VillagerNumber0 - Invidious

Hello youtube. It’s been a while, here an update of why I stopped uploading so much, streamed less, and stop appearing around people. This is just a rant for me to get most my emotions I’ve had for a while out.
I feel like I’ve lost my touch really, like when I stream I’m not as talkative, when I record I can never stick to it, and when I edit I can’t sit there for more than 15 minutes before having to do something else bc I can’t stand editing anymore. I used to love editing, I used to love making videos, and streaming and now I can’t bare doing it because I’ve been gone for so long. I feel like I’ve missed everything, the games I liked don’t feel the same, and my used to be friends I can’t hang out with because I sound way older and it’s awkward now. And life has been hard recently, I’ve had a hard time in my relationship with my girlfriend because she is moving after us being together for 4 years, and I don’t know if I’m ready for long distance. I’m not doing good financially, and my mental is not in the greatest of places right now. I just streamed for a good hour and I only had one viewer for less than a minute, I deleted the vod and broke down after that. I don’t know if I’m gonna keep this post up. I might delete my channel, I might change my mind, or I might regret posting this. But always remember you don’t know what’s happening behind closed doors.

6 months ago | [YT] | 12

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VillagerNumber0

Little drawing I made today

6 months ago | [YT] | 3

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VillagerNumber0

Yo join my friggin stream I’m bored

7 months ago | [YT] | 1

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VillagerNumber0

April fools, I am NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT coming back

8 months ago | [YT] | 31

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