone.
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@everyone Hey y’all just wanted to touch base. I’ve been dealing with a respiratory infection from hell since my birthday. Between coughing and sleeping that’s about all I’ve been able to do. Good news is at least this time it’s negative for Covid. Bad news is it’s been far worse. Hoping I’m feeling at least a bit better tomorrow to get a stream in. Usually happens for me when the weather changes and gets cold fast and it’s definitely that time of year. Miss y’all. Hopefully see you tomorrow.
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Hey everyone. Unfortunately the big C has shown it’s ugly head as of yesterday. Took an at home test today which came back positive. Needless to say I won’t be streaming today not touching anybody’s stuff.
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Elonmuk
Hey all. So unfortunately a bit more bad news to add onto the crap cake. The tech was here for hours. Replacing thing after thing to no avail. He found a damaged piece of trunk feeding a few houses at the end of the cul de sac. Because they’ll have to take the whole block down to fix it they need to do it during overnight hours tonight. God willing we should be able to actually have a stream tomorrow. I asked them who covers the lost revenue and got laughed at lol. Also because I was tied up here all day with them I wasn’t able to go get restocks. On a side note Tuesday I have backup internet being installed to make sure this doesn’t happen anymore. Sorry y’all some things are just beyond my control. See ya tomorrow.
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Elonmuk
Hey everyone. Sadly we have to cancel stream tonight. My internet has been constantly going down every few minutes since 3am. I wasn’t able to get an appointment for them to come out and look at it until Friday at 2pm. The way it is now it would be impossible to stream. We’d be streaming for 2 minutes at a time. If I find out a greedent chewed through my line from the telephone pole it’s game on! See y’all tomorrow night.
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Elonmuk
@everyone google form and stream lobby are live for Tuesday's stream. Fill out the google form for your chance to win the Subscriber giveaway of a Lost Origin booster box. forms.gle/1oRAnfHKgdcbnXn19 Again for members of the channel a PSA 10 Glaceon Vmax Alternate Art is up for grabs. As long as your membership is active on Tuesday you will automatically be put on the wheel. For the slab you do not have to be present, for the booster box you do however. Stream will begin at 8pm EST. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jmfsj...
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Elonmuk
Heads up y’all. No stream tonight. I have to get everyone’s shipping done that I’m up to my neck in. I don’t want to make anyone wait any longer. Also have to do inventory and update the stock on site. If you have any giveaways and haven’t emailed me your shipping info please get me that so I can get your winnings out to you. If you’re international please include phone numbers as it’s required. See ya on Thursday!
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