c0ttonx0fficial

This is disgusting.
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1 day ago |[YT] | 0

c0ttonx0fficial

crying cause what do you mean our friend group went out and didnt invite me?
Im so done with being left out evrysingel time.
I hate when people say "your life is so perfect" no it is not i have so many problems that you probably dont have or can even think of.
I hate the fact that i've always been the back up friend i feel like a side character in my own life.
My 3 friend (who im supposed to be in a group with) they went together to a aracade yesterday and they didnt think to ask me
One of them told me today i was very upset but i didnt show it. I dont like being left out i hate the fact i cry over such things when i myself give advice to other about these but i never do it for myself i dont want to be the 'therapy friend' anymore.
She told me they didnt ask me because the car was full. So like 9 people can fit in a car but you dont have space for just one more? Im so done. And i cant even stop being friends with them. They are the only friends i talk with. I dont have any friends at school that wouod actually choose me and talk to me first. I hate that everyone atleast has a bestfriend while im just sitting alone at class having no one to talk to, then some 'friends' joke about me being depressed. Depression is not a joke that you will laugh about. I have a school trip coming up on sunday god know who i will go with might as well go alone and keep my peace. Im not going to ask anyone until they ask me first. Lets see if anyone would actually choose me.

(im not talking about online friends, i love you all so much i would actually trust you more then my rl friends)
Not tagging anyone. I want people who actually read my posts instead of just scrolling.

2 days ago (edited) |[YT] | 1

c0ttonx0fficial

GUESS WHOSE BIRTHDAY IT IS??

‪@SG_core‬ !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ML!!

your such a great friend tbh i wouldnt be here if it wernt for you! Your are one of my bestest friends and i dont really know how to show my love thats why this post may seem short but i really do love you 🩷

Again happy birthday! This is your day and i send u the best wishes, you so deserve so much love and gifts!!

Oml i dont even know what to say


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Happy bday for the third time xd <3

-C0TTON

2 days ago |[YT] | 1

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(Respost cause in the old one i hadnt noticed that my childhood photo was visible) Cloudys!!! I made a diy overhead tripod for ‪@c0ttonxdiary‬ !!! It took like 2 hours and i made it without a tutorial thats why it looks so messy and like a random construction sight- i didnt really decorate or color it cuz theres rlly no pount of it as no one will see it-

But yeah! Lemme know what u think!

Also this is gonna be the last im i tag yall cuz wdym i have to tag my friends so they see my post? :< (just joking ik u guys are busy)

 ‪‪@SG_core‬​
‪@aurora.unfilteredddৎ‬​
 ‪@Obsidian_niki.ৎ‬​
‪@Ads_inchaos.ৎ‬​
 ‪ ‪@reaku_here‬​

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3 days ago (edited) |[YT] | 4

c0ttonx0fficial

Pst!!

Im getting a new channel called ‪@c0ttonxdiary‬ !!

In there i will posts content related to crafts, studies and so much more!! Like a little diary and a safe space!! 🩷

STAY TUNED!!

4 days ago |[YT] | 1

c0ttonx0fficial

Guyss!! Guess whatt!! My exams are finally over!!!!
New edit coming today!!

Spoiler: my little pony heh

4 days ago (edited) |[YT] | 1

c0ttonx0fficial

Just your daily reminder:

If someone ignores you and doesnt include you or anything even if your the one who met them first or talked to them first, then dont give a f×ck and move on like they don't exist in your world.

Cause your standards need to be higher if they are treating you like an option rather than a priority.
I dont expect to be your first,second or third priority but if im an option that you can choose whenever you want then im sorry but we are not friends.

If i give you respect, support and kindness then yes. I do expect it back but if you dont. Then dont expect anything from me.

(just a daily reminder that you do not have to spend time or make effort to hang out with people you dont like)


‪@Ads_inchaos.ৎ‬​
‪@aurora.unfilteredddৎ‬​
‪@SG_core‬​

5 days ago (edited) |[YT] | 5

c0ttonx0fficial

Guyss!! I got a skz keychain!! Omg im so happyyshehejnwgsij
I camt wait to use it

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1 week ago |[YT] | 6

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Guysss i know im not posting much but the main reason is my examss!! Dw i will be so active after sunday!! Cause my exams end on this sunday!! Cant wait to start posting more edits!! 🪩

Lwk been getting alot of inspo from ‪@Obsidian_niki.ৎ‬​ that i might try to recreate her edits (obv i will credit her cause i will never be able to make goddess edits like she does, like no seriously how tf does she make such good edits!!!!???) 🩷✨️

Anyway im thinking to do long form videos but not show my face (im not insecure i just like privacy and plus my parents lwk dont know i have a channel so-) 😃

Aannnddd i might start a study channel- idk yet smth related to study or crafts purely based on aesthetics as... i want this channel so i can edit cool stuff and make badass edits of my idols!! But lmk what types of longform videos i should make!!!

My lovesseejeuwusbsbsy: ☁️✨️
‪@Ads_inchaos.ৎ‬​
‪@SG_core‬​
‪@Obsidian_niki.ৎ‬​
‪@reaku_here‬​
‪@aurora.unfilteredddৎ‬

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