SkarletOctaviaMUSIC

Hey so YouTube banned my main email and I can't access any of my other channels on PC. The ban was for no reason but "spam". So my new account is
@SkarletOctavia
This channel will remain up, but any future uploads are going over there

1 year ago | [YT] | 3

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SkarletOctaviaMUSIC

This is good listen to this

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

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SkarletOctaviaMUSIC

There is no hope, no love, no cure
Everything traces back to abusers
You will never be happy and you fucking deserve it
You fucking cunt, slash your legs

Mommy doesn't want to send the police on the holiday
Despair doesn't miraculously disappear on special days
If miracles were possible, then I would already be dead
And you would be cleaning my brain off the wall

Haunted by the stench of my misplaced anger

Why can't I cut myself, let me be numb
You're preventing my comfort for the sake of your own
I will never get help screaming at stone walls
I promise nobody in public would even see

Because only cowards do it for attention

I can't masturbate, I can't eat, I can't live
So why do you prevent my only option of relief
All I have done is take you for granted
You should feel that I deserve this