JAY GRIMALKIN

I've rehosted the Smoky Eyes MAP! You can find its new home over here! :D

1 year ago | [YT] | 7

JAY GRIMALKIN

(Reposting from twitter since I hope some of you have standards and don't use that awful site <3)

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of videos, posts, streams, art... basically everything lately. I'm gonna keep this short and not go into too much detail, but I've basically been in the trenches fistfighting health problems for the past few months. 2024 has been brutal so far!

Coupled with an extremely hard loss in the family late last year, I actually had an Actual Cancer Diagnosis back in March! Thankfully we caught it all early, so it was a fairly minor surgery, but it revealed that I'm at a really high risk for cancer for the rest of my life, which is an excellent source of stress for me <:D

Also, while the surgery itself went well, it's caused some random OTHER health problems to spring up. Nothing dangerous or life-threatening, but enough to ensure I basically feel like shit at all times, lmao.

Couple that with issues at work, basically flunking out of school, health issues for my cats (Particularly the sad-looking one I've posted horrid baby pictures of. Don't worry, he's better now!), financial troubles... augh, 2024 has hands and my arms are too short to box.

Thankfully, I'm keeping my head above water. I just don't have the energy for much else, be it making videos, art, streaming, working on my games, etc... I'm just too exhausted after trudging through my daily life.

It sucks, because I really wanna make content creation work! But I also have to know my limits. I'm literally just some fuckin' guy.

I won't give up, I'll definitely be back to streaming and making the stuff I enjoy as soon as possible, but I'm also going to take things slow and not torture myself. That'll just lead to burnout and shit.

This isn't a post asking for financial support, btw. My money situation isn't great but I've got family and stuff to have my back. If you've got money to burn and my sob story pulled at your heartstrings, donate instead to CareForGaza! They need it more than me. I'd link it here, but I'm afraid YouTube wouldn't like that. Thankfully their socials and donation links are easy to find.

1 year ago | [YT] | 8

JAY GRIMALKIN

Hey guys, the stream tonight is canceled sadly. I've actually been going through a lot of crazy health stuff recently and I was hoping I'd be well enough to do it, but alas. I'll probably end up playing it on my own while wrapped in blankets and absolutely zooted on meds. As god intended <3

1 year ago | [YT] | 3

JAY GRIMALKIN

So, my internet might be out tonight and I may not be able to stream the Genshin update. Hopefully it comes back but just gonna put the warning out there in case!

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

JAY GRIMALKIN

Sorry about the content drought once again! As it turns out, fate wasn’t done dumping abandoned kittens into my lap… they’re much bigger now, though, and don’t need around-the-clock care like before.

I’ll be back on Tuesday with the Genshin update!

1 year ago | [YT] | 2

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Might not be any streams for awhile (yes, that includes the Genshin update tonight D:) because... well, I've got a two week old kitten I've got to take care of! I can't exactly put her down long enough to do much gaming because she can't keep herself warm, and I've gotta feed her every 4 hours (and considering she hates drinking from a bottle, it's a process and a half to actually get food in her). Still, I couldn't be happier that I found this little baby!

2 years ago | [YT] | 6

JAY GRIMALKIN

DSISM hit 30k views today :D :D :D

2 years ago | [YT] | 7

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This MAP still has 3 parts open!

3 years ago | [YT] | 6

JAY GRIMALKIN

We broke 4000 subscribers! I don't have, uh, anything special planned, since it just sorta happened out of the blue, but... hey, thank you guys so much :D!!!

3 years ago | [YT] | 12

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YOOO CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!

https://youtu.be/ZD1Ngb8Wihk

3 years ago | [YT] | 17