Seraphina Stardust

Ok, stressed bard here: so what do you all want me to do to get me to 1k Subs? I just ran analytics on my channel and I find 1 thousand of you sly foxes loving my music. I see your echoes now. Do I just do a mass publishing of things I've been trying to title and schedule for the last 28 days, do I live stream something, if I can find time that I seem to be running in short supply of now, since I've 179 hours to my part time job including these next three days, so I can't do anything I've planned, asked about, or anything like. I have an album I'm working on but haven't had time on called Transmutation. >.> Because as it stands I can't work on recording that reaction weird idea I talked about the other poll, as I really don't have time. Do I have to spout prose in shorts? As that's the least time consuming thing I can do with the littlest time I have. I can do poetry prose faster that I can write a short story or come up with strange and unique ideas.
*Clears throat*

9 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

Seraphina Stardust

I'm picking up hours at the hotel again. I won't go into what happened this time, but I need the hours all things considered as so far not making anything here yet. Sooooo...... just know support here or anywhere really makes it so i don't have to search for extra hours and lose time on building this channel.
So if you want me, me to be able to follow through on any ideas I've polled about. I do need support. Working at a Net Loss is only viable if I had other incomes means to offset my Loss after my bills. 🤷‍♀️
Just wanted to say something because I litterally took an additional 35 hours for my familys well being when I'm supposed be on vacation from my overnights. So if you know people who enjoy my work, but haven't subscribed yet, get them to subscribe.
I'm seriously telling you how it is.

15 hours ago | [YT] | 2

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I might finally have a way to train my writing skills that I've neglected and bring them to the channel.

SO IF YOU WANT TO CHALLENGE MY WRITING SKILLS TO MAKE SHORT STORIES.....

I've been listening to AI generated stories which though bad because I know they AI, its oddly soothing to the neurons. But idk when yet, the 1st challenge I face to is writing a short story without turning it into a book. Did that all the time in highschool. But if anyone wants to help, feel free to post ideas for a short story in the comments and maybe you will be lucky to get a successful short story out of me. 🤔
Ultimately, I'm first going to try narrate and see how quickly dry mouth makes me give up on that idea. But I will cross that road when I get there.

3 days ago | [YT] | 3

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I think I finally have time to focus on the channel. I don't think the hotel has much in extra hours for me. Now the hotel did gives my kids my an early christmas, so I spent my weekend not Night auditing because I took three weekends this month off, to get furniture for my kids. I might write this weekend into music since, I have a lot to unpack on this, and the music helps. So I need to recalibrate a bit as I feel like I'm working at a temp agency, I just let hotel management to let me know if they need me this me, and I will go in or not. The last 2 weeks I was limbo manager auditor hybrid thingy, now I'm probably going to be picking up regular 8hr shifts. But I'll keep you posted on what I'm going. I'm just happy I could schedule ahead. Now I will be honest, I spent the weekend taking a break from caffeine and my adhd meds [as those are the 2 things I don't need doctors approval todo, and my doctor has mentioned in the past to do this, so my body doesn't build up a tolerance, as I need them most for work.]
So the plan:
Get my Odyssey stuff back on schedule, get caught up on what I'm behind on on scheduling and uploading. And also figure out a good time to start the excel live stream. And I still need to check on that poll I put out last week.

4 days ago | [YT] | 0

Seraphina Stardust

As you all know (hopefully) i have 0 idea how to record vides of watching anything not on youtube. But if you like what I've done so for for One Piece, Sailor Moon, Dbz and others [not sure how much is left scheduled and I know I got alot to schedule] even if I ultimately figure out the solution to my problem would you all be interested in directing things I watch to hear music to? Or maybe blogging analysis to, or just watching me watch and react to something I can't record currently? I ask because yes I have inspirationally creayive ideas for this channel, but i do always circle back to this. And as much as my husband loves hearing me talk his ear off, I'm wondering if want a part of the adhd talk the ear thing no matter how i do it? I'm trying to get back on schedule with stuff just wanna see if anyone wants more spice to the channel, as I have more then one way to share my music I create, as I'll redo patreon prices for the 4th time year or maybe 5th, if people want to watch me watch stuff I can't record, make a fool of myself, act like specialist of nothing but knowledgeable in alot. If there's interest, I'll make a few examples and you can see what I truly mean as I warm up to talking to a camera, I'm awkward at best.

