So if it wasn’t obvious already, I’ve kind of just sort of strayed away from YouTube. Life got busy super fast and I lost a lot of interest in editing, especially when I lost my support system for editing.
I’m barely home nowadays and when I am I’m most likely doing homework or sleeping. My grades are up and my relationship is still strong
If I’m being honest, my boyfriend is probably one of my main reasons for why I’m officially quitting YouTube. Not because he doesn’t want me to, but mostly because he doesn’t even know I ever edited.
My priorities are nowhere close to editing now. I’m truly focusing on a teenage life and I’m living through the worst but best days of my life.
So before I get distracted again, the whole point of this post was to announce my goodbye. I really am finished with YouTube. It was fun, toxic, and really enjoyable for the most. I met some of my greatest friends here but unfortunately I’ve lost contact with all but two of them. I miss you all but this just isn’t my community anymore. It’s been a fun past 4 years of animating and editing but it’s finally over.
But sincerely, I really want to thank all of the editors and friends who still look after me and try to check in, even though I’ve been ignorant the past 6 months on checking into my YouTube account, I just scrolled through all my recent @s and just didn’t know what to do but I knew I wanted to thank you for still thinking of me. I appreciate it 🩷
But in all reality, only about 30 of you will probably read through this post, 30 out of 13k. Love you all, but I’m finally out of here 🏃🏻♀️ Until we meet again ig 🤷🏻♀️ peace out with much love
Ok so I know I’ve been super inactive and everyone thought I was dead except for like 4 people 😭😭 but I have something very important to say
So over the past year I’ve come across probably the best friend and wife I’ll ever have. She’s watched me change so much and I’ve seen her change just as much, for better and for worse. Along this year she’s heard me cry about boy problems and how all of them suck, and now she hears all the juicy stuff about my boyfriend. She’s always been there for me when I thought my family was over and through the times I took my frustration out on her, she’s still here. After a year we still send hundreds of videos to each other each day, and listen to each other wheeze, listen to our friends and family in the videos we send, and the videos we’re bawling our eyes out in.
Princess I hope you know you mean the world to me and although I’m the older one (by a few years 👹) you still act like the tougher one (even tho we know I’ll be your bodyguard one day)
And I’m happy to say that she’s honestly my number 1 supporter and when I’m feeling self conscious about my eye, she finds a way to call it cool.
Yes we have very different lives, you’re what we refer to as a “city kid” and I’m referred as the “farm kid” I couldn’t imagine a better soulmate.
And thank you to your amazing sister who wed us :)) (love you sis 🥰) I can’t wait for the day I graduate and cross the 1,000+ miles to meet you.
Happy 1 year anniversary Cinderella, I love you so so much
Did I schedule this so it’d be 12am your time? Yes. Yes I did. @ttz_wewe
Heyyy long time no see. I haven’t actually like posted an actual community tab nor edit in a hot minute.
Soo im not really sure what’s going to happen from here on out relating to my channel.
I haven’t even edited in over 2 weeks and anything I do edit I just feel isn’t worth posting for some reason? Idk plus my channel is beyond dead and I can guarantee less than a 100 out of 13k people are actually going to take their time to read this, but for those who do, I appreciate you✌️🫶🏼
It’s just weird now being a sophomore in high-school and realizing maybe there’s just not room in my life for YouTube anymore. Ofc there’s always room for the people on this platform and I adore all of you, I’m finally putting myself first this year.
I’m working out, I’m eating, I’m spending time with friends, got an amazing boyfriend, focusing on school, sorting out family, and much more along the way. I just don’t find YT the top on my priorities list anymore, and it’s just weird for me.
Trust me I’d love to get back into editing but I just really cannot bring myself to do it currently.
Hopefully this isn’t a goodbye? Honestly not sure anymore.
But uh ya. This is scheduled so idk when I’ll actually respond to comments, just know I love you all and if you have anything you want to talk about at all, I’m all ears when I get the chance.
