i don't regularly promote other people's videos on here, but since i'm feeling nice tonight, i figured i could make an exception for this one video that a pal of mine made recently.
at first i thought it was going to be scary, but alas, i was left surprised. i thank him for making something like this since i've been going through the roughest shit this year, and haven't really been able to properly talk to anyone nor illustrate these feelings within me. makes me feel more relieved when i see that there's still some people who care within this dull, now-careless world; people who are willing to listen, people who actually care, people who don't just sweep me under the rug like i'm nothing.
...people who know the real me behind this smiling mask i put on most of the time, instead of anything else. 💚
bday's coming in 6 days, but i'm lowk gonna be feeling like this spongebob frame since i barely have anybody to celebrate this with now after everything that's happened to me. fuck i feel horrible
i also feel like i'm annoying everyone when they see me like this all the time, but i can't help it, nor am i doing it for attention. it's hard to be happy nowadays when the world is starting to become much worse than what it was like back when i was a kid
bitches out here talkin bout sum "they call me lord verity, master of humanity"
(hi i'm still feeling somewhat miserable from wisdom teeth removal/teeth surgery, but we here. idk if i'mma make the surgery video either today or this week)
we got done with my teeth surgery today. things went pretty smoothly. currently relaxing with spongebob on the tv & got an icepack on the side of my face as i'm typing this on my phone. i might do a short vid explaining today's experience instead of giving a long written post of it but idk
also i wasn't even dizzy/woozy after exiting the room they did my surgery in lol so that's neat
today is world suicide prevention day, i'm not labeling this with anything nor am i gonna attach any drawings, but i will say something for today:
you should keep fighting. you make someone's day special even if you don't think so. you matter even if you don't think you do. you are loved even if you never think the same. you are worthy of many things even if you don't think so. taking your own life won't make anything better, so just keep pushing yourself to meet the goals, and to do your best at whatever comes your way.
keep fuckin' fighting, and stay safe no matter what. i believe in you.
i got a silly/neat looking hat that has flapping ears n actually fits on my head + a pen that has a light switch. i also got some food, tried funnel cake for the first time and loved it. got a burger and fries, saved that for when i get into my room. also also i got dr pepper so that's neat
overall i had a good day today, mother n grandmother wasn't having that much fun though, mainly because of the heat, but still
(i also met a teacher from like, 7th or 8th grade? idk but they were surprised to see me & i was too, since it's been a long time)
went on a boat ride with the neighbors today, had a pretty good time and saw a few interesting things. glad i was able to kill some time today by riding in a boat, since i haven't done so in a couple years. i'm also looking forward to my visit to 2026's fair this week. it'll be a neat little treat before the upcoming teeth surgery i got scheduled on friday.
also i just noticed that i have more than 7.50k subs. that's kinda cool, even though i don't post videos that much anymore.
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birthday art 2026
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i don't regularly promote other people's videos on here, but since i'm feeling nice tonight, i figured i could make an exception for this one video that a pal of mine made recently.
at first i thought it was going to be scary, but alas, i was left surprised. i thank him for making something like this since i've been going through the roughest shit this year, and haven't really been able to properly talk to anyone nor illustrate these feelings within me. makes me feel more relieved when i see that there's still some people who care within this dull, now-careless world; people who are willing to listen, people who actually care, people who don't just sweep me under the rug like i'm nothing.
...people who know the real me behind this smiling mask i put on most of the time, instead of anything else. 💚
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this damn thing plagued my brain for two whole years somehow
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bday's coming in 6 days, but i'm lowk gonna be feeling like this spongebob frame since i barely have anybody to celebrate this with now after everything that's happened to me. fuck i feel horrible
i also feel like i'm annoying everyone when they see me like this all the time, but i can't help it, nor am i doing it for attention. it's hard to be happy nowadays when the world is starting to become much worse than what it was like back when i was a kid
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undertale 11th anniversary
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bitches out here talkin bout sum "they call me lord verity, master of humanity"
(hi i'm still feeling somewhat miserable from wisdom teeth removal/teeth surgery, but we here. idk if i'mma make the surgery video either today or this week)
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hi, post-surgery ferris here
we got done with my teeth surgery today. things went pretty smoothly. currently relaxing with spongebob on the tv & got an icepack on the side of my face as i'm typing this on my phone. i might do a short vid explaining today's experience instead of giving a long written post of it but idk
also i wasn't even dizzy/woozy after exiting the room they did my surgery in lol so that's neat
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feridoodles6
today is world suicide prevention day, i'm not labeling this with anything nor am i gonna attach any drawings, but i will say something for today:
you should keep fighting. you make someone's day special even if you don't think so. you matter even if you don't think you do. you are loved even if you never think the same. you are worthy of many things even if you don't think so. taking your own life won't make anything better, so just keep pushing yourself to meet the goals, and to do your best at whatever comes your way.
keep fuckin' fighting, and stay safe no matter what. i believe in you.
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feridoodles6
[General Yapping]
had a good time at the fair this year
i got a silly/neat looking hat that has flapping ears n actually fits on my head + a pen that has a light switch. i also got some food, tried funnel cake for the first time and loved it. got a burger and fries, saved that for when i get into my room. also also i got dr pepper so that's neat
overall i had a good day today, mother n grandmother wasn't having that much fun though, mainly because of the heat, but still
(i also met a teacher from like, 7th or 8th grade? idk but they were surprised to see me & i was too, since it's been a long time)
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feridoodles6
[General Yapping]
went on a boat ride with the neighbors today, had a pretty good time and saw a few interesting things. glad i was able to kill some time today by riding in a boat, since i haven't done so in a couple years. i'm also looking forward to my visit to 2026's fair this week. it'll be a neat little treat before the upcoming teeth surgery i got scheduled on friday.
also i just noticed that i have more than 7.50k subs. that's kinda cool, even though i don't post videos that much anymore.
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