𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

i saw you today, and as much as i wanted to stop myself from looking, i did. i looked at you. a soft ache jolted in my heart. my eyes welled up with tears. the eyes i now avoid in the hallway are the same ones that i used to smile looking at. you looked normal. going about your day. smiling, laughing, talking to your friends. you don’t care about me now do you? does my name ever cross your mind? i wish we could’ve stayed how we were. but i trust god and what he’s planned. so, here’s another short paragraph dedicated to the only boy I’ve ever loved. i love you s, and i miss you so so much.

2 days ago | [YT] | 7

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

HAPPYYY (extremely late 😭) BIRTHDAY AYU. Okay yes, I know I’m literally a whole week late and I'm so so sooooooo sorry for missing such a special day for you but I couldn't just not make a para, no matter how late. When I first met you I thought you hated me 💀💀 I used to overthink every little message like “bro did I just annoy her??” Turns out you’re just naturally chill and unbothered while I was out here panicking for no reason. And once I actually got to know you, I realized you’re one of the realest people I’ve met. You have this fire in you that I really admire. You’re never afraid to speak up, whether it’s for your country, for celebs getting hate, for your friends, or for yourself. You don’t just stay quiet and let things slide, you actually care enough to stand up and say what’s right, even when it’s not the easy thing to do. That takes courage, and you’ve got plenty of it. I really love that about you, the way you were with india, standing up for your friends, with me, defending shah rukh and oh my god I could make a list ayu bhai. And bro, you are so so gorg. Nazar na lage bhai but seriously you have the best bengali genes by god. What I love about you the most though, is how real you are. You never pretend to be someone else. You’re loyal, you’ve got morals, and you always know where you stand. You’re not the type to switch sides or fake emotions. You’re the type who stays solid, and that’s why you earn respect naturally. Even when you joke around or act all chill, there’s always this maturity in the way you think and handle things. One thing I'll never forget is how you own up to your mistakes. You don't hide, instead you face them in the eye. Tune apne mistakes ke liye apologize kiya aur maafi bhi maangi. Dyk how brave that was of you? Kaash iss duniya mein sab tere jaise hi hote. I do want to apologize for not believing in you that one time, I still regret it. I will never switch on you again, I hate myself for not trusting you from the start to end. I got lost in between, but I promise my ayu, I'll always be with you no matter what girl, mwah. I also really appreciate how you never forget to stand by your people. Whether someone’s going through something or just needs backup, you’re there. You’ve got your friends’ backs like family, and that’s so rare nowadays. You always say what others might be too scared to, and that’s powerful. I hope your birthday week was filled with laughter, good food (especially mishti 😋), peace, and people who actually appreciate how special you are. You deserve it all, meri Ayu 🩷. Even though we’re just “online friends,” you honestly feel like someone I could sit and rant with for hours. You make everything more fun, more dramatic, and way more real. Forgive me for wishing so late but I really wanted to write you a para, and take my time so you know how much you mean to me. The girl who stood with me through everything, and the girl who stands against whats wrong (even if she might be alone). The girl who's never afraid to try something new. The girl whose humor I absolutely adore. I love you so much ayu. Stay gorgeous, stay fierce, and stay the iconic Bengali queen you are 🥵✨. WE LOVE YOU QUEEENNN. #weloveayu. Happy Belated Birthday once again diva 💘🫶🏻

my desi girl: ‪@chainedtovampires‬

1 week ago | [YT] | 10

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

officially a stay

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAAR DIVA. KAL PARA LIKHUNGI AAJ TIME NAHI MIL RHA I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY. I REALLY WANT TO GIVE YOU A GOOD PARA :((, ILYSM ENJOY YOUR DAY, PARA SOON. MWAH MWAH 💘 ‪@chainedtovampires‬

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 9

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

HAPPY DIWALI, MAY YOUR LIFE SHINE AS BRIGHT AS THE DIWALI LIGHTS 🪔 🎇

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

sub ‪@prishapaglu‬ (me)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

we met in 5th grade, he was a year older than me so he was in 6th. we argued and rage baited each other everyday. i fell in love. you did too. we were too young. your bus switched. we didn’t talk. fast forward i’m in 7th, he’s in 8th. we fought one last time. made fun of each other. one. last. time. 2023. we haven’t talked since 2023. i crave one last word. one last conversation. one last interaction. we still look at each other, you look at me with memories of the past, i do with my love, in the present. right person, wrong time? no. wrong person, wrong connection. i wish we never met but that’d be like taking away a part of me that you built. the one that stands with confidence and believes herself. thank you for everything s. i love you and some part of me always will but now it’s time to say goodbye.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

Imagine writing birthday posts with chat gpt, how pathetic

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

oct’s not oct without an insane plot twist.

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

𝘼𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙭𝙨𝙚𝙯

kaha hai tu? bohot din hogaye baat kiye hue ‪@Strawjenberry‬

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 8