Also im sorry for the inactivity, I’ve been pretty busy between school, work, and other extra activities. Hope everyone is ok! And if not feel free to talk
So it is currently 12am for me but I started writing this hours ago because I wanted this post to rlly get out how much these past 2 years of editing, my channel, and just everything here in general has done for me.
It’s really hard for me to believe I truly met some of you 2 years ago. Before I started this channel, I had an animating/art channel that I was using to scroll through what was at the time known to me as the “marvel POV community” before I decided I wanted to be apart of this community and get out of the toxic one I was in before.
Before I go in depth on what some of the people that use to be/are in the MYC have done for me, I want to say how much I love the people that sit and support me in silence. Whether they just aren’t ones to comment or just forgot about my channel a long time I go, I rlly appreciate where you have gotten me today because I just don’t think I say it enough. I love you 🩵
Now moving on :)
@endoftheline_ - MY BIRTHDAY BUD!!!! You were (and still are) my BIGGEST inspiration when I started because of your povs. You were also the first person to ever comment on part 1 of “The Mind Soldier” series. You were honestly my drive to get here today 💕
@enchantricks - omg I feel like it was a few days ago when I just thought of you as the cute badass baby of the MYC. NOW LOOK AT YOU!!!!! I honestly didn’t think you could get cooler BUT LOOK YOU DID!!! I’m so happy for where you’ve gotten yourself
@onyourleft - They are no longer apart of this community but honestly were one of my all time favorites. One of the funnest people I have ever met on YT and I love that you always said what was on your mind!!
@lunaxstrange - words can’t describe the love I hold for you!!! Idk something about you Luna always has me intrigued. I just genuinely feel like you are such an amazing person in all aspects of life and I don’t think you deserve any bad things that happen to you 🫶🏼
@winterswqrld - QUINNY!!! Do you remember the Wanda drawing I did for you?! Because I don’t want to I honestly think you deserve better 💀💀 Honesly such a bad bitch in everything you do! I love the energy you give and also one of the first people I had a real conversation with in the MYC!
@ctrlalteditsx - wait can words describe how AWESOME you are?? And I’m not just talking about editing, cuz let’s be honest that’s just out of the world skills you have! But you are genuinely such a caring and funny person. Also such a great mom to over 100k people.😘
@mcupovsnallrelatedthings - THE EXCITEMENT I HAD WHEN YOU COME BACK OMFG OMFG OMFG!!! I WAS JUMPING IN JOYY. PURE JOY!!! I’ve always loved talking you and the support you give to me will always have a place in my heart forever
@captivelaufeyson - honestly don’t think I’ve expressed my appreciation for you enough lately. I remember seeing the first time you complimented an edit or pov of mine and I looked at your profile and GASPED at your talent and humor is just 👩🍳💋💋
@VeeFrog - another one I don’t think I’ve given enough love to. I always and I mean ALWAYS loved watching your videos and talking to you
@evysaep - EVSSS! HI PRETTY GIRLY!!!! I fricken love everything about you!!! You are such a cool and talented person and an even better person to talk to about the most random shit 💀
@OnxlyArtemis - YOUR IMAGINATION OMFG!!! Your edits and povs blow me away honestly and I remember you from the first weeks of my channel. :)))
@simply_marvelous - hey beautiful. I look at every beautiful sunset you have brought to us since the day you flew away. You look so pretty everyday and your ofc still slay because you will never not slay. 💋 you are so fricken talented and amazing with everything you do
@ElevatorsNotWorthy - HI BBG!!! YOU REMEMBER THAT MESSAGE GROUPCHAT WE GOT PUT IN TOGETHER?!!!
@bitter.cherry47 - HI BBG 2!!! I miss the friendship we use to have and I’m still sorry about having to ghost you out of nowhere. I hold so much firkfen love for you tho!!
@IsabelleSnape - HI BBG 3!!! When we had our numbers omfg life was good when I talked to you!!! I could give hugs for days on end to your amazing self!
