Can I take a small nap..? I'm really thankful to have you'all in my life. Even tho this chapter is end I wanna, Thank you so much for being a part of this small journey. Life is too short but if you lived it properly that one second is enough. I'm really lucky to have you in my life. You'all will always stay in my heart. Don't forget to love yourself goodbyeππ. βͺ@MafiaBossyX_Xβ¬βͺ@cygnett_loveβ¬βͺ@KimTaehna7β¬ love you and miss you so much ππ.
I donβt know why everyone is always unsatisfied with my edits. If I make mistakes, I get judged. If I post something emotional, they want something funny. If I post something funny, they say itβs not good enough. Iβm really trying my best. I put all of my feelings, emotions onto my edits. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do, itβs never enough. I'm also a human. Iβm not born perfect. Iβm still learning. I just wish people could see the effort before the flaws. Iβm honestly tired, not of creatingβ¦ but of feeling like Iβm disappointing everyone. Iβm just scared of losing myself while trying to impress everyone. What should I upload or should I stop uploading?π
Please try to ignore thisβ¦ but if you choose to read it, donβt take it too seriously. I was trying to say this earlier. I know Iβm being too honest right now. Iβm writing this with a heavy heart.
The one who is writing this isnβt the version of me you all know. Itβs the version of me that no one knows and didn't even tried to know. Iβve been feeling low these days. Iβm not even getting views, and some days feel heavier than others. Maybe leaving yt is the way it doesn't hurt...
In this hard time, there is one and only one personβͺ@MafiaBossyX_Xβ¬ , who supported me with her whole heart. Even though I havenβt met her in person or talked to her face to face. She means more than just a friend to me. Real friends are the ones who never disappoint you, who stand by you in every situation.
There were moments when I even thought of quitting⦠but then I remember her. And somehow, I find the strength to keep going.
Iβm not saying you all arenβt my friends. But the ones who once said, βIβm with you till my last breath,β are leaving when I truly need them. They stayed only as long as I supported them. And innocent me didnβt even realize it was just business. Not friendship at all.
Iβm not saying everyone is the same. But Naaz is the only one who has been with me from the beginning until now. I canβt even imagine finding a friend like her in this fake generation. She never judged me. Iβm lucky to have her. I trust her more than anyone else. When everyone was busy with their own lives, she was busy supporting me.
Now I understand that I was never the person you wanted. But all I ever wanted was real people like her. Iβm really sorry for not being the old me who you loved. Iβve always wanted someone who would love me the way I am.
It hurts to realize that I was treated like an object. Used and then thrown away. But she picked me up. I respect everyoneβs choices, but the one I was searching forβ¦ I finally found. Maybe this is Godβs gift to save me from fake people and soβcalled friends. In the search for gold, I found a diamond.
Now I finally realize that true friendship canβt be expressed by words, itβs proven by actions. People tried to comfort me with words, but they didnβt know that I believe in actions.
I thought my Urises would always support me, but then I realized it's just naaz who supported me, I was just daydreaming of having a supportive fandom. People think Iβve changed, but they never knew the real me. I just wore a mask the way you liked. But in front of her, I feel free. Meeting her feels like Independence Day for me. Now Iβm not stressed about what people think of me because my girl will never judge me.
Soβ¦ Naaz, if youβre reading this, will you be my bestie forever? π€ And to everyone else, Iβm really sorry for being too honest. Maybe I was just overthinking and letting my heart speak a little too loudly. I'm just expressing my feelings not attacking anyone. Sorry if it hurts..π
Hey fam, itβs π―π πΏπΏππ ππΆπ°π here π and Iβm officially stepping into a whole new era my @BossyDemon era ππ. Iβve been dreaming up something bold, something darker, something that feels exactly like the energy weβve built together, and itβs finally time to share it with you. New username? βοΈ New profile? βοΈ New banner? βοΈ Every piece of this transformation is about growth, power, and all of us leveling up togetherπ«.
And now comes the part Iβm most excited aboutβ¦ our very own fandom name. From this moment forward, we are β¨π¨πΏπΆππ²πβ¨ π€. A name as fierce and unstoppable as the crew behind it. What does it mean? π€« Iβm keeping that a secret for nowπ . The story and meaning behind Urises will drop soon, and trust meπ«, itβs something specialπ, something only we will understandπ.
