I’ve been running all my life— chasing timelines, ticking boxes, moving fast because that’s what I was taught: move forward, don’t stop, you’re almost there.
And now that I’m here, so close to what I thought I wanted, I feel… lost. Like I took a wrong turn somewhere but kept going because turning back felt worse than being unsure.
My life has always had a map. Clear roads, clear goals. But suddenly, the signs are in a language I don’t understand, and the silence feels heavier than noise.
It’s not that I don’t want it— I do. The dream is still there, burning like it always has. But I don’t know if I’m ready to live it.
It scares me— not the dream itself, but what it asks of me. Who I have to become to meet it.
Still, I’ll hold on. Even if my hands shake. Even if I don’t have all the answers. Because maybe holding on, even loosely, is enough for now.
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I’ve been running all my life—
chasing timelines, ticking boxes,
moving fast because that’s what I was taught:
move forward, don’t stop,
you’re almost there.
And now that I’m here,
so close to what I thought I wanted,
I feel… lost.
Like I took a wrong turn somewhere
but kept going
because turning back felt worse
than being unsure.
My life has always had a map.
Clear roads, clear goals.
But suddenly, the signs are in a language I don’t understand,
and the silence feels heavier than noise.
It’s not that I don’t want it—
I do.
The dream is still there,
burning like it always has.
But I don’t know if I’m ready
to live it.
It scares me—
not the dream itself,
but what it asks of me.
Who I have to become to meet it.
Still, I’ll hold on.
Even if my hands shake.
Even if I don’t have all the answers.
Because maybe
holding on, even loosely,
is enough for now.
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<3
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Watch this, it's so worth it to watch!
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