KillaMikeZ2693

Alright everyone I’m being told that at some point over the next week my internet will be more stable. I’m not getting my hopes up just yet but we’ll see. I’m still not sure on a schedule at the moment since I’ll be going back to work near the end of the month. But once we’re back up and going I’ll stream as much as I can.

Now with that being said I’m going to do my absolute best to keep my gaming channel as positive of a space as possible. As one of the main reasons we all game is to escape all the crap that goes on in the world.

I say this because I have created and have been working on a IRL channel for about a month now, and this will be a more serious and very personal side to me. I didn’t say anything to anyone because I wanted to see what the algorithms would do on each platform.

As of right now the channel is going to be a bit slow and boring because I’m basically in the process of rebuilding my life, but for those that are interested here you go. The channel is ‪@MikesJourneyToSelfReliance‬

Thank you all for all the support.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 63

KillaMikeZ2693

Hey everyone sorry it’s been a min I just wanted to give a little update. My internet situation has not improved, and I have no idea when it will as it’s out of my hands. It’s been a very frustrating deal to add to the rest of the things I’ve been concerning myself with like my health and finding work. I want to thank everyone for all the support, and a big thank you to my members that have continued their subscription while things have just not been working in my favor you guys don’t know how much it means to me. I’ve been trying to rearrange my schedule to try and game to make videos in the slower hours of the day, but that’s late at night and even then sometimes I get disconnected from the internet. I’m truly grateful for everyone an I hope you all have a good rest of the week. Be safe everyone.

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 49

KillaMikeZ2693

I was going to try and stream today everyone as the last two days the internet was doing pretty good, but it was cooler outside. Today it hot again and we are back to being unstable. The blue on the chart is my upload and it should be almost flat this is in a 10min span and how it looks most the day. This would basically be buffering on your side. I haven’t really been playing much of anything as keeping myself available for these people have been my main focus.

I want to thank everyone who has stuck by me and checked up on me during these last few months. Between this, my health, and a few other things I’m working through, I’ve not been in best position and it’s been taxing on me mentally. Thank you for everything, I’m very grateful.

3 months ago | [YT] | 38

KillaMikeZ2693

I know we have a few moms in the community, so I just wanted to wish you a happy Mother’s Day I hope you have had a relaxing day. An for everyone else please don’t take your mom for granted. I would give anything to have mine back.

Update on the internet. I think I might actually have some movement now as they have finally seen that there is an issues on their end, I don’t know what that means as far as a time frame but everyone knows I’m beyond frustrated with this deal and their lack accountability. So hopefully soon. Be safe everyone.

3 months ago | [YT] | 41

KillaMikeZ2693

Well everyone you have gotten me to 4k subscribers. I’m truly grateful for everyone’s support it has been a humbling experience. Thank you so much for everything. It really does mean so so much to me.

I wish I had better news for my internet though, as it’s still being worked on. I’m losing about 5-10% of my daily upload speed, some of these are complete drop outs so it would shut down a stream.

I did make a few videos, but deleted them thinking they may have not been good enough, or felt that I let to much time pass as I have been being to crucial on myself lately. I have been letting all the little things that have just not been working as they should get to me, along with quietly soloing different battles from both the past and present.

I hope to make a return soon as I miss everyone, please be safe out there, and thank you so much for everything.

3 months ago | [YT] | 54

KillaMikeZ2693

Hey everyone just wanted to give a quick update. My internet is still not working like I need it to, and I'm not sure when I'll be streaming again. I have been testing lower bit rates or even just streaming on one platform or the other with no good results. I have escalated the issue with other means so we'll see if it will make a differences. I'm am truly grateful for all the support. I hope everyone is doing well.

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 43

KillaMikeZ2693

Sorry for the stream, I've got to get the ISP out here to look at the internet. Every summer I have issue and they never figure it out. Sorry everyone maybe I'll get something to work like it should soon.

4 months ago | [YT] | 19

KillaMikeZ2693

No stream tonight everyone, I’m not going to be home till late.

4 months ago | [YT] | 22

KillaMikeZ2693

Hey everyone next week I’ll be back to a streaming schedule that will be Tuesday - Saturday starting 4pm EST. It’s 4 hours later than I used to be and I may still need to adjust depending on life, but this is what I’m going to attempt to commit to. I will try to stream more if possible though. I’m truly grateful for all the support, and I hope you all have a good weekend. Be safe everyone.

4 months ago | [YT] | 41

KillaMikeZ2693

I apologize for being absent this week everyone, I’m not going to go into details because I don’t want to sound like a charity case, but I’m just struggling to make things work in my favor this month, and I’m trying to play catch up now. I’ll be back with you all soon, stay safe out there. Thank you for everything.

5 months ago | [YT] | 83