MadSisu

Hi my dear community ✨❤️‍🔥❤️💖
I wanted to speak to you directly and honestly about why I’ve been so quiet lately.

I’m currently in Iran, and the situation here has been extremely heavy and unpredictable. Beyond the severe internet and network disruptions, I’m not in a good place mentally at all. I’m witnessing things that are truly brutal, heartbreaking, and honestly hard to even put into words. Being surrounded by this level of violence and fear takes a serious toll on you as a human being.

Please know that my absence has never been because I don’t care. It’s actually the opposite. Even when I disappear for a bit, I try to check your beautiful messages whenever I can, even if it’s only for a short moment. Your kindness, support, and understanding mean more to me than you’ll ever know — thank you from the bottom of my heart 🤍

I also want to be real with you: after putting so much time, love, and effort into building a YouTube channel that could finally support me financially, seeing my views drop, my income go down, and everything feel so fragile right now is incredibly painful. Being in these conditions while watching something you worked so hard for slowly fall apart is not easy at all.

I’m doing my best to stay strong and grounded, and as soon as the situation allows — mentally and technically — I’ll be back. If my activity stays irregular for a while, please know it’s not by choice.

Thank you for staying, for caring, and for being patient with me. I truly hope I can come back to you with better energy and better days ahead 🌱
Sending love to all of you.🫠❤️‍🔥✨💖🩷

1 week ago | [YT] | 221

MadSisu

Hey my loves,

I wanted to be real with you for a moment.

I recently went through a surgery, and right now I’m still in recovery. My energy is limited, and I just don’t have the physical or mental strength to film and react the way I normally do. On top of that, I’ve been dealing with some very personal struggles, and also the heavy situation happening in my country. All of this together made it really hard for me to stay consistent or show up fully.

I also want to be honest about something else — when content doesn’t get the response it used to, it naturally affects motivation. It’s not about disappointment or blame at all; it just hits your energy as a creator and makes you question yourself. Combined with mental and emotional challenges, there were moments where I genuinely felt lost and unsure about life in general.

But here’s the truth: you are the reason I keep going.

To my 24,000 subscribers — thank you. Truly. Every comment, every kind word, every bit of love you send means more to me than you know. I read them, I feel them, and I appreciate each of you so deeply. I love you all, sincerely.

I promise I’m doing my best to heal and get back on my feet, and the moment I feel better, I’ll be back with videos for you. Having you here gives me hope, motivation, and a reason to keep moving forward — not just on YouTube, but in life.

Thank you for your patience, your understanding, and your love. I’m so grateful for this community.

Always,
Zahra

#CommunityPost #CreatorLife #fyp

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 184

MadSisu

Am I dreaming? Is this really Lee know? 😋🔥
I can’t take Straykids new UPDATES! Wtffff😭🫦❤️‍🔥
#leeknow #skz

3 months ago | [YT] | 277

MadSisu

Have you ever had those types of moments where you felt like something died inside you? Like deep in your heart?
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Let’s talk about it 🫠💔

4 months ago | [YT] | 75

MadSisu

Hi babyyyy,
If you could only stand and support one couple of Kpop Who would you choose?😋⚡️🔥💗

4 months ago | [YT] | 62

MadSisu

Hey loves 💕
I know it’s been like 3-4 days without a new video. Honestly, my mind has been a bit tired and heavy, and I didn’t have the real energy to edit or record with the fun vibes I always want to bring you. I just need a little rest to recharge and get back to myself 🌸

I also have some new content ideas because I feel like things have been a little repetitive, and I want to make it fresh and exciting for us ✨

Thank you so much for always supporting me with your sweet comments and love. It really means the world to me 💖❤️💞💕💗🩷🥹🫠🫂

5 months ago | [YT] | 118

MadSisu

Hi my loves,

I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the love, kind messages, and hopeful words you’ve sent me. I’m so grateful to have you by my side — your support means everything to me.

These past days without internet were really hard, not being able to hear from you or connect with you. But when I finally saw your messages, my heart literally flew with happiness. You gave me so much light in the darkness.

Right now, there’s a ceasefire, and things are a bit calmer. It’s still not stable at all, but I’ll start creating and posting again from Saturday. I really hope the war doesn’t start again… it’s still a fragile situation.

Thank you for staying with me. I love you all so much. 💌🕊️🩷❤️💕💗💞🫶🏻🫶🏻

7 months ago | [YT] | 277

MadSisu

Hi my loves,I’m really sorry I haven’t been able to upload any videos.
My country is going through a war right now, and things are really difficult. I barely have access to the internet, and everything is so unstable. If I get the chance, I’ll try to post something for you — but the situation is tough.

There’s no real sense of safety, it feels like we’re trapped in a prison. Every day, we just check the news with fear, hoping the attacks will stop.

Thank you so much for supporting me. I love you all deeply, and no matter what happens — please know that you are my loves. 💔🕊️

7 months ago | [YT] | 343

MadSisu

Hi baby, I hope you’re doing okay!
Lately, I’ve been focusing on loving myself and learning about myself. It’s like a reflection faze for me, and it’s crazy!
So I love to help people who are going through the same things as me.
All of us need someone to talk to or just to hear us. Long story short if you’re going through something and you feel like no one can understand you, I want you to share it here with me and I make a video of it to give you solutions and help you with it without mentioning your name!
If you can relate to this let me know baby and remember you’re not alone 🫂💗🩷💕
#fyp #selflove #love

9 months ago | [YT] | 126

MadSisu

Hi babyyyy, How’s everything with you?✨🥹🩷💞
Do you agree reacting to Escape MV of Hyunjin and BangChan? Let me know! 🫠💗✨ #fyp #kpop

10 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 75