JX2

slurpee gummies

2 seconds ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

I need time, that's all i want.

17 hours ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

I think I love music now. Early middle school me would be shocked to see his future self.

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

And also the only good thing about my high school experience so far are the teachers. Everything thing else is exactly as I expected however, just mediocre.

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

At the end of the day, I’m only thinking about this whole part of my life as a chapter. I’m on chapter 3, halfway.

Chapter 1: Childhood
Chapter 2: Finding out who I am
Chapter 3: Long 4 years and getting out of this “family”
Chapter 4: Get my shit together
Chapter 5: Not perfect, but decent life as an jntrovert

The end.

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

My sister has a job as a radiologist so she can’t look out for her family, what an excuse. Brother in-law, he’s only in my life because he wants a girlfriend (My sister) in his life. My actual brother, should just leave the family already, anime all over his car, dirty, barely interacts with us. The person that’s the same age as me, my niece, is just the stereotype of my generation, and of course never gives a fuck. And finally my poor mom man, I know you’re going through menopause, I know you hate the world, I know you get mad all the time, I get it mom. Yet you put all of it on me, even though I tell you to always have a conversation with me about it. Literally just fucking tell me how you feel so I can step in your shoes and understand why you feel this way.

Then you have me, Julian. I’m just that “quiet kid” that’s going through a phase and is weird. Not true, just be welcoming and nice for once and use the same analogy, have a conversation.

I swear the moment my mom dies and I get enough time to mourn her loss, I’m leaving this era, aka family behind. This is isn’t what “family” is.

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

Just want to get this shit over with
Just so I can get my life over with
But people don't understand the width of the situation
So I keep my self out of there situation
So I can be in my own little station

Ready to dispatch, when the world wants me to
But I guess the world doesn't want me to, yet
Yet I have this feeling that I can start so soon
Bet that I can't since the-
Woah
Moon has already risen, and it's time for bed

(And it's time for bed)
Every morning, it's the same fucking cycle
I wake up feeling like a goddamn rifle
(That's broken)
While feeling like a half suicidal person
(That's fuckin' crazy)
The only reason why you know what, hasn't happened
Is because I know my future life, hasn't happened

School is honestly the definition, of misunderstood
However I really think, I'm misunderstood myself
While I'm by myself
Being yourself
Isn't really that bad

(Being yourself)
After that shit, I'm back at home
Even though I, feel at home
The day isn't over just yet
Because I haven't done this and that yet
So then I'm gonna bet that, I'm finally free for a few hours
Unfortunately that's not how the world is
Suddenly I feel bored and lazy
Laziness turns into sleepiness
This useless cycle repeats again

Just wanting to get this shit over with
Just know that this isn't a myth
This is my story, that's unfolding
This is, Ju5tJulian

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

JX2

RIP Maliboomer 2010
RIP Maliboomer 2025

5 days ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

PE is letting me use my phone, haven’t gotten the ID thing yet and it’s already the middle of the day? I think I have hope chat.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

JX2

First ever day of high school is today.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0