Trying to stop denying and whining about reality, but my mind still feels broken.

Saturday evening. Taking a long walk down the short path.

I miss my Mer...

Life without her = hell

Her Soul is at stake, And her "friends" are partly to blame.

Those without Mercy have not Righteousness.

Taking one of my little walks outside. Thunder storm on the horizon

Saturday night Ramen noodles

Saturday Night Ramen Noodles

My whole channel has been set to private. Weird Russian language stuff showing up in my inbox.

Worried. Can't find work. Can't get over how wrong it is that she left.

Promises

I don't know what to think or feel anymore.

MerFace, Enough is enough. In the name of God and everything that is holy, please come back.

To My Mer. Please hear me.

Ramen Noodles and #Depression

Saturday Night Chat Attempt #KillingTime

Cruelty.

MerFace

Someone playing a cruel joke on me: making me think my wife was coming back to me.

I got fired from my miserable stupid job.

Dear Isis

I've been sucked into Star Trek TNG. don't know if I'm going to do a #SleepStream

Another lonely Friday night. Leave a message if I'm watching Star Trek. (buffering)

Job interview tomorrow at Walmart.

At least I don't have to sleep stream just to sleep anymore. #SleepStream

#Randomly Guitar stuff.

Been watching a lot of Star Trek lately. Wish I could do it while I #SleepStream

Bad toothache, Ramen noodles, boredom and loneliness on a Saturday night.

Overwhelming loneliness while a thunder storm approaches... Never mind, it arrived while I typed.

Bored and lonely on a Friday night, again. Probably going to turn into a sleep stream #SleepStream

Woke up missing her again. Nothing I can do but cry about it.

Ramen Noodle Time #LiveStream

Stream froze… Again

Sleep stream… Interrupted. #SleepStream

Migraine Sleep Stream #SleepStream Just found out my wife filed for divorce.

Is there anybody… Out there?

I don't like being alone anymore. Better start up a live stream before I start spiraling downward

Sunday night Fun day not. Sleep stream #SleepStream.

Home from working after church. Come say hi. I've got nothing to do but #LiveStream

figuring out A song for my Wife before work

Lonely Saturday sleep stream #SleepStream

Going to sleep soon, hopefully. #BoringSaturdayNight #LiveStream #Depression

Getting tired of Ramen noodles. New roommate prospect I'm unsure about. Advice?

Time to eat milk and cookies on a #LiveStream Because F-it, thats why.

Drunk sleep stream #SleepStream

Beer pong. Party at the neighbors house.

Ride home from work with me. Drunk at Walmart. I'm a little drunk right now. Just a little.

Mornings suck when you're depressed. #MorningRoutine

Sleep stream after Ramen noodles. #SleepStream

TV is dead. Nobody to talk to. So bored and lonely I'm crawling out of my skin.

TV is back off, won't turn on again. Nothing to do but #LiveStream #Bored #Lonely

Sleep stream #SleepStream

New Stream... because I've been on Facebook all day.

This is my social life. Come talk to me on my #LiveStream

More guitar before I sleep stream

Guitar orig song in the middle. One day at a time. Dealing with #Depression On my #LiveStream

My kitten understands how lonely I am. Anybody want to chat? #SuicidePrevention #LiveStream

Nobody coming to chat with me? #Depression #Lonely #LiveStream

Sunday after the storm. Sleep to dream Sleep stream. #SleepStream