@doctorSherlockstrange22 - STEPHYYYYYYYYY!!!!! HI MY GOOD SIR!!!! I miss talking to you on Pinterest almost every fricken day of my LIFEEE!!! But I’m so grateful for the hour long chats I was able to have with you. I can truly say you are for a fact one of my top people in this whole.wide.world
@avengerspovsx - YOUR FRICKEN IMAGINATION FOR THE THJNGS YOU COME UP WITH!!!! And your personality in general has me smiling sm at times!!!! I remember you for as long as I’ve beeen editing and it’s been good memories for two fricken years!!
@V_0737 - to my first wifey poo ever, you are legit the sweetest person I’ve ever fricken met and you are so funny and out going on my lives. You always seem to set a good mood and it just makes everything so much better
@ttz_wewe - last but most definitely not least. Hi my love, my bestest friend ever, and my other half. I’ve had small bits and memories of your support over the past 730 days, but some of the worst months of my life have been so much better than they would of been if I hadn’t wifedyou up 🤭🤭 my #1 since October 16th, the day I married my princessa 🥹🥹 we’re 20 hours apart and over 1,000 miles away but you’re still the closest friend I’ve ever had. I love you so so so much. Can’t wait to meet my in laws in 3 years 😘😘
Guys.
My hand fell asleep while typing all of this….
ANYWAYS
To anyone who I didn’t mention or to anyone who’s simply reading this. Thank you. I honestly mean it. Whether you’ve been here since August of 2021 or since last week, idc. You’re still here and I appreciate it more than you know. Ofc if you want to hear my personal love I hold for you, just comment :) because lord knows I forgot some awesome fricken people 👹👹
So to leave off this whole ass SA that I put more effort and love into than any school report I ever will write…
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I just know the U.S. capcut users are crashing out right now
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So like
Hi 👋
So if it wasn’t obvious already, I’ve kind of just sort of strayed away from YouTube. Life got busy super fast and I lost a lot of interest in editing, especially when I lost my support system for editing.
I’m barely home nowadays and when I am I’m most likely doing homework or sleeping. My grades are up and my relationship is still strong
If I’m being honest, my boyfriend is probably one of my main reasons for why I’m officially quitting YouTube. Not because he doesn’t want me to, but mostly because he doesn’t even know I ever edited.
My priorities are nowhere close to editing now. I’m truly focusing on a teenage life and I’m living through the worst but best days of my life.
So before I get distracted again, the whole point of this post was to announce my goodbye. I really am finished with YouTube. It was fun, toxic, and really enjoyable for the most. I met some of my greatest friends here but unfortunately I’ve lost contact with all but two of them. I miss you all but this just isn’t my community anymore. It’s been a fun past 4 years of animating and editing but it’s finally over.
But sincerely, I really want to thank all of the editors and friends who still look after me and try to check in, even though I’ve been ignorant the past 6 months on checking into my YouTube account, I just scrolled through all my recent @s and just didn’t know what to do but I knew I wanted to thank you for still thinking of me. I appreciate it 🩷
But in all reality, only about 30 of you will probably read through this post, 30 out of 13k. Love you all, but I’m finally out of here 🏃🏻♀️
Until we meet again ig 🤷🏻♀️ peace out with much love
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Ok so I know I’ve been super inactive and everyone thought I was dead except for like 4 people 😭😭 but I have something very important to say
So over the past year I’ve come across probably the best friend and wife I’ll ever have. She’s watched me change so much and I’ve seen her change just as much, for better and for worse. Along this year she’s heard me cry about boy problems and how all of them suck, and now she hears all the juicy stuff about my boyfriend. She’s always been there for me when I thought my family was over and through the times I took my frustration out on her, she’s still here. After a year we still send hundreds of videos to each other each day, and listen to each other wheeze, listen to our friends and family in the videos we send, and the videos we’re bawling our eyes out in.