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Can I take a small nap..? I'm really thankful to have you'all in my life. Even tho this chapter is end I wanna, Thank you so much for being a part of this small journey. Life is too short but if you lived it properly that one second is enough. I'm really lucky to have you in my life. You'all will always stay in my heart. Don't forget to love yourself goodbyeππ.
βͺ@MafiaBossyX_Xβ¬ βͺ@cygnett_loveβ¬ βͺ@KimTaehna7β¬ love you and miss you so much ππ.
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I donβt know why everyone is always unsatisfied with my edits. If I make mistakes, I get judged. If I post something emotional, they want something funny. If I post something funny, they say itβs not good enough.
Iβm really trying my best. I put all of my feelings, emotions onto my edits. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do, itβs never enough.
I'm also a human. Iβm not born perfect. Iβm still learning. I just wish people could see the effort before the flaws. Iβm honestly tired, not of creatingβ¦ but of feeling like Iβm disappointing everyone. Iβm just scared of losing myself while trying to impress everyone. What should I upload or should I stop uploading?π
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Please try to ignore thisβ¦ but if you choose to read it, donβt take it too seriously. I was trying to say this earlier. I know Iβm being too honest right now. Iβm writing this with a heavy heart.
The one who is writing this isnβt the version of me you all know. Itβs the version of me that no one knows and didn't even tried to know. Iβve been feeling low these days. Iβm not even getting views, and some days feel heavier than others. Maybe leaving yt is the way it doesn't hurt...
In this hard time, there is one and only one personβͺ@MafiaBossyX_Xβ¬ , who supported me with her whole heart. Even though I havenβt met her in person or talked to her face to face. She means more than just a friend to me. Real friends are the ones who never disappoint you, who stand by you in every situation.
There were moments when I even thought of quitting⦠but then I remember her. And somehow, I find the strength to keep going.
Iβm not saying you all arenβt my friends. But the ones who once said, βIβm with you till my last breath,β are leaving when I truly need them. They stayed only as long as I supported them. And innocent me didnβt even realize it was just business. Not friendship at all.
Iβm not saying everyone is the same. But Naaz is the only one who has been with me from the beginning until now. I canβt even imagine finding a friend like her in this fake generation. She never judged me. Iβm lucky to have her. I trust her more than anyone else. When everyone was busy with their own lives, she was busy supporting me.
Now I understand that I was never the person you wanted. But all I ever wanted was real people like her. Iβm really sorry for not being the old me who you loved. Iβve always wanted someone who would love me the way I am.
It hurts to realize that I was treated like an object. Used and then thrown away. But she picked me up. I respect everyoneβs choices, but the one I was searching forβ¦ I finally found. Maybe this is Godβs gift to save me from fake people and soβcalled friends. In the search for gold, I found a diamond.
Now I finally realize that true friendship canβt be expressed by words, itβs proven by actions. People tried to comfort me with words, but they didnβt know that I believe in actions.
I thought my Urises would always support me, but then I realized it's just naaz who supported me, I was just daydreaming of having a supportive fandom. People think Iβve changed, but they never knew the real me. I just wore a mask the way you liked. But in front of her, I feel free. Meeting her feels like Independence Day for me. Now Iβm not stressed about what people think of me because my girl will never judge me.
Soβ¦ Naaz, if youβre reading this, will you be my bestie forever? π€
And to everyone else, Iβm really sorry for being too honest. Maybe I was just overthinking and letting my heart speak a little too loudly. I'm just expressing my feelings not attacking anyone.
Sorry if it hurts..π
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BTS is coming with ARIRANG. Letβs go ARMY
Pre-save it on Spotify and Apple music. Let's make another recordπ₯π
#bts_arirang #ARIRANG #pre-save
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BIG ANNOUNCEMENT, MY LEGENDS! ππ
Hey fam, itβs π―π πΏπΏππ ππΆπ°π here π and Iβm officially stepping into a whole new era my @BossyDemon era ππ. Iβve been dreaming up something bold, something darker, something that feels exactly like the energy weβve built together, and itβs finally time to share it with you. New username? βοΈ New profile? βοΈ New banner? βοΈ Every piece of this transformation is about growth, power, and all of us leveling up togetherπ«.
And now comes the part Iβm most excited aboutβ¦ our very own fandom name. From this moment forward, we are β¨π¨πΏπΆππ²πβ¨ π€. A name as fierce and unstoppable as the crew behind it. What does it mean? π€« Iβm keeping that a secret for nowπ . The story and meaning behind Urises will drop soon, and trust meπ«, itβs something specialπ, something only we will understandπ.
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