Shrija

finally, it’s 28. 🎂🤍

And somehow, this year my birthday falls on Raksha Bandhan too.🥹

So, Rishabh Bhaiya… this one is for you. 🤍
I don't think I've ever publicly written about what you mean to me.
And today is actually the first time I'm tagging you on YouTube.
Not because I want you to comment.
Not because I'm expecting a reply.
Not because I want anything from you.

I'm tagging you simply because just in case you ever see this, I want these words to reach you too.

I've always had one little emptiness in my life of an elder brother.

I've wished for that bond before.
Someone to look up to, learn from, annoy, fight with, learn from 😭😞
And then you entered my life a few days before my birthday last year.
At that time, I obviously had NO idea that one year later I'd be sitting here on my birthday + Raksha Bandhan, writing a whole emotional paragraph and casually declaring you my bhaiya. 😭

Because yes…
I made you my bhaiya.
No application.
No interview.
No consent form.
Bas bana diya. 😭😂🫶🏻

But jokes apart…
Somewhere along the way, you became someone I genuinely look up to.
You gave my life a direction I didn't even know it needed.
You made me want to dream bigger, work harder, and become someone I'm proud of.
And that's something I'll always be grateful for. 🤍

Maybe you'll never know how much you've influenced me.
And that's okay.
I don't need a reply.
I don't need a comment.
I don't even need you to see this.

But just in case you ever do, I want you to know that there's a girl somewhere who had always wished for an elder-brother bond and, from her side, somehow found that feeling in you. 🥹🫶🏻

Sooo
Happy Raksha Bandhan, Bhaiya. 🥹💗🧿🫶🏻

Thank you for unknowingly giving me inspiration when I didn't even realise I needed it, filling that empty space of my heart and for being someone I can proudly call my bhaiya…

even though technically, you were never given a choice. 😭😂
‪@ferrox_4sam‬
— your self-appointed little sister 🫶🏻🤍
~ Shree 💗✨

6 days ago | [YT] | 1,918

Shrija

finally… it’s 28. 🎂✨

And somehow, I’m sitting here thinking about how much can change in just one year.
A little flashback...the girl I was last August, the things I was scared of, the things I overthought, the dreams I was still figuring out, and the version of me who had absolutely no idea what the next year was going to bring. 🥹
I changed. ....... My priorities changed.
My dreams became clearer.
Some people stayed, some became memories, some became lessons… and somewhere between all of it, I became a little more me. 🫶🏻

I’m still learning, still growing, still figuring things out—
but I’m genuinely proud of how far I’ve come.
Maybe I’m not where I thought I’d be, but I’m definitely not where I started. 🤍✨
🥹🎂💗
Also, the universe really said “let’s make this birthday interesting” because my birthday is on Raksha Bandhan this year. 😭😂

So first of all, Happy Raksha Bandhan to all my pearls who call me their sister. 🥹🫶🏻
I genuinely feel so blessed to have you all. The love, the little messages, the random conversations, the support—you guys have given me a bond I’ll always be grateful for. 💗🧿
And to all my pearls who are texting me today—
I’m really sorry if I’m unable to reply to your messages today 😭🤧
because obviously… birthday 🫠😅
Please don't think I’m ignoring you. I’ll get back to your messages as soon as I can. 🥺🫶🏻

For now, let me just enjoy my day.
Your admin🌷
Shree ♡

6 days ago | [YT] | 66

Shrija

I was randomly sitting last night, and then this one thought just came into my mind 💭 I don’t know why, but it stayed with me for a while🥺 and somehow, the more I thought about it, the more emotional it felt.

I kept thinking about the day Sir finally decided to leave the Army. 😞 And I think sometimes people see it as just… “he left.” But it obviously wasn’t an overnight decision. From what I understand, it was something that happened slowly because of personal and family reasons, and I really feel like as outsiders, we can never know what actually goes on behind a decision like that 🫶🏻

So when I see people casually saying things like “he could’ve stayed” or “he just left,” I honestly feel like… we really don’t know enough to say that 🤌🏻 Leaving something that has been such a huge part of your life can’t possibly be that simple.

