Where do I even begin? 💜📺🧚🏽‍♀️🌰✍🏽

You've just stumbled on a 16 year old autistic agere trying to be heard

I'm writing a book series about the shenanigans I experience in the other world.
On the 3rd draft of book one, at chapter 6 and currently holding 17.8k words

I'm only on social media because they took away healthy children's entertainment, so I post things that bring awareness on this topic aside lost media. Just because I goof around sometimes doesn't mean my disabilities are quirky (should be common knowledge). So I feel responsible in educating people about my disabilities since the internet turned them into silly trends.

My channel is currently on pause until I finish chapter 9. I really need to lock in and finish this thing.





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Guess how old I’m turning now 🎂

4 months ago | [YT] | 3

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I’m tired of my disability being turned into an internet aesthetic

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

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I have not forgotten
We will never forget
Empathy was never a trend
Love will prevail
This appalling world is temporary
Love will always prevail

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Here goes . . .

5 months ago | [YT] | 1

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The random spark of motivation and hope.
Even though everything seems so dull, worthless and meaningless;
Even though I once more discovered that there is so such thing as happy ending;
This day still reminds me that there is an end to the seemingly infinite tunnel.

💛🧡❤️

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

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There’s so much more to explore!
Like ninety seven thousand one hundred and four!

6 months ago | [YT] | 3

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Nobody will ever understand me

6 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Survivor’s guilt

8 months ago | [YT] | 4

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‪@SamAnimatesOSC‬ ‪@StoonArchives‬ has spacetoon Turkey premiered yet? We won’t be able to capture its first moments on air bc we’ll be at school 😭

BUT A NEW TV CHANNEL THAT’S SUCH A W since this is the era where tv channels mostly shut down :(

Rare w from spacetoon who has been taking lots of Ls recently

8 months ago | [YT] | 2

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‪@The_Baraem_spokesman‬ ‪@StoonArchives‬ ‪@SamAnimatesOSC‬ ‪@FatimaTheNeiqlSister2007‬ @💜no no The Four Fan OSC💫 ​⁠‪@モアズ2012‬ ‪@NEIQL6000_Official‬

So I kinda made an edit for the Baraversary (Baraem TVs anniversary, I don’t call it b day bc I don’t want ppl to get this mixed up w my sister’s birthday)

I haven’t made an edit in a while so this kinda sucks and I think I honestly should have left it for April 1st (when it shut down in 2016)

I’ll make another one that’s way shorter

youtube.com/shorts/88Vn8FGQyj...

8 months ago | [YT] | 3