Lostbutnotlonely
Sometimes I used to wonder, What's the exact point of the whole hustle , I have never been happy, content and calm!
I wondered what was bothering me .
Am I dumb?
But, I did my whole education with scholarship only!
I cleared Many prelims of banking exams worked as teacher sales agent tutor i know how to drive cook sing write then?
Why I think I am dumb?
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I work in a semi government organization in a under paid job
I have scars over my face
Yes,
I am a borderline!
I lose my calm easily
I cry alot
I am anxious, tensed and worried about every small and big thing
I feel guilty and awkward easily!
But,
I just want to love my self!
So i am just sharing glimpse of my life ❤🌸
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Lostbutnotlonely
शायद मैं गलत थी,
हमेशा से,
मगर,
क्या मैं कभी भी अच्छी नहीं थी
क्या मेरे शब्दों से मर चुकी हैं,
वे भावनाएं जो मेरी थी
या मैं,
जो थी,
जिंदा जगमगाती कभी!
शायद मर चुकी हैं ये सब!
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Lostbutnotlonely
मेरा बचपन मेरे बर्ताव और बातों में था,
और लोगो को मेरे शब्दों और विचारों से शिकायत थी!
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Lostbutnotlonely
Ultimately your personality is going to affect every aspect of your life .
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Lostbutnotlonely
अक्सर
मुस्कराते देखा है
हमने इन चेहरों को
जिनके पीछे स्वार्थ छुपा हैं
कुछ हद तक!
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Lostbutnotlonely
यूँ तो जीवन से उम्मीद कई थी मुझे
परंतु
प्रयास पर्याप्त नही थे मेरे!
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Lostbutnotlonely
माफ,
क्या कर पाउंगी मैं खुद को,
माफ
उन सारे जुल्मो के लिए जो मैने
खुद पर किये है
इस दुनिया को बचाय रखने के लिए!
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Lostbutnotlonely
देखा था बहुत कुछ यहा
पर देख न पायी इंसानो में इंसानियत को!
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Lostbutnotlonely
सुना था मृत्यु के बाद
मृत शरीर को समशान
छोर कर सब अपने घर लौट जाया करते है!
शायद इसीलिए अब सब अपने घर लौट गए है
मुझे छोर कर!
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Lostbutnotlonely
जिस नर्क के भय ने
मुझे हर पाप से रोक रखा
उस नर्क में जी कर
पाप का भय खतम हो गया!
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Lostbutnotlonely
I attempted these all today feeling a bit happy that finally I studied but the whole time while attempting mock workplace politics were going on in my mind plus i didn't score well but i am happy that i studied!! I wish i will be able to study on the daily basis like this because I really want a better life better salary better stability I really want to take leave like A rrb po girl does i want to do MBA i want to buy a scooty a car a house i want to go on trips shopping i want to be happy 😊 i want get married will some i can have faith on can have the relation of companionship with that person i want to look classy i want drive car cook food earn well need financial stability need branded things i want to dress elegantly i want to talk eloquently I want to be intelligent i want to make my mom happy provide all the stuffs to my siblings and i want them to see successful i want my mom to be happy and give her lots of trips and happiness may she have everything she wants! but i really want to study these days i get frustrated when i am not able to manage time but i feel good when i study so thank you yesterday i skipped going to temple but today i will go 💞❤🐼 I did dishes I talked to my mom did some skin care got ready for office i felt guilty when my friend denied for a favour i asked for i hate it when he denied but it's okay After my head had a birthday we got a grand party but i was so happy coz i got appreciated deeply!! I really appreciate the fact that I got patted on my back by my superior ( ma'am) i had such a nice day yesterday i even slept early but now i can't sleep ☺🐼 i get irritated after talking to people but sometimes some people are good i hate when my colleagues get time to study and i can't i really do hate that fact
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