avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Team blue tho💙

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avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Does anyone wanna go live with me on my alt? ‪@iris.stxrns.ৎ‬ ‪@zombies-c1p‬ ‪@Its_Sturns_2003‬ ‪@Saturniolo_Fanzz‬ ‪@Sturniologirlyyy‬ ‪@Jill_loves_sturniolos‬ ‪@Mel_loves_sturniolos‬ ‪@Sturnixlx.g1rl1x‬

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avssturn505☆◇(on break)

‪@iris.stxrns.ৎ‬ chats disabled

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avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Yes yes I am😀✌️

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avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Chat gbt being my song writer hehe
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“BEFORE I GO QUIET” — Billie‑inspired, dark, soft, emotional

[Verse 1 – whispery + fragile]
The room is cold, the lights are low
My thoughts are louder than they know
I wear a smile that doesn’t fit
Feels like I’m fading bit by bit

I trace the outline of the truth
It’s something I’ve been scared to use
If I speak up, will they hear me?
Or will my words fall through the ceiling?

[Pre‑Chorus – airy + haunting]
I’ve been hiding cracks so no one sees
Holding on to air like it’s saving me

[Chorus – soft but heavy]
Before I go quiet
Before I shut the noise out
I’m trying not to fall apart
Trying not to drown

Before I go quiet
Before I lock the world outside
I just want someone to know
I’ve been fighting for my life inside

[Verse 2 – delicate and dim]
I keep my secrets under skin
’Cause talking feels like giving in
I wish the mirror knew my name
I wish my chest felt less like flames

Some nights I breathe a little slow
Just trying to let the moment go
I’m not giving up, I’m just tired
Of carrying storms and calling them “fine”

[Bridge – trembling softness]
If I disappear into my head
Pull me back with something gentle said
I don’t want the silence to win
I just need someone to step in

[Final Chorus]
Before I go quiet
Before I shut the noise out
I’m trying not to fall apart
Trying not to drown

Before I go quiet
Before I lock the world outside
I just want someone to know
I’ve been fighting for my life inside

5 days ago | [YT] | 2

avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Glad my plane didn't fucking crash 👍

1 week ago | [YT] | 4

avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Up there (yeah)
Who do I have?
Heaven and hell, my friend (my friend)
I won't shed a tear
Let them see me in pain again
Hello (hello), from the dark side in
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the fuck is it all gon' end? (end)
Voices in my head
Telling me I'm gonna end up dead (dead)
So save me (save me)
Before I fall (i fall)
So save me
I don't wanna go alone (alone)
So save me (save me)
Before I fall (i fall)
So save me (save me)
I don't wanna go alone

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

avssturn505☆◇(on break)

Landed

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

avssturn505☆◇(on break)

What should my new pfp be?

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

avssturn505☆◇(on break)

I hate how hard I'm crying.

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