Blinkie Rena <3

Maybe I shouldn't started this channel.
I'm depressed.
A friend of mine deleted her account on Instagram because I think I annoyed her too much.
I don't really have any friends.
All the friends I have are busy and I feel they don't need me.
I am so tired of being perfect.
I am supposed to get good grades but I sometimes fail.
Homework hates me.
People hate me.
Why doesn't anyone cheer me up.
Why I am 18 I am leaving this country.
I am going to do what I want.
I am going to find the friends I miss.
Make new ones.
And we can see each other.
Not text for 30 minutes a day on Instagram.
The whole day we could see each other.
Oh well. Maybe that's just wishful thinking.
12 friends on YouTube.
3 on Instagram.
And a few on Pinterest. Pinterest Friends don't have YouTube or Instagram. Youtube friends don't have Instagram or Pinterest. And vice versa. I know it's not their fault but I hate it. Also why did I start that stupid challenge?
No one will participate.
Why do I try?
I try to make friends but I can't keep them.
Also I'm breaking like a thousand moose trying to make friends then I probably won't ever see .
I go behind my parents back just to talk to you.
Maybe I didn't try hard enough.
I know nobody will see this but at least I'm just saying it.
I would say more but sometimes there isn't words to describe things. Like feelings and thoughts.
Oh well. Time to move on i guess.
I miss the old days too.
Hate me.
Love me.
It doesn't really matter.
"I don't care what you think." that's what I say but I really care about what you think.
"Idc" I do care but I don't want to say it.
"Idk" I do know i just can't explain.
"Don't ask me how doing" I want you to ask.
Send them this ❤️ but it's really this 💔😔
Too much to say but i just really can't explain.
Turn me back to where things were fine. Where things were good and I didn't worry so much. Turn me back to the time where things were broken and things weren't not alright.

Edit:

Things were fine. Friends were fine. School was fine.
It was kinda perfect.
I wish they cared.
I wish to restart.
I wanna go back again to school.
I wish I was pretty.
And I wish I had talk to those other girls.
I wish a lot of things.
But I have to stay in the present.
To fix things now. Not things then.
Promises weren't broken, just pencils.
Irl was perfect, not online.
Crys were fake, not smiles.
Oh take me back.
I miss you 2024 so much.
2023 was good.
2025 will stay in my mind forever.
But 2024 was perfect. 2024 was different.
2024 was amazing. Happy. Sad. Depressed. But still awesome. 2024 was my happy place. My safe haven.
I love you 2024. Wish you would come back.
Maybe 2026 can be like you.
Maybe.
Maybe I can make my 2026 like you.
But it won't be the same.
💔🤧💞🙂🙃🖤🥲

Love you.
No tags cuz I am not special.

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15 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

Blinkie Rena <3

I wanna do a contest! Idk why but I do.
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🔥1st place: Friends with me, I will make a paragraph for you, 3 profiles, make a video for you, and a Collab!


🎉2nd place: Friends, paragraph, video for you and 3 profiles!


💫3rd: Friends, paragraph and 3 profiles!


🦋4th: Friends and paragraph!


✨5th: Friends!


💓6th-20th place: A spot in the next challenge! (If you would like!) And we can still be friends! :)

5 levels of the first round!
The remaining 5 winners will go to the next round!
Round 2!!
Then 4 of you will move to Round three!
And there is where the one of you will get the top!

How it works:
To get in you will need to subscribe to me and @
Then watch some of our videos and like them! (Three or more each!)
Share this post and tag your friends.
And finally comment down below!

~Round 1: Submit a profile of any Blackpink or Babymonster member!!
4 people will go at a time for each level so be patient!

~Round 2: Make your own profile of any Kpop Idol! (Use Capcut, Inshot, PicsArt or any app you want!)

~Round 3: Make a collage of any Kpop or Pop person/idol!
Okay that's it!
Who is participating:



I still have to chose my partner so comment if you want to be my partner! Thanks guys!!!
Please share if you can even if you aren't doing it!
‪@zuluworld3131‬ ‪@TØP_NMBR1_FAN‬ ‪@Itx._Kawaiix‬ ‪@LISAMANOBAL-t5d‬ ‪@KPOPPILLAR‬ ‪@FairyBlink-t1l‬ ‪@LittleFairyGlow‬ ‪@JOSEPHEZ_25‬ ‪@RoseanneVerse895‬ ‪@Kim_kaavithra‬ and Angel!

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1 day ago | [YT] | 11

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Your fav idol from Blackpink?!
Vote and share!

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Blinkie Rena <3

youtube.com/shorts/8wWbAI6vA1...
Make this edit popular!!
‪@JOSEPHEZ_25‬​ ‪@zuluworld3131‬​ ‪@KPOPPILLAR‬​ ‪@Royalrealm3798‬​ ‪@TØP_NMBR1_FAN‬​ ‪@Itx._Kawaiix‬​ ‪@LISAMANOBAL-t5d‬​ ‪@FairyBlink-t1l‬​ ‪@LittleFairyGlow‬​ ‪@Kim_kaavithra‬​ ‪@RoseanneVerse895‬ and Angel!

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1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

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Blackpink in your area edit is going to take a while! Sorry for the wait! ‪@KPOPPILLAR‬

2 days ago | [YT] | 7

Blinkie Rena <3

‪@JOSEPHEZ_25‬​ I missed you!!
It's me ‪@Royalrealm3798‬​!
I can't find all my other friends but...
I literally... Idk!
Omg! Miss everyone so bad! I want them back😭🥲🥺
I can't login to my Snapchat.
My Instagram is about to get deleted.
Pinterest is still there!
Both accounts.
I don't know if you remember me but...
I miss everyone like crazy!
I miss the old days where we always were talking.
When me and Angel talked a lot too...
All is know is that I am glad you didn't leave💓🔥💫
Edit: can we be friends again?!

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