Hey everyone, I wanted to say thay I will be taking some time off YT and social media as a whole. These lasy few days have been... beyond awful. I wish I could find words to formulate into words how i've felt, but I can't.
I truly need some time this time, and it's very likely that I won't be able to be here for the release of TLOAS on October 3rd.
Recently, my laptop came back from a technician place I left it on, in hopes of gettibg it fixed. And unfortunately, the worst scenario came true, there was nothing that could be done. I officially lost my laptop, I don't have anything to work on expect my phone now. It's a bit slow, but I can edit, although with limitations (for example, the "loml x peter mashup" was made on my phone).
The kind of editing I did with MVs and the Eras Clips was like, my passion. But now, i've lost any possible way to continue it, for the time being. And it might sound crazy, but not being able to edit truly hurts me.
Sometimes, I feel like all I "announce" or say here are all bad things. I wish my life could be brighter, but it isn't. I'm either get knocked down again, or have a very heavy relapse that I can't get up anymore.
I'm done trying. And I've decided, to turn out the light for now.
I don't know when I'll be back, probably a few weeks, or months, who knows, what's for sure, is that I need a lot of time and work. And by the look of recent things, it might take a very long time to get out of this current mental state i'm in.
Since I don't have a computer anymore to make my videos at the moment, I did an edit I've been wanting to make for a really long time. Here it is, enjoy it everyone 🫶🤍 youtube.com/shorts/gcmEB_Zb3T...
Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
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1 week ago | [YT] | 4
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Hey everyone, I wanted to say thay I will be taking some time off YT and social media as a whole. These lasy few days have been... beyond awful. I wish I could find words to formulate into words how i've felt, but I can't.
I truly need some time this time, and it's very likely that I won't be able to be here for the release of TLOAS on October 3rd.
Recently, my laptop came back from a technician place I left it on, in hopes of gettibg it fixed. And unfortunately, the worst scenario came true, there was nothing that could be done. I officially lost my laptop, I don't have anything to work on expect my phone now. It's a bit slow, but I can edit, although with limitations (for example, the "loml x peter mashup" was made on my phone).
The kind of editing I did with MVs and the Eras Clips was like, my passion. But now, i've lost any possible way to continue it, for the time being. And it might sound crazy, but not being able to edit truly hurts me.
Sometimes, I feel like all I "announce" or say here are all bad things. I wish my life could be brighter, but it isn't. I'm either get knocked down again, or have a very heavy relapse that I can't get up anymore.
I'm done trying. And I've decided, to turn out the light for now.
I don't know when I'll be back, probably a few weeks, or months, who knows, what's for sure, is that I need a lot of time and work. And by the look of recent things, it might take a very long time to get out of this current mental state i'm in.
Please stay safe everyone.
I love you 🤍
- Ian.
3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 7
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Since the original mashup I did was very well received, and got a lot of support, I decided to make it a full video.
Tysm for the support everyone 🫶🤍
You can watch it here:
1 month ago | [YT] | 3
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Hey everyone, I created a TikTok account!
If you feel like it, you can go ahead and follow me there, I uploaded my "wcbf x fortnight" edit over there so you can show it some love.
The link to my account is attached on my bio.
- Ian 🤍🫶
1 month ago | [YT] | 7
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Since I don't have a computer anymore to make my videos at the moment, I did an edit I've been wanting to make for a really long time. Here it is, enjoy it everyone 🫶🤍
youtube.com/shorts/gcmEB_Zb3T...
1 month ago | [YT] | 3
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Sabrina my love... you just dropped a candidate for AOTY.
Tbh, 10/10 album in my eyes. Streaming it on repeat 🙏
1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 8
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
Taylor and Travis are now engaged. Guys i'm still crying omg 😭
1 month ago | [YT] | 13
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
You guys like the new change?? ❤️🔥❤️🔥
1 month ago | [YT] | 8
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
She's serving once again 💅
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Ian⸆⸉ (hiatus)
AAAAAHHHSLGKSLKFKELELEK!)($*%*
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