Hare Krishna! I post video essays on people, places, history and opinions. Sometimes I also post my chill days, book reviews and travels.
My videos are inspired by my belief in art. The Art which comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comfortable.

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Hare Krishna everyone! the year is about to end and i cannot believe we are 30k people sharing this space, i am so grateful to each and everyone who relate, appreciate, share with me on this platform. i am truly happy with the support you people have given to my work in any form, trust me words cannot express how good i feel. this year gave me a lot to appreciate, learn and improve and i tried replying to most comments, i read them all, even though sometimes my life gets a bit hectic but they all mean so much to me and they make me feel loved, they fill me with joy, warmth, that i am able to give something to this world, im more confident in my ideas than before and glad to find people like me. so thankyou so much everyone! i am thinking of doing an year end video just a light one and for that your questions are welcome you can ask me if you have any questions and ill try answering them.

10 hours ago | [YT] | 86

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Hare Krsna! i found my old diary and omg i was so optimistic as a child, i remember i used to write just anywhere, on everything i was 14-15, i wrote in hindi and english and some i even spoke in my school morning assembly, this reminded me so much of the things people would laugh at me for, like i once spoke thought of the day 'if you can't make a mistake, you can't make anything' and i thought i said so much in so little words and it was unique and when i came back from the assembly my class teacher and some of my classmates criticized me saying what did it even mean and i thought maybe i made a mistake, may be i didnt speak the right way and agreed to the majority (because a grown up teacher was involved) and apologised or something and i really cried that day at lunch, i couldn't hold myself but there was this one guy who came to me and said that why are you crying now when you could not take a stand for yourself, that thought you said was so ahead of time and it was way too cool and suddenly i had that confidence back, he said, it meant that mistake is the smallest step towards building anything, you cannot build something great without making mistakes and that takes courage, only those who have the courage to make mistakes can make success happen, i knew he understood what i did. That day i learnt not everyone will understand you, people understand in limitation to their own convenience, experiences, mind but the best part is you dont have to make sense to everyone. what is cringe to someone, is beautiful to others, what some may mock, others may find peace in, what disturbs someone, will comfort the other and that is all you need to remember.

1 month ago | [YT] | 128

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Hare Krsna! Wish you all a very happy Radha Ashtami!

3 months ago | [YT] | 301

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True renunciation cannot be achieved by Imitation. It naturally arises in those who, through realized knowledge, have become free from attraction to material pleasures and detached from the results of their actions whether pleasant or unpleasant. Real renunciation flows from independence from material dualities, not from merely suppressing wrong desires. Imitated renunciation only leads to vanity. When practiced without genuine realization, it becomes “dry,” lacking nourishment for bhakti, and can even be harmful. Therefore, a sincere devotee must continually evaluate where they truly stand honestly and without pretense or the pursuit of false prestige. Such self-assessment is a vital part of the process of 'anartha-nivritti' (cleansing of unwanted habits), and thus holds great importance.

3 months ago | [YT] | 108

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Hare Krsna! Hope you all had wonderful Janmashtami celebrations.

3 months ago | [YT] | 187

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Hare Krsna! Wish you all Happy Balaram Jayanti 🌸 and Raksha-Bandhan. Hope you all had a beautiful time with your loved ones. ❤️

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 186

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Hare Krsna!

Today I wanted to share how I feel, although I was very skeptical if I should have or not talked about this topic on this channel because I've been extremely careful in not getting myself involved in controversies etc its been half a year My video the battle within crossed a lot of views which i never thought would, I remember i made this video a day before gita ekadashi and posted it on the day crying because on that day we had to distribute gita, I was not able to give a single gita to even one person the whole day, it was hot, i walked barefoot everywhere and people mocked me, they were scared to even touch the gita, teenagers laughed off and some came and asked me how much i get for doing all this, even one aunty said to my face 'chhee itne ache ghar ki ladki hokr kya kya kr rhi hai' imagine I was fully dressed and had a gita in my hand. For a normal girl, who never had gone out of the way to take up such a task I thought it was fairly easy, but that day i encountered that probably i think way too good about this world. I felt very sad because it is said that giving even one gita on mokshada Ekadashi is worth a lot and i prayed that day but came back home all tired not even a single copy was bought, i uploaded the video and went to sleep and the video was getting attention. I was not able to give Gita that day but I gave Gita to literally everyone in my own little way and Krishna helped me in so. Today I see literally 1000s of similar channels inspired by mine and people are quoting Gita and slokas like anything and it makes me very happy because its Krishna's name, the all attractive Krishna is so popular, and im happy being able to do my little effort in bringing it back to mainstream. However, I want people to know that no matter how many videos you see, please authenticate the information, the interpretation which is shared, fancy words in todays world are very easy and the kind interpretation you follow is very crucial as it alters the entire meaning and therefore it is suggested to learn and study Gita from a Guru as it is subject to misinterpretation. Always look for authentic resources, references, question the point of views no matter whose, even mine because your search must be for the truth. I am well aware of what goes on this platform and how people are just people. But it is important, as an audience that you build your conscience and be selective as unknowingly it affects us and alters how we think.

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 206

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Hare Krsna! The full moon of Ashadha shines brightest today on this night of Guru Purnima, symbolizing the guru’s wisdom that dispels the shadows of ignorance. A guru is not just a teacher but a beacon of love, patience, and selflessness, someone who molds minds, nurtures souls, and awakens the divine within. On this day, we bow not just to our teachers but to the eternal wisdom they carry, the lineage of gurus who have preserved truth through ages. It is a time for reflection, for remembering every word of guidance that shaped our path, every lesson that turned stumbling blocks into stepping stones. Reminding us that true knowledge is not just learned but lived, and the greatest tribute to a guru is to walk the path of righteousness with humility and devotion. As we offer our prayers, flowers, and reverence, we realize that the greatest gift a guru gives is not just knowledge but the awakening to our own limitless potential. May this Guru Purnima fill every heart with reverence, every mind with wisdom, and every soul with the light of eternal truth. May those who haven't found their guru yet find them soon. Hare Krishna! Srila Prabhupad ki Jai!🙏✨

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 241

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Hare Krishna! How has life been lately? 🙏

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Hare Krishna! Now you can listen to my work on Spotify. Hope it helps. You can use the link: open.spotify.com/show/2VtGkRFv9aofGvSaxdwtR6

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