Beautiful Madness Productions

We’re back!

After three months of falling of the face of the planet, we are back!

Just wanna give a quick update and let all of you know that episode 34 will be uploaded as soon as Autumn films her one final line. I don’t know when that’s gonna be. Hopefully, by the end of the month. If not, I might have to ask Alex to be Regina.

Sometime within the next two weeks I’ll be uploading the bloopers for episode 35(?), which is featuring a new addition to Beautiful Madness Productions, who you may or may not have seen in a previous video🫢.

Also, my laptop stopped running my editing program so there is no definite date for when the bloopers and next episode will be uploaded.

Lots of love,
Anna

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

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To all of our lovely viewers (of which there are basically zero),

I would like to apologize. There will not be any videos this week or next. I have been sick, carrying a fever for almost a week straight now. Autumn and Alex are unable to film due to technical difficulties. Through these issues, there will most likely be three videos posted each week for four weeks to make up for our lost time.

So sorry,
Anna

2 years ago | [YT] | 4

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We have 13 subscribers... That's my favorite number!

-Anna

3 years ago | [YT] | 2

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Hey, guys! Anna here!

I just wanted to let you guys know that I might be quitting Beautiful Madness Productions. I have so much passion for what I do, but I can’t do it alone. Lately, Autumn hasn’t been very interested in helping with new content and she’s always busy. I can’t make videos as often as I do and be able to post regularly. I’m in the process of filming an episode and I fear this is the last one I may make. If you didn’t know, I struggle with really poor mental health and I haven’t had motivation to do anything. I haven’t even been in the mood to watch the MCU and I LOVE the MCU. I’m not going to go too deep with that because it’s something I would like to keep more personal. My parents are my biggest supporters and I feel like they don’t really care about this, which makes me want to do it less.

I put so much effort into these videos and spend hours filming and sometimes days editing to provide interesting content. I’m the only person who edits the videos, and, recently, the only person who films them. I’m not trying to shade Autumn, I love and care for her so much. I’m not sure when Autumn is going to come back to film. I go to bed pretty much every night crying because I feel like nothing I do is every going to be good enough. My school work, my personal stories, finishing scripts, filming, editing, and spending time with my family all feels so rushed and I don’t think I’m going to be able to do it anymore.

No one is going to know about this unless they read this post. Autumn doesn’t really check the channel and my parents don’t, either. I’m not really sure who does. I know no one actually cares about this channel, people only subscribe because we’re friends or family.

I spend hours gathering props, getting the scene just right, doing makeup, adjusting the camera, fixing the lighting, and memorizing these lines.

This might just be goodbye.

Sincerely,
Anna

P.S. Ruby has entered the chat 😕 (Episode 33)

3 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

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Anna was bored and made a Peter Pan picture.

3 years ago | [YT] | 3