Princess I hope you know you mean the world to me and although I’m the older one (by a few years 👹) you still act like the tougher one (even tho we know I’ll be your bodyguard one day)
And I’m happy to say that she’s honestly my number 1 supporter and when I’m feeling self conscious about my eye, she finds a way to call it cool.
Yes we have very different lives, you’re what we refer to as a “city kid” and I’m referred as the “farm kid” I couldn’t imagine a better soulmate.
And thank you to your amazing sister who wed us :)) (love you sis 🥰) I can’t wait for the day I graduate and cross the 1,000+ miles to meet you.
Happy 1 year anniversary Cinderella, I love you so so much
Did I schedule this so it’d be 12am your time? Yes. Yes I did. @ttz_wewe
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Heyyy long time no see. I haven’t actually like posted an actual community tab nor edit in a hot minute.
Soo im not really sure what’s going to happen from here on out relating to my channel.
I haven’t even edited in over 2 weeks and anything I do edit I just feel isn’t worth posting for some reason? Idk plus my channel is beyond dead and I can guarantee less than a 100 out of 13k people are actually going to take their time to read this, but for those who do, I appreciate you✌️🫶🏼
It’s just weird now being a sophomore in high-school and realizing maybe there’s just not room in my life for YouTube anymore. Ofc there’s always room for the people on this platform and I adore all of you, I’m finally putting myself first this year.
I’m working out, I’m eating, I’m spending time with friends, got an amazing boyfriend, focusing on school, sorting out family, and much more along the way. I just don’t find YT the top on my priorities list anymore, and it’s just weird for me.
Trust me I’d love to get back into editing but I just really cannot bring myself to do it currently.
Hopefully this isn’t a goodbye? Honestly not sure anymore.
But uh ya. This is scheduled so idk when I’ll actually respond to comments, just know I love you all and if you have anything you want to talk about at all, I’m all ears when I get the chance.
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Ok I have a perfect explanation as to why I have so many edits sitting in my storage and haven’t posted them yet
🏃🏻♀️ 💨💨💨
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2 MORE DAYSSSS AHHHHHHH!!!
Also im sorry for the inactivity, I’ve been pretty busy between school, work, and other extra activities. Hope everyone is ok! And if not feel free to talk
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8 MORE DAYS UNTIL ASHOKA IS OUT!!!
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So it is currently 12am for me but I started writing this hours ago because I wanted this post to rlly get out how much these past 2 years of editing, my channel, and just everything here in general has done for me.
It’s really hard for me to believe I truly met some of you 2 years ago. Before I started this channel, I had an animating/art channel that I was using to scroll through what was at the time known to me as the “marvel POV community” before I decided I wanted to be apart of this community and get out of the toxic one I was in before.
Before I go in depth on what some of the people that use to be/are in the MYC have done for me, I want to say how much I love the people that sit and support me in silence. Whether they just aren’t ones to comment or just forgot about my channel a long time I go, I rlly appreciate where you have gotten me today because I just don’t think I say it enough. I love you 🩵
Now moving on :)
@endoftheline_ - MY BIRTHDAY BUD!!!! You were (and still are) my BIGGEST inspiration when I started because of your povs. You were also the first person to ever comment on part 1 of “The Mind Soldier” series. You were honestly my drive to get here today 💕
@enchantricks - omg I feel like it was a few days ago when I just thought of you as the cute badass baby of the MYC. NOW LOOK AT YOU!!!!! I honestly didn’t think you could get cooler BUT LOOK YOU DID!!! I’m so happy for where you’ve gotten yourself
@onyourleft - They are no longer apart of this community but honestly were one of my all time favorites. One of the funnest people I have ever met on YT and I love that you always said what was on your mind!!
@lunaxstrange - words can’t describe the love I hold for you!!! Idk something about you Luna always has me intrigued. I just genuinely feel like you are such an amazing person in all aspects of life and I don’t think you deserve any bad things that happen to you 🫶🏼
@winterswqrld - QUINNY!!! Do you remember the Wanda drawing I did for you?! Because I don’t want to I honestly think you deserve better 💀💀 Honesly such a bad bitch in everything you do! I love the energy you give and also one of the first people I had a real conversation with in the MYC!
