Editing Like It's My Last Breath. Living In A Timeline Where Jimin Dances = Life Crisis. This Channel? A Coping Mechanism. Stay Delulu. Stay Loud. Stay BTS.
This year’s FESTA is not just another celebration. It’s something deeper. Something sacred. Something earned by them and by us.
Jimin and Jungkook have just been discharged. RM and Taehyung, Jin and Jhope as well. All six are back except Yoongi And I can’t describe what’s happening inside me.
It’s not just joy. It’s something warmer. Like the first sunlight after a long winter. Like finally breathing after holding it in for too long.
I didn’t know how emotional I would be until I watched the live. I felt this lump rise in my throat, but no tears came. Not because I didn’t feel enough maybe because I felt too much.
My chest tightened, and time paused. And in that pause, I felt everything...my past, my pain, my healing, and them.
BTS means more to me than words can explain.
They’re not just artists I admire. They’re part of the reason I’m still here.
I may have gone through things I don’t always talk about. I’ve felt completely lost.... like I was drowning in emotions I couldn’t understand. I’ve had dark moments. Moments where I didn’t want to exist. Moments I hurt myself just to feel something. And moments where I felt like disappearing was easier than staying.
I felt weak....alone
But even in that darkness, BTS was a light. Sometimes the only light.
Their music reached me in ways no one else could. Their lyrics felt like someone had read the pages of my heart.
And Jimin...especially Jimin became a source of healing I never expected. I saw my own pain in his eyes. I heard my silence in his words.
It's the reason why I'm mostly talking about him.
I remember listening to him speak in interviews, watching him perform, reading his letters to ARMY… and crying quietly in my room. But not out of hopelessness, out of connection. Because finally, someone understood. Finally, someone made me feel like I wasn’t wrong for feeling so much.
He once said, “When your heart becomes big, it means you’ve let go off things"
And I held on to those words like a lifeline.
I started letting go. Just a little. The weight I carried...sadness, shame, fear...it began to lift. I stopped blaming myself for everything. I began to believe, for the first time, that maybe I wasn’t broken.
Maybe I was just… human.
And now, as FESTA unfolds with them back, it feels like my healing is beginning again too.
It’s symbolic, almost. Like the start of a new chapter... for them, and for me.
This year, I want to be better. Not perfect, just better. More at peace. Softer with myself. Kinder to the parts of me that still hurt. And I believe BTS will walk beside me in that journey again, just like they always have.
FESTA reminds me why I stayed. Why I kept going. Why I still believe in love, in light, in music, in myself.
So no,....I won’t hide my story. I won’t be ashamed of how much they mean to me. I won’t be embarrassed that I cried watching their live or that I listened to the same song over and over just to breathe. Because all of it is part of who I am. And who I’m becoming.
To those who don’t understand... it’s okay. This connection, this love… it wasn’t made to be explained. It was made to be felt.
And to BTS... if I could ever speak to them, I would say this,
Thank you for being the light in my darkest days. Thank you for teaching me how to love myself. And thank you… for coming back home.
This FESTA, I celebrate more than your return.
I celebrate the fact that I’m still here. Alive. Healing. Growing.
To the man who always encourages us to believe in ourselves and follow our dreams. To the man who never gave up on his passion. To the man who sacrificed everything and lived in misery and hunger for months just so he could achieve his dream. To this immensely talented musician whose dedication never ceases to amaze me and whose love for what he does can be heard in every single syllable and note of the songs he writes and produces and every word he sings and raps on stage.Â
Happy Birthday to this caring, thoughtful, considerate, intelligent and open-minded individual that reminds us to be grateful and stay humble and openly supports people of all genders and orientations. Because he is just so insanely beautiful, inside and out.Â
To the artist who managed to give strength to and touch the hearts of millions.Â
Happy Birthday, Min Yoongi. My heart will always be with you. I wish you all the best for the future. May you stay healthy, be happy and loved and accomplish what you strive for. Thank you for being my inspiration and helping me through life by giving me the strength I sometimes lack.Â
MS_PARKYN
Vote For Jimin 💜
www.mtv.com/event/vma/vote/best-k-pop
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PROJECT 7 LIGHTS Out Now 💜
https://youtu.be/CeHQeGi4A5c?si=XouuW...
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Today feels like a memory I’ll never forget.
This year’s FESTA is not just another celebration. It’s something deeper. Something sacred. Something earned by them and by us.
Jimin and Jungkook have just been discharged. RM and Taehyung, Jin and Jhope as well. All six are back except Yoongi
And I can’t describe what’s happening inside me.
