Just a reminder that I only have 2 social media accounts (Instagram and Twitter, plus my Discord) and they are all linked on my channel page. Anything else is fake and you should feel free to report it as impersonation.
Unfortunately, I can't keep going on like this... After lots of consideration, I've decided to step away from YouTube for the time being.
I know this may come as a surprise to you, but it's something that's been bugging me for a while now. I have different reasons for that decision, but ultimately, it all boils down to the fact that I simply do not enjoy making videos as much anymore. Spending months on end on a single video has started taking its toll on my mental health as I inevitably get tired of working on the same thing for so long, and by the end of it, I basically have to force myself to complete the video. At the same time, I seemingly lack the enthusiasm necessary to produce videos in a more timely manner even when I have the free time to do so.
I think I also made a mistake by starting work on a GTA 5 video after spending the previous 6 months on the last GTA 5 video. I guess I'm just tired of the game by now. I thought I'd be able to push through with at least one more video, but at this point, I feel burned out and have no desire to complete it or begin work on a new one. I'm sorry to disappoint.
Because of all that, I see no other choice but to take a step back from making videos... Although I said this is only temporary, the truth is that I'm unsure myself of how to proceed from here. That's why I'll use my time away from YouTube to see how I feel about things and then make a decision. Either way, I'm pausing work indefinitely and won't be posting anything soon.
Regardless of how things turn out, one more time I'd like to thank every one of you for all the love and support you have given me! We've managed to build a great community in a short amount of time and I'm forever grateful for it ❤️
The 'Lore-Friendly mods' video is still happening. However, it's shaping up to be a lot longer than I had anticipated since I ended up deciding to do a hybrid mod list between lore-friendly mods and a general overhaul. So chances are I'll split it into two separate videos:
1. First video will be the overhaul but not quite like the previous ones I've done. This will set the scene for the second video.
2. Second video will consist of lore-friendly mods that will tie in with certain mods from the first video. Should result in a nice synergy between them.
Kinda hard to explain but it should all make sense in the end. Or at least that's the plan 😅
Hey y'all, just letting you know that my University exam session is ongoing and I've put a pause on everything else. I've actually passed successfully everything so far but still got an Advanced Math exam that I failed during a previous semester that I'm trying to take now. Fingers crossed🤞
Sometimes I really feel like packing my bags and moving out of this despicable country that I call my home. Seems like nothing will ever change here, unfortunately...
Aight, so the next video will be a Lore-Friendly mod list for GTA 5.
I still haven't entirely decided if I want it to be just a list of lore-friendly mods, or a full-blown enhancement of every aspect of the game (kinda like the faithful "remasters" that I've previously done). What do you guys think?
In the meantime, I'm pretty much ready with the mods that I'd like to include so here are a couple screenshots of what to expect. I'll be posting more in the future.
just Gesha
Hello, everyone 👋
Just a reminder that I only have 2 social media accounts (Instagram and Twitter, plus my Discord) and they are all linked on my channel page. Anything else is fake and you should feel free to report it as impersonation.
Have a nice day!
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just Gesha
Unfortunately, I can't keep going on like this... After lots of consideration, I've decided to step away from YouTube for the time being.
I know this may come as a surprise to you, but it's something that's been bugging me for a while now. I have different reasons for that decision, but ultimately, it all boils down to the fact that I simply do not enjoy making videos as much anymore. Spending months on end on a single video has started taking its toll on my mental health as I inevitably get tired of working on the same thing for so long, and by the end of it, I basically have to force myself to complete the video. At the same time, I seemingly lack the enthusiasm necessary to produce videos in a more timely manner even when I have the free time to do so.
I think I also made a mistake by starting work on a GTA 5 video after spending the previous 6 months on the last GTA 5 video. I guess I'm just tired of the game by now. I thought I'd be able to push through with at least one more video, but at this point, I feel burned out and have no desire to complete it or begin work on a new one. I'm sorry to disappoint.
Because of all that, I see no other choice but to take a step back from making videos... Although I said this is only temporary, the truth is that I'm unsure myself of how to proceed from here. That's why I'll use my time away from YouTube to see how I feel about things and then make a decision. Either way, I'm pausing work indefinitely and won't be posting anything soon.
Regardless of how things turn out, one more time I'd like to thank every one of you for all the love and support you have given me! We've managed to build a great community in a short amount of time and I'm forever grateful for it ❤️
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The 'Lore-Friendly mods' video is still happening. However, it's shaping up to be a lot longer than I had anticipated since I ended up deciding to do a hybrid mod list between lore-friendly mods and a general overhaul. So chances are I'll split it into two separate videos:
1. First video will be the overhaul but not quite like the previous ones I've done. This will set the scene for the second video.
2. Second video will consist of lore-friendly mods that will tie in with certain mods from the first video. Should result in a nice synergy between them.
Kinda hard to explain but it should all make sense in the end. Or at least that's the plan 😅
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just Gesha
Hey y'all, just letting you know that my University exam session is ongoing and I've put a pause on everything else. I've actually passed successfully everything so far but still got an Advanced Math exam that I failed during a previous semester that I'm trying to take now. Fingers crossed🤞
P.S. I suck at math btw and I hate it lol
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just Gesha
Sometimes I really feel like packing my bags and moving out of this despicable country that I call my home. Seems like nothing will ever change here, unfortunately...
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just Gesha
Aight, so the next video will be a Lore-Friendly mod list for GTA 5.
I still haven't entirely decided if I want it to be just a list of lore-friendly mods, or a full-blown enhancement of every aspect of the game (kinda like the faithful "remasters" that I've previously done). What do you guys think?
In the meantime, I'm pretty much ready with the mods that I'd like to include so here are a couple screenshots of what to expect. I'll be posting more in the future.
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Wtf is this bs new feature?
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Do you guys consider 'World of Variety' a lore-friendly mod?
Keeping in mind that it alters gang behavior and turfs; adds new police units and stuff. Need the answer for a future video.
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Would you believe that? I finally uploaded 😅
A Look Behind GTA 5's Weird Gameplay Design: https://youtu.be/sZsdsvw2uyk
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