hello guys, this post is regarding my mental health.
As you all know me, i’m engel. I go by “Morkje” now, it’ll be nice to refer me as to my new name. it’s almost 2 years ever since i posted anything, and i disappeared without a word and i’m sorry if i left any of you worry or confused.
at first, i stopped uploading TMC content due to the lack of interest and the “allegations” Alex Kister faced which made me dropped my interests in TMC as a whole. I then shifted my focus to another interest.
i was doing really well until mid 2024. i cant exactly disclose what exactly happened, but i had a lot of arguments with my mutuals and even with my family. after everything, i completely went quiet and uninteractive with the people around me, and i dont even have a reason why i did this. my life has been really shit, but i am glad im seeing a therapist now.
regardless, i still have been feeling like shit. im not sure if this has something to do with my “music taste” or the type of the media i have been consuming that made me emotionally distressed. but it is safe to say that exams and my school life has taken a huge toll on my mental state.
once again, i thank you all for your time. i might see myself uploading again, but i might upload at a later point of time, not just now. i focus more on OC content, and i wish to find an audience who finds the same interest as me. if you’re not interested in the content i plan to upload, feel free to unsubscribe.
morkje
hello guys, this post is regarding my mental health.
As you all know me, i’m engel. I go by “Morkje” now, it’ll be nice to refer me as to my new name. it’s almost 2 years ever since i posted anything, and i disappeared without a word and i’m sorry if i left any of you worry or confused.
at first, i stopped uploading TMC content due to the lack of interest and the “allegations” Alex Kister faced which made me dropped my interests in TMC as a whole. I then shifted my focus to another interest.
i was doing really well until mid 2024. i cant exactly disclose what exactly happened, but i had a lot of arguments with my mutuals and even with my family. after everything, i completely went quiet and uninteractive with the people around me, and i dont even have a reason why i did this. my life has been really shit, but i am glad im seeing a therapist now.
regardless, i still have been feeling like shit. im not sure if this has something to do with my “music taste” or the type of the media i have been consuming that made me emotionally distressed. but it is safe to say that exams and my school life has taken a huge toll on my mental state.
once again, i thank you all for your time. i might see myself uploading again, but i might upload at a later point of time, not just now. i focus more on OC content, and i wish to find an audience who finds the same interest as me. if you’re not interested in the content i plan to upload, feel free to unsubscribe.
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