henceforth wonder

Good evening, my lovely people.
Today has been one of those days — I woke up at 3 AM (yes, 3...) to take an exam I’d been studying for like crazy… and I didn’t pass.
I won’t lie, it stings. I was exhausted, frustrated, and honestly just wanted to cry into a pillow and disappear under my blankets.
But then I thought: You know what? I need a hug in dessert form.
So I made myself a banana mug cake — warm, sweet, and ridiculously easy. It literally saved my evening.

Here’s what I did:
- Mashed one overripe banana
- Added a spoon of honey instead of sugar
- A splash of orange aroma (no cinnamon today)
- Mixed in flour, a dash of baking powder, a bit of oil and milk
- Microwaved it at full power for 2 minutes and 30 seconds... and wow.
It came out soft, fragrant, and exactly what I needed.

If you're having a rough day too, or just need a cozy little treat, please try it.
Let me know if you do — and remember, bad days don't define us.
We just need good people, good hugs, and sometimes... a warm mug cake.

Love you all.
See you soon.
💖

4 months ago | [YT] | 9

henceforth wonder

🌍 Why buy new when there’s already so much out there? 🌍
Every day, tons of clothes and other items are thrown away for no reason—billions every year. Instead of adding to the waste, why not give pre-loved items a second life? Buying second-hand isn’t just good for the planet; it’s also great for your wallet! 💚♻️

I personally love buying and selling pre-owned fashion, and if you're into sustainable choices too, feel free to check out my Vinted profile: www.vinted.it/member/67125207-eledrowned 😉

#SecondHandFirst #SustainableFashion #BuyLessChooseWell

5 months ago | [YT] | 7

henceforth wonder

Life Update

Hey everyone, I wanted to update you on what’s been going on in my life.

📌 I live alone now – After a tough time with a roommate who falsely accused me of crazy things and made the living situation unbearable, I finally have my own space and peace. It was a traumatic experience, especially one night when her boyfriend started hitting her, and I had to call the landlords. Thankfully, they helped me and kicked them both out.

📌 University is tough – I’m still working hard on my exams, and studying is getting more intense. Nursing is a challenging path, but I’m pushing through!

📌 Health updates – Lately, I’ve discovered some health issues that require me to take around 14 medications daily. Hopefully, they’ll go away with time. I’ll keep you all updated.

Thank you for being here. ｡♥‿♥｡

5 months ago | [YT] | 11

henceforth wonder

Hello! 💖

I wanted to give you a little update. I recently got the connector to link my Blue Yeti microphone to my phone—yay! However, my phone doesn’t provide enough power for it to work properly. 😅 So now, I’ll need to buy another connector with dual outputs, so I can connect the mic to both my phone and a power source. Once I sort that out, I’ll be able to record with a decent camera and amazing audio quality! 🎤📱✨

I’ve tested the mic, and it works beautifully—I absolutely love it! In the meantime, I might post a few videos using my laptop, but heads up, the resolution is... 144 pixels. HAHA 😂

Oh, and I’m also considering upgrading my phone—it’s 6 years old, so that should solve these issues once and for all.

Thank you for your patience, and stay tuned—I'll be posting something in the next few days! 🥰

Big hugs.

9 months ago | [YT] | 6

henceforth wonder

🌟 Big news for our ASMR community! 🌟

Hey everyone, I’ve got a huge surprise for you: I’ll soon be using a Blue Yeti, one of the most popular microphones for ASMR! 😍🎤
I can’t wait to take the sound quality of our videos to the next level, giving you an even more immersive and relaxing experience.

🎧 I’m already working on making it work perfectly with my phone, and as soon as the adapter arrives, I’ll start experimenting right away! 💡

Thank you so much for your support—you are the heart of this community! ❤️ Stay tuned for updates and get ready for an even more relaxing experience. 💤✨

Let me know in the comments: what sounds would you like to hear in the upcoming videos? 😊

9 months ago | [YT] | 11

henceforth wonder

Hey everyone,

I owe you an update and an explanation for my silence lately. As much as I wish I could stick to the schedule I promised, life has been truly overwhelming, and I’ve been struggling just to stay afloat.

Today, I ended up in the ER again because of another severe panic attack caused by the sheer amount of stress I’m under. This past period has been one of the hardest I’ve ever faced.

For the past two weeks, I haven’t been able to take a proper shower because my apartment’s water heater is broken. The landlord has promised to call a technician, and it should finally be fixed tomorrow—but not having hot water to bathe or even wash dishes has been beyond frustrating. I’ve been looking for other rentals, but I can’t commit to anything far from campus since I’m a full-time university student, and I also struggle with fibromyalgia and asthma.

This is my first winter in a much colder region, and I’ve been having frequent attacks triggered by mold caused by the lack of heating and proper maintenance in my apartment. Add to that the stress of being a student, the grief of losing my beloved pet recently, and my ongoing battles with chronic depression and severe anxiety—it’s all been too much to handle. I’ve even fallen back into old, harmful coping mechanisms, and I hate admitting that I’ve relapsed into self-harm.

Right now, I’m in full burnout. Creating videos and engaging online feels like such a heavy task because of how drained I am emotionally, mentally, and physically.

I’m still here, and I’ll try to share updates more often to show that I haven’t disappeared. But I ask for your understanding and patience as I navigate this rough period. I never want you to think I’m neglecting this community out of lack of care—it’s simply that I’m trying to survive.

Thank you so much for sticking by me. Your support means the world to me, even when I feel like I can’t give back as much as I want to right now.

Take care of yourselves, and I’ll do my best to do the same.

With love,
Ele.

9 months ago | [YT] | 12

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🎉 700 Subscribers Coming Soon! 🎉

Hi everyone! We’re so close to reaching 700 subscribers, and I want to celebrate with a special video just for you! 😄 I’d love to hear from you—what type of video would you like to see for this milestone?

Would you prefer:

Let me know in the comments what you’d most enjoy watching! Thank you so much for all your support; I can’t wait to celebrate 700 subscribers together! 💖

9 months ago | [YT] | 6

henceforth wonder

Hello everyone,

I wanted to take a moment to explain my recent absence. Unfortunately, my beloved cat Mia passed away. Mia was a part of my life for 23 years, even before I was born. We shared a truly special bond, and losing her has been incredibly hard for me.

To clarify, Mia isn’t the cat you often see in my videos—that’s Echo, who is still with me. Mia was a quiet, gentle soul who stayed in the background but meant the world to me. Her passing has left me needing a little time to process and heal.

Thank you so much for your understanding and patience. I apologize for not letting you all know sooner, but this was a heavy loss. I’ll keep you all updated and will be back as soon as I can.

Thank you for your support, it truly means a lot to me during this difficult time.

9 months ago | [YT] | 10