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To anyone reading this: I NEED YOUR HELP.


I need as much prayers i can get right now for my younger brother 🙏🙏🙏

I know i havent been here for a very long while now. I remember the desperate times furing pandemic,, when i started begging for help when i saw people also doing the same thing. I know its not ok,, but I had no choice and i was desperate. I am so sorry if i ever come off as someone whos out here trolling or just spamming. I wasnt. I was,, and still am, in the lowest point of my life. I thought this is over,, but it wasnt. Thats why im back here again. But before that,, i would like to thank the few people who did send me help despite me being a random stranger on the internet. I am very very grateful to your helps. Your helps saved me. I wouldnt even be here now without your help. Words can never express how grateful i am to you.

My life didnt get better but the burden got a little lighter because of all of you people who prayed for me and helped me.

Im not supposed to be back here on youtube. Im supposed to delete this account but i was having a hard time. Now i underetand why i wasnt able to delete this.

Im back here again asking for help,, this time for my brother. He is have gallstones in his body that needs to be removed. Hes been hiding it from me for very some time now. Last week was when he can no longer hide it because its been so painful. His abdomen and his shoulders and back is very painful,, despite him having high pain tolerence.

I brought my brother to the public hospital where they figured he has gallstones and it wasnt just qn ordinary ulcer. Were so happy because we can avail the free operation in that hospital but... since its free theres a line..a long line. Earliest possible my brother will be operated will be May. It would be ok if only my brother isnt in so much pain. So i have to move him to the cheapest private hospital i could find in our small town. Thanks be to GOD they accepted him even if we dont have insurance or anything.

My brother will be oeprated by tomorrow Friday march 28. Since hes been here few days ago,, hes been in pain vomiting and restless. I wasnt able to go earn money (i do town people's laundry and sometimes do some chores they cant or look after pigs and chickens). I have 2 ailing senior parents and as much as i like them to look after my brother,, im not going to put there health at risk in a hospital. I am now carrying this burden all alone.

I thought my rock bottom days are over... But here i am again. I am so sorry,, my face is so thick but i badly need help.

My brother will graduate high school this school year. But with this,, he might not or he will but wont be getting his target grade for a scholarship hes been working so hard.

Since i am not earning money,, i am unable to put food on the table. Gladly,, we still have a few stocks of rice and vegetables planted so that my parents can eat while im here in the hospital.

My biggest problem,, my brother is going to be oeprated tomorrow and i dont have any downpayemnt for the operation. GOD knows i tried doing everything that i could to gather money,, no one let me borrowed or loaned money. But then,, if k borrow idk how i will be able to pay for kt. But thank GOD and i am grateful that i got a free help from someone. But its not enough for the payment i will pay for the operation tomorrow. Not even 1/4. Im going to try to talk to the ospital tonight and ask them if i could just pay it after. Theres a possibility they will agreed but it doesnt change the fact that j have a massive hospital bills to pay after his operation.

I need you please to pray for us. I really dont know what to do. I am so helpless. I prayed to GOD and trust that HE will come thru like HE always did. And time is ticking. Idk,, but this way (posting here) just came to mind. Idk if its GOD but this is the other thing i could think of that could help. Pls,, spare me your judgemnt. Im so down right now j dont have the energy to argue and defend myself. I am frustrated. Heartbroken. I am tired. So very very tired! When will this struggle ever end? When will i get a break from all this? GOD help me.

I just need some prayers for my brother..pls. pray that no matter what happens they operate him. And that his operation will be successful. Please pray for him.

And i know this is truly shameless,, but if you have any spare penny you could share,, you can drop it here:

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/sunnyeyes1996

Paypal: @sunnyeyes1996

(Please only send help if youre comfortable sending penny to an internet stranger)

Any amount no matter how small is very much appreciated. I cant pay you back very soon but i will make sure to keep you on my prayers.

If not its ok. I promise,, its ok. Your kindness, understanding and prayers are really really huge help already.

Thank you so much. GOD bless you.

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