@ctrlalteditsx - wait can words describe how AWESOME you are?? And I’m not just talking about editing, cuz let’s be honest that’s just out of the world skills you have! But you are genuinely such a caring and funny person. Also such a great mom to over 100k people.😘
@mcupovsnallrelatedthings - THE EXCITEMENT I HAD WHEN YOU COME BACK OMFG OMFG OMFG!!! I WAS JUMPING IN JOYY. PURE JOY!!! I’ve always loved talking you and the support you give to me will always have a place in my heart forever
@captivelaufeyson - honestly don’t think I’ve expressed my appreciation for you enough lately. I remember seeing the first time you complimented an edit or pov of mine and I looked at your profile and GASPED at your talent and humor is just 👩🍳💋💋
@VeeFrog - another one I don’t think I’ve given enough love to. I always and I mean ALWAYS loved watching your videos and talking to you
@evysaep - EVSSS! HI PRETTY GIRLY!!!! I fricken love everything about you!!! You are such a cool and talented person and an even better person to talk to about the most random shit 💀
@OnxlyArtemis - YOUR IMAGINATION OMFG!!! Your edits and povs blow me away honestly and I remember you from the first weeks of my channel. :)))
@simply_marvelous - hey beautiful. I look at every beautiful sunset you have brought to us since the day you flew away. You look so pretty everyday and your ofc still slay because you will never not slay. 💋 you are so fricken talented and amazing with everything you do
@ElevatorsNotWorthy - HI BBG!!! YOU REMEMBER THAT MESSAGE GROUPCHAT WE GOT PUT IN TOGETHER?!!!
@bitter.cherry47 - HI BBG 2!!! I miss the friendship we use to have and I’m still sorry about having to ghost you out of nowhere. I hold so much firkfen love for you tho!!
@IsabelleSnape - HI BBG 3!!! When we had our numbers omfg life was good when I talked to you!!! I could give hugs for days on end to your amazing self!
@doctorSherlockstrange22 - STEPHYYYYYYYYY!!!!! HI MY GOOD SIR!!!! I miss talking to you on Pinterest almost every fricken day of my LIFEEE!!! But I’m so grateful for the hour long chats I was able to have with you. I can truly say you are for a fact one of my top people in this whole.wide.world
@avengerspovsx - YOUR FRICKEN IMAGINATION FOR THE THJNGS YOU COME UP WITH!!!! And your personality in general has me smiling sm at times!!!! I remember you for as long as I’ve beeen editing and it’s been good memories for two fricken years!!
@V_0737 - to my first wifey poo ever, you are legit the sweetest person I’ve ever fricken met and you are so funny and out going on my lives. You always seem to set a good mood and it just makes everything so much better
@ttz_wewe - last but most definitely not least. Hi my love, my bestest friend ever, and my other half. I’ve had small bits and memories of your support over the past 730 days, but some of the worst months of my life have been so much better than they would of been if I hadn’t wifedyou up 🤭🤭 my #1 since October 16th, the day I married my princessa 🥹🥹 we’re 20 hours apart and over 1,000 miles away but you’re still the closest friend I’ve ever had. I love you so so so much. Can’t wait to meet my in laws in 3 years 😘😘
Guys.
My hand fell asleep while typing all of this….
ANYWAYS
To anyone who I didn’t mention or to anyone who’s simply reading this. Thank you. I honestly mean it. Whether you’ve been here since August of 2021 or since last week, idc. You’re still here and I appreciate it more than you know. Ofc if you want to hear my personal love I hold for you, just comment :) because lord knows I forgot some awesome fricken people 👹👹
So to leave off this whole ass SA that I put more effort and love into than any school report I ever will write…
I love you 3000 :)
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Wanda stans might actually kill me after this next edit 💀
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