Kiki <33

TO MY POOKIE ‪@Chaerixoxo‬ WHO JS HIT 1K OR I’M JS SLOW ANYWAYS

MINA UHHH WHENEVER I HEAR THAT NAME I JS CAN‘T HELP BUT SMILE. I DON‘T EVEN KNOW HOW YOU MANAGED TO MAKE ME THIS OBSESSED W YOU. YOU‘RE LIKE MY FAV CUTIE PIE EVER AND I‘LL ALWAYS STAY A MINAHOLIC BUT LET‘S GET DEEP INTO THIS 😔

We first met 7 months ago and after I watched js one edit of you I was alr in love. I‘m so grateful I got to witness 74 more masterpieces after that. You were such a big inspiration and still are for me. When I first started editing I wasn‘t rlly sure if I should keep going but your sweet words and the motivation you gave me rlly made me keep going. I couldn‘t believe how such a nice girl can be real. Everyone around said that online friendships shouldn‘t be taken that serious and that we‘ll eventually grow apart but I’m so thankful that I didn’t listen to them - that you proved them wrong. You are my fav girl ever and I’m feeling so damn safe around you. The moment I met you I knew that you were sweet but DAMN I WOULD HAVE NEVER EXPECTED YOU TO BE ON THIS LEVEL. I can’t express in words how grateful I am that you are in my life. That were my first impressions of you but let’s go in even deeper 😔 (you can visualise it in a different context too 👅)

I got many downs since I was on yt but I never lost motivation and hope thanks to you. Some might think that you’d get jealous when you see someone else perform better than yourself but I can proudly say that I was never jealous like when do I get the chance to - I’m to blinded by how proud I always am of you. Every achievement, every reached goal - I was always ready to celebrate w you js out of love. You deserve so much in this world that I can’t even tell what. Ofc your edits are FIRE but I’m talking Abt you as a person too. You’re such a sweet soul and I’ve never met someone as pure as you - I’m not talking Abt pure as in innocent but pure like you don’t wish other bad things and you are js a living angel. I honestly don’t even know what I did to deserve such kind person by my side. Whenever I needed a break or distanced myself from everyone, you were always the first one to reach out to me and check on me. You may not know this but js your posts mentioning me made my heart lit up from joy - js the fact that you are still thinking Abt me even though I’m basically gone on yt, the fact you didn’t js move me aside. I’m actually getting so emotional rn omg

Let’s move on bcs my heart might not take it that far 😭😭

You deserve all these subs more than anyone I could ever imagine. You’ve worked so hard on this account and by js watching one of your edits you can tell that you poured so much effort and energy into it. Even on your lows when yt didn’t give you the prize you deserved, you still kept going. You’ve never lost hope and seeing that is so inspiring. Some of your captions of your vids rlly seem like you’re doubting yourself BUT JS TRUST ME YOU AND YOUR EDITS ARE SO PERFECT.

I js can’t help it let’s get emotional again 😭 (this is a roller coaster of feeling but that’s js how my mind is whenever I think of you) You may not realise it but js a little reminder that you are actually so important to me. It’s actually crazy how much you’ve grown on me. We might never meet irl but I promise I’ll be reborn as your sister in our next lives bcs it’s so unfair how people always get their happy ending but I will never get to see my glorious and gorgeous wife. It’s weird how someone miles away, behind a screen, understands me better that people right in front of me. We may not be able to touch you (okay this sounds weird) but somehow you still managed to touch my heart deeper than anyone else. Js the thought of you makes me happy. Oh how I wish there was a cult js Abt you where I could talk Abt you 24/7 - might aswell js be the leader myself. I actually love you so much, not (completely) romantically, but in a "you’re my safe space, my family and the person I call home" type of way. I might be the luckiest person on earth being able to call you my friend. Whenever I see a duo post I always think of you, oh how did someone so far away manage to have such a big spot in my heart.

I could tap Abt you for hours but in the end I’d js be repeating myself. I js wanna say - you mean so much to me and I care Abt you deeply from my heart. I don’t even know if love is the right term BCS it’s so much more I feel for you, inspiration, admiration, care, safe and well love. I will always be by your side. I’ll always stay and look at you while my eyes start to form hearts. I’m gonna love you tilll the day I die and we meet each other in our next lives, as close as ever.

From you Kiki 💕

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Kiki <33

Any edit requests??

2 months ago | [YT] | 6

Kiki <33

‪@yejiyuuuu‬ my comments are getting deleted the whole time 😭

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