I forgot the meaning of life help me


Cooper Clarke

(Part 5, final part)

So that's about it for now, my thoughts on the Samdan community nowadays is that it has improved a bit compared to how toxic it was last year, especially now that Conor's gone I feel like it's been a lot more chill lately too. Now obviously it's still not perfect since this place still has its flaws here and there but we're getting there. There are obviously some people who are irredeemable still lurking around on social media. (Like Gabrielle on Facebook, Vinnie being on DeviantArt and Fandom, PuyoGamer still being active, Kela still being active, Kenny still being on YouTube, Slashcraft still being on YouTube, Joey Nigro still being on the internet, and I also believe that TBTF2001 is still active on the internet too from what I remember, the list goes on, plus I'm pretty sure that earlier this year Saxon was still on the internet, I think it was Sean on his old account that said it) And yeah obviously these kinds of people should not be allowed on social media so why the fuck are all these guys still active on here.

And recently we've discovered literal murderers in the community too, Sean Lowe obviously who literally admitted to raping a kid and killing them and then killing a kid just for being black, and now there's Alex Kokoski (GreenDemonAlex) who cyberbullied a user named David to death when Alex was 15 to 16 and David was 12 to 13. (Ok seriously tho why are there so many horrible Sean's and Alex's in this community) Both of these people are extremely fucked up and I seriously hope that they get locked up far away from children and they're both even worse than Saxon since unlike those two Saxon never went as far as to commit actual murder even tho Saxon's still a horrible person and he's still the 3rd worst user in this community overall.

Anyway, that's all from me I guess. Take care and I'll see you all later! Goodbye!

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cooper Clarke

(Part 4)

Onto some of the points Graham made in his posts, and will talk about each user he covered in them.

I already a lot talked about Conor in my post talking about Justin's post, but obviously his video on Justin which he took too far just for copying his opinions when he could've kindly told him not to, driving Alex and Andrew off the internet which while it wasn't out of malice at first since he did genuinely believe that what they did was wrong, he still didn't show any remorse until long after he realised that what he did to them was too far (he could've made a more constructive post saying that he doesn't think it's right and not compare them to literal criminals), taking his callout posts on Jorge too far by acting like he's completely irredeemable and said he would assault someone in real life to justify his comparison to Chris Brown, forcing Jay and Sean to stop being friends with him and claiming that they might as well date Chris Brown just for being friends with Jorge, publicly clowned on Sean for claiming that Winnie the Pooh was underaged, and claiming that he was proud when Holly was feeling depressed and suicidal over a false accusation about her being a pedophile were all very fucked up things of him to do. I do agree with Graham that some people in this community take their hatred of Conor way too far, like disagreeing with his points just to spite him even when he's right and acting like he's always wrong no matter what, and some people in this community forgiving Jorge just to spite him as well. (Not everyone tho, since I know that some people forgave him to help him change or at least they wanted to do so or they just genuinely felt that he deserved another chance to improve himself without it being only to spite Conor and for that reason alone)

Jorge obviously should've been called out sooner like I said, and not on November 5th of all days. His treatment towards Graham was completely unacceptable at the time and needed to be called out but people kept enabling his behaviour and letting him get away with his shit. His treatment towards Jay and Sean was also not okay, especially with him threatening Jay multiple times saying that he was gonna kill himself and speaking of that I believe he also blamed Graham for a photo of him committing self harm or something. (or at least him wanting to do so) It was also unacceptable of him to insult a 10 year old child, send Saxon after a minor with Saxon even threatening violence against the minor, and drive Felix off Dom's stream all because he didn't like them back then and again Felix was a minor back then. I do acknowledge all the horrible shit that Jorge has done over the years. I just wish he was called out sooner, because the timing of everything kinda made everyone go easy on him and that gave him a much easier path to redemption than what he should've been given. Whereas if it had been done earlier he probably would've had to work a bit harder to actually redeem himself in this community and it would've probably taken a bit longer for him, but I'm sure that by now he'd still eventually get there or at least get very close to it, even tho Graham's obviously not gonna forgive him. I do forgive Jorge nowadays since he has changed for the better and he's clearly been working on redemption over the past year by taking a mental health break and not starting too much shit and staying out of drama for the most part this year. (Outside of that Kiiro drama where he could've handled that situation better even tho Kiiro wasn't exactly in the right in that situation either and obviously that stream where his friends like Chase and a couple others in that stream were just trying to help him but he was being rude to them for no reason) I do hope that Jorge continues to seek mental help and work on not letting his anger get to him, especially when it comes to minors or just other people in general harassing him because he does have a lot of potential, and I do continue to wish Jorge the best of luck in doing so.

