jess valadez

made an ASMR channel ☁️🤍✨created it on a whim along with my first ASMR video after having a bit of a rough time myself, if you’re into ASMR go check out the video and channel her 🥹🫂💆🏻‍♀️ hope you enjoy! https://youtu.be/5Ax6zzGze7c?si=OblrM...

1 year ago | [YT] | 21

jess valadez

i moved back to LA… after 3 months of being in my hometown living with family I decided to reclaim LA as my home. I only realized that I had built a loving community and environment for myself here after being away from it - filming an update for you soon but lmk what you want to know down below 💕

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1 year ago | [YT] | 39

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hiiii! filming a Q&A vvv soon, comment down below any Q’s you have for me to answer in the video 🫂 talk to yall soon ❤️

1 year ago | [YT] | 6

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i filmed my entire menstrual cycle for a month! new video is live on my channel <3 ready for you to sit back, relax, and cry with me as i move through my menstruation, follicular, ovulation, and luteal phases 🥲🩷 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTlC0...

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1 year ago | [YT] | 16

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my guadalajara vlog is live on patreon right now 🇲🇽🌞 patreon.com/jessicavaladez

• enjoy early access, work in progress & exclusive content ad-free starting at only $1.11✨

2 years ago | [YT] | 7

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uploading some BTS / work in progress / thoughts / journal entries + more on
patreon.com/jessicavaladez starting at $1.11 ♡

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i quit 🫣 https://youtu.be/5TmGCRjjXFI?si=b2tAL...

2 years ago | [YT] | 14

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new video incoming....

2 years ago | [YT] | 12

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decided to revive some old vlogs i had in the patreon portal 🔓 in case you were confused from the latest uploads 😅 hehe working on a new video for yall soon too ❤️ loveee yaaaa!

2 years ago | [YT] | 16

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･ﾟ✧ i feel like a star
not like someone famous
but like something dying

since i'm smaller
i hear i'll live longer
around 10,000 years or so

*phew* i was starting to dread death a bit there

to think, i was so worried about
wasting my time not living

when i actually have 9,973 years to go

google says massive stars die sooner
by using up their hydrogen fuel much quicker

a reason i should remain smaller

not allowing others to see
i'm actually much bigger than i appear

do you think i'm fooling them?

crouching behind this computer?

well at least i'll live longer (i keep telling myself)

as long as i get to live a long life, i say

..behind this computer..

i'll get to live long!

..remaining small..

but ill get to live longer

..if i can just stay like this..

not making a sound
not stretching my arms
not growing an inch
not asking for more
not breathing too much
not believing i am

at least i'll live long

9,972 years to go

a poem i wrote originally on jessicavaladez.substack.com 💌

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