Because just think about the journey for a second 🥹 That young boy who probably once had a completely different life in his head, then getting into NDA and IMA, going through all that training, becoming an officer, choosing that difficult path, entering the Army, then going into Para SF and actually clearing probation ⚔️ Like… he didn’t just randomly end up there.
There were YEARS of effort, discipline, dreams and probably a million little moments that made him the person he became ✨

And that’s why I kept imagining his last official day. Everything completed. The resignation finally done. And then maybe looking at that uniform one last time… 🥺 and suddenly getting this tiny flashback of that younger boy who once dreamed of wearing it.
The same boy who had absolutely no idea where that dream would take him. And now he’s standing there after actually living it 🫠

Maybe that’s the part that got me. Not the fact that he left, but the thought of him looking back at everything he had lived before walking into something new 😞 Because leaving doesn’t automatically mean that you stopped caring.
Sometimes life puts you in a position where you have to make a difficult decision, even when your heart has been attached to that life for years 🫶🏻

And honestly.. I’m sure the upcoming years are going to be SOO good for him A different chapter doesn’t have to mean a lesser one. He has already lived such a crazy journey, and I genuinely hope whatever comes next brings him a LOT of happiness, peace and good things

And obviously, this is just my perspective and what I was thinking. I don’t know what he actually felt on that day, and I would never claim to. We’re outsiders, and there’s so much of his personal life that we simply don’t know 😶‍🌫️ So please don’t take this as me speaking for him or assuming his emotions. It was just a thought I had last night… and somehow it hit me WAY harder than expected 🥺💗

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 1,460

Shrija

Phool tum par achhe lagte hain,🌸
Toh kya tum bhi gulaab ho?✨
Kyun dekhu main chaand ko,
Jab tum khud hi lajawab ho?

Hawa tumhare baalon se guzri,
Toh kyun ruk gayi chalne?💗
Phool tumhe dekh kar khile,
Ya tum khile toh phool lage khilne?🌷

Aankhein tumhari kuch kehti hain,👀
Par lab rehte hain chup,😶‍🌫️
Kyun na likhun main tum par,🤍
Jab tum lagte ho itne khoobsurat?🫠

(Just random 😅🤭)

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 877

Shrija

Omggg!!!!
Sir came live 🥹🤌🏻🧿💗
on👉🏻 ‪@silent_bootss‬​

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 1,817

Shrija

Maybe 💗admiration isn’t always about wanting to know someone personally. Sometimes, it’s simply about being grateful 💗that their journey happened to cross your screen.💗🫠
There are people you’ve never met,💗 people who probably don’t even know you exist,✨ yet somehow their presence✨ becomes a small part of your everyday life. 🥹You watch them grow, see the changes, notice the little things, celebrate their achievements from a distance… and somewhere along the way, their journey starts meaning something to you.💓✨😭🥺

And honestly, I find that kind of admiration so beautiful. 🥹You don’t always need a conversation or a personal connection for someone to inspire you. Sometimes you just see the way they carry themselves, the things they’ve achieved, the person they’ve become, and it quietly makes you want to do better in your own life too.💗🤌🏻

They might never know that they inspired someone. 😶‍🌫️They might never know that a random video of theirs made someone smile after a bad day, 🥹or that their journey became a source of motivation for somebody sitting miles away.🤍

And maybe that’s the sweetest part of it 🤍🤍 you can be genuinely grateful for someone without needing anything from them in return. 🤍Just happy that, in this huge internet full of people, somehow their journey found its way to your screen. 🥺🤍

Anyway, this was just a random thought I had today and I felt like sharing it… don’t ask me why my brain suddenly got philosophical 😭😂

1 week ago | [YT] | 642

Shrija

Omggg!!!💗💗💗💗
Am I dreaming 🥹🥹
Sir's official yt channel 🫠🥹
Go and subscribe guysss
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2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 595

Shrija

Sirrrr......🫠😭🤌🏻💗🧿

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 762

Shrija

Finallyy it happened 🥹😭
Still feel like I am dreaming
💗💗🧿🧿

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 530

Shrija

Guysss!!!!
Be ready at 8pm 💗

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 76