Felix certainly had a lot of drama earlier this year, like forcing people in Emoji Marbles' server to join their server, getting mad at Conor just for calling them out (albeit in a rather harsh way), threatening Dylan with violence and getting mad at me for calling them out for doing that, insulting Justin over including them in his contest, accusing Holly of betraying them just because she criticised them for having channel rules, made a tupperbox account defending Cuties as a joke taking their hatred of Buhdeuce too far, and trying to get Catherine to twist Graham and Jay both trying to kill them in a game. However luckily they've also apologised for their actions and changed for the better and like I said before I now forgive them and like them again, and me and them have both been on much better terms with each other since they apologised to me and we've now become friends since then which is really amazing. It was also easier for me to forgive them since they're only 16 right now and 15 at the time.

And Gabe... Oh boy Gabe... his comeback was unnecessary tbh. He basically copied Conor with everything he did. He brought up random shit from the past with Graham from when he was only 13 and him along with Sean, Jorge, and Jay bashing his opinions in 2021 when they were all minors, reversing Riley's list and claiming that he deserved to be driven off the internet by Kenny but also saying that he felt sorry for Riley, which I don't get since he says he feels sorry for him yet he does this shit anyway, reversing Adrian's list for not being very original and being lazy with his expressions, and then there's Gabe openly being sexist towards girls, and playing the victim card against everyone in the Samdan community. And btw he apologised but it was pretty much half-assed. I don't buy one bit that he's sorry for everything he did. He just apologised to save his own ass and also to copy Conor apologising and quitting the internet. Not to mention that according to Graham, Gabe literally hates Conor, so what's the point in even copying him in the first place if he doesn't even like him? I don't get it tbh.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cooper Clarke

(Part 3)

Next I'm gonna talk about Justin's series of posts about Conor and some of the main points that I agree with, as well as give my own take on Conor and everything he's done.

Looking back at the posts I obviously agree with Justin's take on finding underaged characters hot and that people shouldn't go to jail just for that, and that Alex and Andrew are not on the same level as the literal rapists that Conor compared them to. I also really don't get why at first Conor was more mad about the fact that Alex faked his suicide than happy about the fact that he's still alive, however luckily a few months later when Alex made that post on TVTropes he actually did feel bad for Alex saying that this is the end which is good to know and I'm glad that he eventually showed some respect and probably regretted what he did earlier. I also agree that it was hypocritical of Conor to get mad at us for not calling out certain people, yet he himself also waited several months up to a year to call Justin, Alex, Andrew, and Jorge out for some reason. (Alex in particular should've been called out way sooner and for different reasons than what he was called out for, and Jorge also should've been called out sooner as Conor waiting gave him more potential opportunities to abuse Graham and get away with it, he claimed that he was mad about Jorge getting away with everything, yet he himself didn't help by waiting all that time to call him out, and instead just wanted to call him out for some bullshit "tradition") I also see his point in that while Conor didn't deserve all the cyberbullying he got back in 2016 to 2017, especially since he was only a minor at the time, he himself wasn't any better in terms of cyberbullying users, so it's like you do feel bad for him in a way but at the same time he kinda brought it upon himself in a way by being the immature person he was. And I do agree that his video with the opinion changes he regrets and forced himself to make was also well done, I did feel quite emotional from it myself due to all the sad music, however Justin also makes a good point that with some of the characters Conor put in that video, his opinion changes weren't just to fit in with the community. As well as that, I do agree with Justin that Conor's apology wasn't bad and actually feels genuine (and as well as that I'm glad that Conor made a more direct apology to Holly and Felix and did it well enough to the point where they actually said that they were considering forgiving him which honestly shocked me, I thought they were never gonna forgive him), and I'm also glad that Conor deleted his posts on most of the users he called out except for Saxon who he kept up. (Which Saxon rightfully deserves for many obvious reasons, plus a lot of Conor's points about him actually still stand to this day) And looking back, a big point in the last post that I agree with is that Conor treated Alex and Andrew the worst out of anybody (as much as I hate Alex and consider him worse than Conor), which is true. I mean, he literally drove them both off the internet and even continued to clown on them even after he realised that finding underaged characters hot wasn't that bad, and even made videos clowning on them on their birthdays. However, his actions towards Jorge, Sean, and Holly in particular were also horrible, since Conor compared Jorge to Chris Brown, then doubled down on that comparison by saying that he wouldn't put it past him to assault someone in real life and forced everyone to stop being friends with him, especially Sean who he also publicly clowned on for mistaking Winnie the Pooh's age, accused him of having Chris Brown on purple all because he chose to still be friends with Jorge, and actively used him to call out Alex and Andrew and lied to him multiple times, and as for Holly well he made a false accusation about her and claimed that he felt proud of it and also that he made her feel depressed and suicidal over it just to make everyone hate him even more. There's also Felix who he made a couple posts clowning on while they're still a minor and he could've called out a bit more constructively than he did, even tho he had some very good points about them and their behaviour at the time, that stuff needed to be called out, including when they threatened one of Dylan's alts, compared Conor to Gabrielle of all people, and forced people to join their server and begged them to forgive them. All that stuff was rightfully called out. (Obviously now I don't hold any of this stuff against Felix anymore since they've changed for the better but still)

