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(in a few lines and then in several languages below)
- guy
- autistic
- pansexual or asexual sometimes
- minor
- issues with anger, anxiety, depression
I'll get straight to the point and talk about myself.
I'm a guy with autism and a FNAF fan since 2018 (first evidence found about me mentioning FNAF in something).
Sometimes I talk a lot about my hyperfocus, which is normal, and I also really like to talk, and I don't know how to flirt very well and I'm also not very used to affection and things like that, it makes me nervous and I don't know what to say.
I have some vocal and verbal problems, for example, I have difficulty speaking sometimes, I keep repeating the same thing and stuttering , My English is also a bit bad and stuck because it is not my native language.
better known as crush on mdp Community, but yk thats not even my name .
(channel abandonment date: September 14, 2025 at 3:06 PM.)
DISCORD: @crushtrap
Fan2000
i found a boyfriend for me
!!
i luv him sm
blud knows me for almost 2 years, since February 2024 ✌️😹
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Fan2000
No one ever truly feels bad, even when they see people who have changed; they will always have the same view of that person, It doesn't matter if they go through what that person went through.
Nobody will ever understand my current situation, and obviously the weirdos on the internet will always continue to hate me, And guess what, I don't give a fuck, my disappearing already explains what's been happening recently, honestly fuck you if you hate me, I don't give a fuck about you, you fucking bth
I don't care if you hate me, I only care about my life. You mean nothing to me and never will.
I'm HONESTLY tired of giving these people chances and fuck them all, fuck everything, i dont give a FUCK about having channel and stuff, just forget about me bro.
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Fan2000
ADIOS
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Fan2000
IT IS SPOOKY MONTH
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Fan2000
I miss the days when I was a kid who was a fan of FNaF and Skibid toilet in 2023 to be honest 💔
6 days ago | [YT] | 0
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Fan2000
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Fan2000
I hope you feel good inflicting pain and psychological trauma on me
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Fan2000
my birthday today, that's all.
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5
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Fan2000
/in 3 days is my birthday, I really haven't enjoyed anything since well, my last birthday or times past, it's just... impossible at this point
like man I just don't post videos because I don't want to, I'm not even playing anything anymore, I don't even play roblox or anything man, I lost the desire for everything in life and the motivation for anything, I just... I'm getting more tired every day and genuinely just declining more and more, I went down a path that those who were once my friends didn't go down by luck, like, I know, even doing bad things, there was no reason for those things, I just can't do it man, I just... I'm really tired
I just... I just get worse every day, I say this and... seriously, I just can't, man, I don't even know what to say anymore, time has passed and I just... I'm living what I always deserved to live and suffering what I always deserved, just... there's no reason, I genuinely have no reason in my life to live anymore, seriously man, I just... there's nothing, I have nothing left inside me, for many years I genuinely managed to have friends and make people happy but in the end, I was always depressed
like, seriously, I've been the same person since 2020, and the same bad thoughts since then too, I just... I can't do it anymore, meds, everything, nothing motivates me, I haven't even hit rock bottom yet, I'm just at the beginning....
I don't even know what to say anymore, man, I'm just... sorry for everything I did, I just wanted to have friends, I try hard to talk to people who don't even like me and pretend, I'm just not up for this anymore, I just...was never born for this.
bye/
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