Ok guys, I’m feeling a bit better, now that some of the problems are fixed. I may have a few mood swings for now on, but at least I’m ok for now. (Don’t worry abt the marks on my paw, it’ll heal)
Hey guys, many of you have asking what’s wrong, and I’m gonna tell that now.
Yes, one part is about the “not enough” stuff, but there’s more to that.
I have one friend at school who doesn’t treat me like a friend, mostly like a therapist, mother (since her mom can’t treat her) or like the little pillows you let your anger out, it hurts me, and she flames that she has autism, but I don’t think so. I think she’s acting autistic just to get attention for teachers, my other friends, and im falling behind. It’s like she’s stabbing me and saying she’s the one bleeding.
But that’s a problem that’s causing me to have depression. This is the reason why I deleted my videos:
My dad.
He’s subscribed to my channel, so he can see whatever I post. Every time I post something that has a swear, of even the word “idiot” he’d come up to me and say I’m wasting my talent and my post is a disappointment. He doesn’t know how much that hurts me.
I’ve been feeling like this for a long time now, since August, (or even more than that.) I don’t wanna be a disappointment to anyone, and that gives me the “not enough” feeling
And we all know I have anxiety, depression and social anxiety.
And my loved ones say I need to smile more, which is making it worst, so I was faking my smile since August
Livvie editz
Ok guys, I’m feeling a bit better, now that some of the problems are fixed. I may have a few mood swings for now on, but at least I’m ok for now. (Don’t worry abt the marks on my paw, it’ll heal)
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Livvie editz
IM SORRY- XD
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Livvie editz
I’m ok now.. I guess
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I drew @RandomBoy-PMR with posca pens and sharpies and some more art dump :/
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Wait I just realized why am I holding a plushie of tails-
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Livvie editz
Hey guys, many of you have asking what’s wrong, and I’m gonna tell that now.
Yes, one part is about the “not enough” stuff, but there’s more to that.
I have one friend at school who doesn’t treat me like a friend, mostly like a therapist, mother (since her mom can’t treat her) or like the little pillows you let your anger out, it hurts me, and she flames that she has autism, but I don’t think so. I think she’s acting autistic just to get attention for teachers, my other friends, and im falling behind. It’s like she’s stabbing me and saying she’s the one bleeding.
But that’s a problem that’s causing me to have depression. This is the reason why I deleted my videos:
My dad.
He’s subscribed to my channel, so he can see whatever I post. Every time I post something that has a swear, of even the word “idiot” he’d come up to me and say I’m wasting my talent and my post is a disappointment. He doesn’t know how much that hurts me.
I’ve been feeling like this for a long time now, since August, (or even more than that.) I don’t wanna be a disappointment to anyone, and that gives me the “not enough” feeling
And we all know I have anxiety, depression and social anxiety.
And my loved ones say I need to smile more, which is making it worst, so I was faking my smile since August
Guess your finally seeing what under the shell..
@RandomBoy-PMR
@amayaskasmi8194
@TheBeloved_Candy44
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