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hi guys

1 day ago | [YT] | 30

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I’m flopping so bad I had to just private a video that was up for 20 hours and only got 15 views and 6 likes

4 days ago | [YT] | 26

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Oh wow

6 days ago | [YT] | 41

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Oh, I forgot to update yall!



So, I feel a lot better taking a break from YouTube, I can enjoy myself more



but for the comp yesterday..



I got there, and I got my uniform and shoes on, and the I went to warm up and stuff. I do my warmup laps, my stretches, etc.
I watch the first few events before I start warming up again and doing my hurdles drills.
My coach disappears and nobody can find her and I start to panic😭
She doesn’t show up, nobody’s seen her and I just do my event.
But I jumped weirdly cause I was so nervous so I jumped badly which slowed me down. But I got over all the hurdles and didn’t place last! I finished like 5th out of a lot of people so I’m happy anyways.

6 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 41

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oh. Someone stole my editing style again. Except it was someone I thought I was sorta friends with.

They didn’t even try to hide it, same coloring, effects, fonts, bro even copied my watermark style

1 week ago | [YT] | 31

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I’m gonna cry, I have my first track comp Thursday and I’m doing hurdles cause that’s my main event

But recently I keep psyching myself out and stop in front of the hurdles. And I’m nervous I’ll embarrass myself Thursday in front of everyone


But thankfully, I have the best coach and support group/team mates who are helping me gain my confidence and hyping me up.

One more practice tomorrow to hopefully make me confident in time for the meet.


Scheduled for a random time idk

1 week ago | [YT] | 26

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Hi. I need to do this.


I, will be taking a long overdue break. I have needed this so badly and realized it as I spiraled yesterday, I might be active a bit but I most definitely will probably be back around Christmas.
I feel like my anxiety and depression is worsening and I want to focus more on school and my athletics.
So contact me through google chat or pin if you need me though I may take a while to respond!


Thank you!

IM STILL DOING BOTES

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 31

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ‪@realjohnnykavs‬

1 week ago | [YT] | 29

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‪@fr4nk.zh4ng‬ gc

1 week ago | [YT] | 24

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I fear being a fruity fiance is funny

Cause I wear rings because I’m fruity



but then I’m engaged so I have that ring to wear too😭

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 31