Hey ratties, hope you're doing good... It might be a while until the next video.
Today, Loulou, my grandfather, passed away.
I've always been myself on this channel, though I never really got personal. However, he was such an important and influential figure in my life that I cannot keep this to myself.
He made me the person I am today, taking care of me throughout my entire childhood and after, always here when I needed advice or motivation.
If it wasn't for him, this channel wouldn't be what it is today. He's the first person I went to when I was thinking of going full-time on YouTube, and he's the one who really encouraged me to go forward with it.
Every time I would put out a video, he would be watching it in its entirety, and tell me how much he loved it, even though he couldn't understand English.
He's always been so supportive. A great man with an even greater heart of gold, always putting others before him and helping them before helping himself.
He was a genuine legend, an incredible paternal figure and my mentor. I feel so lost without him, and I'm still struggling to come to terms with things.
I know he would want me to keep moving forward, and I will; for him. I'm just not sure how to yet.
Attached: one of my favorite photos of him, with Splinter - my first rat - on his back.
Arsenal (the weapon mod containing the Clown Scythe and Anchorblade) is now available publicly for free!
I spent the past week polishing it as much as possible, hope you enjoy! 🐀❤️
Defile (the ink mod I made for my latest video) is now available publicly for free! I spent the past 2+ weeks trying to squash as many bugs and polish it as much as possible, hope you enjoy! 🐀❤️
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doctor4t
Hey ratties, hope you're doing good... It might be a while until the next video.
Today, Loulou, my grandfather, passed away.
I've always been myself on this channel, though I never really got personal. However, he was such an important and influential figure in my life that I cannot keep this to myself.
He made me the person I am today, taking care of me throughout my entire childhood and after, always here when I needed advice or motivation.
If it wasn't for him, this channel wouldn't be what it is today. He's the first person I went to when I was thinking of going full-time on YouTube, and he's the one who really encouraged me to go forward with it.
Every time I would put out a video, he would be watching it in its entirety, and tell me how much he loved it, even though he couldn't understand English.
He's always been so supportive. A great man with an even greater heart of gold, always putting others before him and helping them before helping himself.
He was a genuine legend, an incredible paternal figure and my mentor. I feel so lost without him, and I'm still struggling to come to terms with things.
I know he would want me to keep moving forward, and I will; for him. I'm just not sure how to yet.
Attached: one of my favorite photos of him, with Splinter - my first rat - on his back.
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