pony4prez

how i feel after saying "time to grab the rope" over the smallest thing bcs of how sensitive i can be👅

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

i hate entitled ppl i wish they would all be humiliated and die painfully slow so they have to keep replaying what happened to them for a long time until they die (aimed but not at who's reading this or anyone they know dw)

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

nothing beats fall of 2024 when i was reading heroes of olympus

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

wtf does "when life hands u lemons, make lemonade" even mean like itd make sm more sense if it were "if life hands u lemons, take the lemon seeds and plant them to make more lemons" cuz that symbolizes growth and learning and stuff or something

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

the more i think abt it the more i realize IM the problem
edit: wait nvm im not yay🥹🥹👅🔥🔥🔥🔥

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

pony4prez

"no ur so pretty dont die" thats not a reason i could litrleay care less abt that💔

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

(copied from my notes app sorry if it's offensive or smth its not aimed)

i hate people who act like the world revolves around them. i hate people who feel entitled to things. i hate people who feel entitled to their natural rights. i hate babies and toddlers and children because of how needy they are. i hate when people keep talking and talking and showing up as if God told them they had a right to be there. i hate when people reply to things they were never mentioned or involved in. i hate pets because they act like they couldn't just be kicked out at any moment. i hate how humans who are absolutely powerless without technology i believe they arent entitled to have access to think theyre so high and mighty and above everyone else. but i realize thats kind of how humans are and what society shaped us to conform to--so im just the arrogant person. maybe i dont hate people like this. the only way anyone will ever get anywhere is if they put themselves out there, and if they do all the things i hate. and i think its all a reflection of my extremely low self esteem, because i dont believe i should exist. i dont believe im entitled to anything. i dont believe im entitled to any natural rights. i dont believe i should be allowed to talk. i dont believe i should be accepted for showing up. i dont believe i should join in on any conversations, or get too comfortable because i could be kicked out or mistreated in a blink of the eye. i think i should apologize for my existence--i never really thought any of this was an issue until i started to apply it to people around me. i think people around me deserve all the love and respect, and i dont think anyone should feel like they have to be silent or not move to get up or go anywhere. i just dont wanna treat others how i think i should be treated, and thinking about that, maybe my self esteem is an issue if its reflecting on ppl around me but i think im too far in😓 even writing this i feel disgusting for thinking i can just write this in comfort but oh well

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

idk whether to cut my hair shorter or grow it out longer😞😞😂🗣️🗣️

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

i think people in the military shouldnt be allowed to have kids and i dont think ppl with kids should join the military

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

pony4prez

i wish i would die already i wanna die so bad i wish someone cared enough cuz istg ppl act like they care but they never show it i jus wanna pull a dallas winston or a johnny cade or a bob sheldon or a mr miyagi or a john kreese or a terry silver or a kwon or a motorcycle boy or a bianca di angelo or a charles beckendorf or a ethan nakamura or a luke castellan or a silena beauregard or a zoe nightshade or a michael yew or a jason grace or a lee fletcher or a lesie or a charlotte or a old yeller or a little ann or a big dan or a velveteen rabbit or a patrick swayze or somrthing

5 months ago | [YT] | 0