I met someone really nice here on youtube a few days ago, and he's even asking me for a collab video, which is pretty cool. Looking back at all the comments i made on my own videos, and stuff i wrote in the community tabs, it kinda scares me...
Hopefully some day it will all change, because i honestly just want to be normal.
Almost forgot to mention this, but today is my birthday! I had a fun time partying and meeting up with friends. I know the previous two community posts weren't positive at all, but i'll just try my best to fix my life as well as possible! I know it might seem hopeless now, but i belive in myself to get the necessary motivation to live a happy and fulfilling life!
Okay, so to clear up any confusion to why i'm not uploading frequently, well... I have just been going through a lot recently. Depression and Anxiety have almost consumed my entire well being, and i just don't know what to do anymore. You guys don't need to worry about me or anything, though, because i'll still try to keep going, and eventually upload frequently and make quality content, because what's the point in life, if you're not doing the things you love the most? I know that my old community is sorta gone, because of me deleting all of my old videos, but if any of my old subscribers/viewers are still around, just know that i love you guys, and i am so thankful for the amazing times i experienced back then! Hope i can experience such times nowadays as well.
CoolGuy399
I met someone really nice here on youtube a few days ago, and he's even asking me for a collab video, which is pretty cool.
Looking back at all the comments i made on my own videos, and stuff i wrote in the community tabs, it kinda scares me...
Hopefully some day it will all change, because i honestly just want to be normal.
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CoolGuy399
Haven't posted a video in quite a while, here's a quick meme to compensate for that!
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CoolGuy399
Well, it has almost been a month since i uploaded anything. I feel like giving up, honestly.
1 year ago | [YT] | 2
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CoolGuy399
The Part 2 Slander Video will probably be cancelled.
Do you guys think i still have the motivation to work on that after i got timed out, and then muted for one day, huh?
Hell no.
Anyway, this is not the fault of anyone who actually wants to see a part 2, so sorry about that.
To the two people responsible for what happened to me, you are not deserving of love, and you never will be, and i TRULY mean that.
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CoolGuy399
Just a quick quiz for you guys, since i haven't uploaded in around 2 weeks again.
Question: What was my channel origininally about, before archiving every single video and starting from zero?
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CoolGuy399
Almost forgot to mention this, but today is my birthday! I had a fun time partying and meeting up with friends. I know the previous two community posts weren't positive at all, but i'll just try my best to fix my life as well as possible! I know it might seem hopeless now, but i belive in myself to get the necessary motivation to live a happy and fulfilling life!
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CoolGuy399
I'm slowly going crazy.
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CoolGuy399
Okay, so to clear up any confusion to why i'm not uploading frequently, well... I have just been going through a lot recently. Depression and Anxiety have almost consumed my entire well being, and i just don't know what to do anymore. You guys don't need to worry about me or anything, though, because i'll still try to keep going, and eventually upload frequently and make quality content, because what's the point in life, if you're not doing the things you love the most? I know that my old community is sorta gone, because of me deleting all of my old videos, but if any of my old subscribers/viewers are still around, just know that i love you guys, and i am so thankful for the amazing times i experienced back then! Hope i can experience such times nowadays as well.
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