I guess itโs finally time to say goodbye to this channel. I started posting Marvel edits here when I was just thirteen. I didnโt fully know what I was doing back then. I just knew I loved Marvel and loved telling stories through music and scenes that meant something to me. For a while this space became everything. It was where I could escape, where I could be creative, where I could feel proud of what I was making. Itโs hard to explain what those edits meant to me because they were never just clips and songs. They were filled with everything I was feeling at the time.
Even though I stopped posting for a while, I never stopped loving Marvel. That love didnโt die. I still watch every episode the day it drops, I still go to every movie screening like itโs an event, I still care deeply about these characters. But over the years my world got bigger. I became a movie fan in every sense. I started writing reviews on Letterboxd, I started noticing the craft and the storytelling in new ways, and I wanted to explore more than one universe. I think this channel was the beginning of all that. It helped me find what I love. It helped shape my creativity and taught me how to care deeply about art and stories. It was such an important part of how I grew up.
Even if it was a small audience, it meant the world to me. Every view, every comment, every kind message stayed with me more than you probably know. I always loved mentioning people by name because every single interaction meant something. If I started naming everyone and talking about the moments we shared I donโt think Iโd be able to stop. I met so many people here from all over the world with different stories and hearts and dreams. Some of you became close friends, some of you showed up in quiet ways that meant just as much. Even if we donโt speak anymore, you meant the world to me at one point and I havenโt forgotten that. I think about you often. I think about the jokes, the edits we hyped each other up for, the silly competitions we used to hold. This community was such a special place. Itโs quiet now and in some ways itโs died but to me itโs still shining. It still matters. You still matter.
Now Iโm seventeen and entering my last year of high school. I was so young when I started this channel and I really did grow up here. These few years on YouTube were such a vital part of my teenage life. I think I needed them to become who I am now. Iโve been gone for almost two years but I didnโt want to leave it all unsaid. I wanted to give this chapter of my life the goodbye it deserves. Itโs not a sad goodbye. Itโs just a full one. A grateful one.
Iโm still alive and still posting sometimes, mostly on TikTok during the summer under the same username. I hope yo see you there. But this place will always be something different. Something more personal. Thank you for being here. Thank you for growing up with me. Thank you for making me feel like I mattered.
ใป. ๐๐ก๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐จ๐ง .ใป
ใป. ๐๐ก๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐จ๐ง .ใป
I guess itโs finally time to say goodbye to this channel. I started posting Marvel edits here when I was just thirteen. I didnโt fully know what I was doing back then. I just knew I loved Marvel and loved telling stories through music and scenes that meant something to me. For a while this space became everything. It was where I could escape, where I could be creative, where I could feel proud of what I was making. Itโs hard to explain what those edits meant to me because they were never just clips and songs. They were filled with everything I was feeling at the time.
Even though I stopped posting for a while, I never stopped loving Marvel. That love didnโt die. I still watch every episode the day it drops, I still go to every movie screening like itโs an event, I still care deeply about these characters. But over the years my world got bigger. I became a movie fan in every sense. I started writing reviews on Letterboxd, I started noticing the craft and the storytelling in new ways, and I wanted to explore more than one universe. I think this channel was the beginning of all that. It helped me find what I love. It helped shape my creativity and taught me how to care deeply about art and stories. It was such an important part of how I grew up.
Even if it was a small audience, it meant the world to me. Every view, every comment, every kind message stayed with me more than you probably know. I always loved mentioning people by name because every single interaction meant something. If I started naming everyone and talking about the moments we shared I donโt think Iโd be able to stop. I met so many people here from all over the world with different stories and hearts and dreams. Some of you became close friends, some of you showed up in quiet ways that meant just as much. Even if we donโt speak anymore, you meant the world to me at one point and I havenโt forgotten that. I think about you often. I think about the jokes, the edits we hyped each other up for, the silly competitions we used to hold. This community was such a special place. Itโs quiet now and in some ways itโs died but to me itโs still shining. It still matters. You still matter.
Now Iโm seventeen and entering my last year of high school. I was so young when I started this channel and I really did grow up here. These few years on YouTube were such a vital part of my teenage life. I think I needed them to become who I am now. Iโve been gone for almost two years but I didnโt want to leave it all unsaid. I wanted to give this chapter of my life the goodbye it deserves. Itโs not a sad goodbye. Itโs just a full one. A grateful one.
Iโm still alive and still posting sometimes, mostly on TikTok during the summer under the same username. I hope yo see you there. But this place will always be something different. Something more personal. Thank you for being here. Thank you for growing up with me. Thank you for making me feel like I mattered.
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