As for my overall take on Conor nowadays, despite his apology it's not enough for me to no longer hate him anymore, and it would take a LONG while for him to redeem himself in my eyes due to all the things he's done. He's not as bad as people like Alex, or any of the genuinely irredeemable users of course, but he's still a bad person overall and I still don't trust him as a person even after his apology. I also found it hypocritical how people called out Zach and Kenny for what they did to Riley over shipping himself with a fictional minor, yet they let Conor get away with driving Alex and Andrew off the internet over almost the exact same thing but maybe a bit worse since they were adults whereas Riley was a minor at the time and some of the characters they found hot were much younger than the minor Riley shipped himself with. As a matter of fact I actually consider Conor worse than Zach overall since Zach only contributed to Riley leaving the internet whereas Conor straight up drove both Alex AND Andrew off the internet (and he also tried to do the same with Jorge a couple years later, but luckily he didn't give in, Conor even went as far as to tell him that he SHOULD pussy off the internet and run away from his actions), plus Zach was only 15 at the time whereas Conor I think was 19 when he drove Alex and Andrew off the internet and 21 when he attempted to do the same to Jorge, and Zach also showed remorse for it much faster than Conor did and didn't continue to clown on Riley even after he realised that what he did to him was wrong, unlike Conor who still continued to call Alex and Andrew pedophiles and reverse their lists. Don't get me wrong, Zach's not a good person either, and I also don't forgive him for what he did, but Conor's definitely worse than him. The stuff Conor did was bad enough that I don't really give a shit about his tantrum on Reddit anymore. Besides, while that was still very immature of him to do, especially considering that he's literally a grown ass adult in his 20's, he probably only did that for attention and to get everyone to hate him even more since that was around the time he first started exposing himself, plus we shouldn't be going after him for that when he has actually hurt people, that meltdown didn't hurt anyone. I'm just glad that we all now realised that Conor's not a good person overall and has done so many horrible things to people for his own entertainment.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cooper Clarke

(Part 2)

First I'm gonna talk about some of Sean's posts over the past couple months since he got terminated, and while I'm at it mention a couple people who have since either returned or they made an apology that was found not too long ago.

