Hi. I love making MVs to my favorite dramas, but it's very rare I'll like something enough to be inspired. It happens only occasionally. I prefer dark themes, & anything BL or bromance. My MVs are always going to have a sad undertone. I like angst. My videos feature themes of trauma, mental health issues or not fitting in, as it's something I relate to. People often look down on those with mental health issues, and this is because they've lived easier lives & can't relate to the pain of others. People make assumptions about us after seeing us for 2 seconds & think they know our story. People assume I have the best dad ever. I've had people tell me my dad is a superhero--all because he would buy me things after threatening to kill me or strangling me, and then he'd feel bad afterward. People would see him buy me things and tell me how lucky I was, and I wanted to say, I'm so lucky my father threatens to kill me, strangles me, and throws me into walls, as long as he buys me a cell phone.
Kei Ara
Hiiiii. If you like bromance or BL and you also like to read, please check out my book, A DANCE OF RESTLESS SPIRITS, by Holly Alasti. It’s on Amazon. Sorry for the annoying self-promo. Byeeee.
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Kei Ara
Sometimes what we portray to the world is nothing more than a mask. Our lives may appear glamorous or easy to other people, but they have no idea the pain we are going through in reality. Sometimes we get so used to being treated poorly and being used by others that it's all we expect, and we completely lose trust. Sometimes it's hard to ignore judgment and not to care what people think about us. Sometimes when we are so deeply hurting, we lash out at others as a form of self-defense. Sometimes we think we deserve to be treated badly, because it's all we know. Sometimes we need someone to tell us, YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN THAT.
This is the story of Pan, who has been treated like crap his entire life by the people who were supposed to support him, and who believes becoming a famous celebrity will finally make his parents love him and stop being embarrassed of him. He changes himself into this fake persona to be liked by the world, and loses himself in the process. Luckily, he has one person by his side who understands him. In this story, no one is perfect, and the even the villains are not completely evil. Everyone is human, they are good and bad and somewhere in between.
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