It’s not just joy. It’s something warmer. Like the first sunlight after a long winter. Like finally breathing after holding it in for too long.
I didn’t know how emotional I would be until I watched the live. I felt this lump rise in my throat, but no tears came. Not because I didn’t feel enough maybe because I felt too much.
My chest tightened, and time paused. And in that pause, I felt everything...my past, my pain, my healing, and them.
BTS means more to me than words can explain.
They’re not just artists I admire. They’re part of the reason I’m still here.
I may have gone through things I don’t always talk about. I’ve felt completely lost.... like I was drowning in emotions I couldn’t understand. I’ve had dark moments. Moments where I didn’t want to exist. Moments I hurt myself just to feel something. And moments where I felt like disappearing was easier than staying.
I felt weak....alone
But even in that darkness, BTS was a light. Sometimes the only light.
Their music reached me in ways no one else could. Their lyrics felt like someone had read the pages of my heart.
And Jimin...especially Jimin became a source of healing I never expected. I saw my own pain in his eyes. I heard my silence in his words.
It's the reason why I'm mostly talking about him.
I remember listening to him speak in interviews, watching him perform, reading his letters to ARMY… and crying quietly in my room. But not out of hopelessness, out of connection. Because finally, someone understood. Finally, someone made me feel like I wasn’t wrong for feeling so much.
He once said, “When your heart becomes big, it means you’ve let go off things"
And I held on to those words like a lifeline.
I started letting go. Just a little. The weight I carried...sadness, shame, fear...it began to lift. I stopped blaming myself for everything. I began to believe, for the first time, that maybe I wasn’t broken.
Maybe I was just… human.
And now, as FESTA unfolds with them back, it feels like my healing is beginning again too.
It’s symbolic, almost. Like the start of a new chapter... for them, and for me.
This year, I want to be better. Not perfect, just better. More at peace. Softer with myself. Kinder to the parts of me that still hurt.
And I believe BTS will walk beside me in that journey again, just like they always have.
FESTA reminds me why I stayed. Why I kept going. Why I still believe in love, in light, in music, in myself.
So no,....I won’t hide my story. I won’t be ashamed of how much they mean to me. I won’t be embarrassed that I cried watching their live or that I listened to the same song over and over just to breathe. Because all of it is part of who I am. And who I’m becoming.
To those who don’t understand... it’s okay. This connection, this love… it wasn’t made to be explained. It was made to be felt.
And to BTS... if I could ever speak to them, I would say this,
Thank you for being the light in my darkest days.
Thank you for teaching me how to love myself.
And thank you… for coming back home.
This FESTA, I celebrate more than your return.
I celebrate the fact that I’m still here.
Alive. Healing. Growing.
And loving BTS with all my heart.
#2025BTSFESTA 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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MS_PARKYN
Happy 17th Birthday To Myself 💟💜
And Today 3 Years Completed With My Family "BANGTAN"
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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MS_PARKYN
Happy Birthday, Min Yoongi
To the man who always encourages us to believe in ourselves and follow our dreams.
To the man who never gave up on his passion.Â
To the man who sacrificed everything and lived in misery and hunger for months just so he could achieve his dream.
To this immensely talented musician whose dedication never ceases to amaze me and whose love for what he does can be heard in every single syllable and note of the songs he writes and produces and every word he sings and raps on stage.Â
Happy Birthday to this caring, thoughtful, considerate, intelligent and open-minded individual that reminds us to be grateful and stay humble and openly supports people of all genders and orientations. Because he is just so insanely beautiful, inside and out.Â
To the artist who managed to give strength to and touch the hearts of millions.Â
Happy Birthday, Min Yoongi. My heart will always be with you. I wish you all the best for the future. May you stay healthy, be happy and loved and accomplish what you strive for. Thank you for being my inspiration and helping me through life by giving me the strength I sometimes lack.Â
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜✨
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MS_PARKYN
open.spotify.com/track/1yX9gy5fK02j6nBnGJ1S3k?si=4…
Go ARMYs 💜
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Thankyou For 2K 💜✨
I Love You All And Thankyou So Much For The Support. It Means Alot To Me 🫂
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MS_PARKYN
Happy Birthday To....
Our JHOPE!!! 🥳✨💜
ARMYs' Sunshine And BTS' Dancing Machine.
Our Hope, Louis Vuitton Icon.
Our Fashion God, Our Piece Of Peace And Our
Bombastic Side Eye Master ✨
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