Firstly I pretty much agree with everything he says about finding underaged characters hot. While I do still find it weird and I wouldn't simp for them myself, it's not like they're actively harming IRL children by simping for them since they're just fictional characters and the law can't do shit about that. Alex, Andrew, and Riley were all driven off the internet over this bullshit since everyone believed that they were pedophiles, well maybe in Alex's case he still might actually be one since he found Carly Shay and Sam Puckett hot, but Andrew and Riley are clearly not pedophiles. Also agree with his point about Felix, they're only a minor themself, and again it's a fictional character. Sean also made a better version of Alex's and Andrew's character hotness ratings videos by only including characters over 18 as well as not being biased towards certain characters or copying opinions off another user. He also reuploaded his post about Saxon (which he absolutely fucking deserved for being an absolute monster and what he did to Graham) and his video about Gabe. (which he also deserved but to a much lesser extent) Even tho I would've made the Saxon post a lot harsher myself, it was still a well done callout post since it still helped people to realise how horrible of a person Saxon is. And as for Gabe, he needed to be called out, especially for what he did to Graham, Riley, and Adrian. Reigniting shit from the past with Graham who was only a minor at the time and going after Riley and Adrian and reversing their lists when they didn't do shit to him.

I will also talk about some other users that either came back to the internet, or apologised for their wrongdoings, or both. For example, Andrew did apologise for finding underaged characters hot in which I forgive him for now, even tho he could've addressed more stuff it's possible that he may have forgotten about that stuff. (Same goes for Ivan, he also apologised for everything he did and actually addressed the stuff he was called out for and I now forgive him as well) I also noticed that Diego came back and apologised for the stuff he did. I didn't completely forgive him immediately, however now I do since I think he's done enough since then for me to forgive him now and he's clearly shown that he's actively working towards redemption. I am currently neutral towards all three of those users. Felix also came back with an apology and also directly apologised to me for getting angry at me, I forgave them and now like them again. And Sean's old account also got terminated which sucked ass but luckily he came back with a new account which is good. Hopefully he can get back to 6K subscribers, he really deserves it, and he really has redeemed himself over the past year. I remember back when I used to really not like him for all the shit Conor called him out for (which he obviously took too far, even tho he had some good points obviously like Sean adding fictional characters below IRL criminals, defending Jorge harassing a 10 year old child, and Sean wishing death upon people), and I also found it annoying how he kept blaming himself for everything that Jorge did back then bcuz he felt that Jorge was influenced by his past behaviour, when everything Jorge did back then was clearly Jorge's own fault, especially since he could've just chosen not to act the way Sean did, and even then Jorge's treatment towards Graham and many of his other actions were much worse than Sean's past actions. (Another good point that Conor made about Sean) But since then he has apologised and stayed out of drama, and plus a lot of Conor's points about him were very weak, so obviously I now forgive Sean for everything and like him again.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cooper Clarke

My Samdan Community Post

(Part 1)

Hey guys, it's Cooper here once again. Thought I might as well make a post regarding the community since I said I was gonna make one but haven't found the time to do so until now. Also thought that now might be a good time since Sean's about to release his own posts soon. (And also bcuz in my area it's the 1st of December here) I'll make a few posts talking about some of the posts people have made over the past couple months as well as the points they made and mentioning my thoughts on everything, mainly Sean's, Justin's, and Graham's, since I thought they all had some really good points in their posts that I myself completely agree with. So without further ado, let's get started! I'm gonna make this into parts btw bcuz I'm not sure if I can fit everything into one post since a lot has happened in the community.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cooper Clarke

Alex, what the fuck is wrong with you? Why the fuck would you cyberbully David to death especially when he was only 12 to 13 whereas you were older than him at 15 to 16? Being a minor back then is no excuse and since you technically committed a murder you are irredeemable regardless of your age at the time. Because of this, you are now officially my second most hated user of all time. Yep, Saxon's now only my third most hated user, never thought I'd see the day. (I still think Sean Lowe is worse tho cause he killed two kids at the park and he was also a literal adult at the time at 21 and is now literally in his mid to late 30's, by my math he's probably 37) I hope your ass gets locked up for what you did to poor David. Not to mention you've shown absolutely zero remorse for what you've done.

Now I'm not gonna post about Alex a lot but I'm making this post right now because this needs to be brought to everyone's attention if y'all haven't seen Winter's video on him.

RIP David. Condolences to your family. I feel so horrible for you and you didn't deserve to die so young. Fly high up there in heaven.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

Cooper Clarke

Sean Lowe you absolute fucking sicko...

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