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

Seraphina Stardust

It might not seem like much but i actually got to touch accounting software not excel files mimicking accounting software for the first time since 2013 i think, it was a college lwvel accounting class. It was just to help input invoices at the hotel, but I don't think anyone will get the endorphins release I got from that. As I have 0 on field experience with accounting software even though I've been in accounting about 8y from billing specialist to night auditor to accountant.
And when i realized post what I did the software the hotel used falls under accounting software, it was like cloud 9 or it i was handing a check tomorrow making me a multimillionaire.
Because my excel knowledge means nothing in my field if I don't have software experience because my excel experience confuses the living daylights out of accounting manager and directors of accounting.
So yes, i feel like i became a multimillionaire just because I got to input voices today because i got to touch software.
It's the little things that please me, and its how I judge what I post on my channel, if I like it, chances are others will like it.
I'm a silver lining sort of woman, even my oldest accidentally breaking his glasses trying to fix them had a silver lining, passport photos can't have you wearing glasses, and the 144 i paid online that only made sure my paper work for that was correct worth it, even if to expedite the passport for his trip cost 266. Silverlining, i didn't fuck up the paper work on the 1st go around. 😅

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

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Ok community i have a side project to keep my sanity while extra hours at the hotel and working that excel project. So hear me, I'm going to do ****drum roll***** hand acting. Sure i could do what I have done in the past, but i think hands might be more entertaining and I can be weirdish with it because I dont care about the judgement of my hands 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 i could do it eternally even if all i got were troll haters. Only thing, i hate getting dirty hands, so make up on my hands, nope, oil or grease, fuck no.
Maybe sock puppets if I want to kids my kids something to do, but something to just keep my creative juices from going stale, and yes I do have issues actually putting my face on camera, slowly getting over it, if my shorts aren't enough proof, but hand, hands don't require energy, facial emotions for acting require 10x the energy of a normal human. Let's see how creative i can get as time moves on 😈😈😈🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣☠️☠️☠️☠️
My brain sanity

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

Seraphina Stardust

I have a coping strategy. Right now I'm building sample data to mimic hotel data. All randomized, using formulas I've never needed before now. Because guest safety is number 1 in show casing what I actually did.
Depending if I can finish the sample data today, I will probably live stream starting the build during the week, taking into consideration I want this build to be generic enough that any hotel can utilize this during a server outage. 😈
This is ultimately what happens when a bard gets irritated, because even though I'm doing this, there will be music to follow this up, including songs to teach excel formulas.
I will not be undervalued, i shall turn depression into rage and rage into creativity, and flip the world upside if I have to. I put waaaay too much effort into what I did to keep the place from imploding.😒
The downside, i can only utilize Excel on Microsofts cloud network because of my $2 subscription and I cant get all my keyboard shortcuts to work. But that's a minor inconvenience. But if this goes well on the platform, I might look to create simulations more often because I do like creating with logic as much as I love creating without the logic.
This will start as live streams, and ultimately be edited later on.
So who's ready for the bard of logic to get her revenge.

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1 week ago | [YT] | 1

Seraphina Stardust

I might be hitting one of my depression streaks after a week of working on something for a job just to get a shitty bonus. I'm home, trying to do my normal creative stuff in hopes my financial situation changes 9 days before the holidays with out touching emergency funds or anything. I do have stuff scheduled to get me through this.
I might like to other outlets to post on here in the mean time. But Its been about a year or so since my last fight with depression that starts with motivational lack. So we shall see how this goes and how quickly I rebound. But recognition being undervalued by 100xs is a sting I never thought to experience and never thought it would affect me to this extreme.
I would hate to end up in another haze state during the holidays

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

Seraphina Stardust

So that bonus i might have said got requested, was only 3 figures big 😒 a 2 figure bonus per day i worked the the file I made. So yeah. Shitty day with a job rejection after a 2nd interview, plus a less then ideal bonus for what I did. Sooooo..... i don't even know how to complain.

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