The era of waiting is over. Neptune enters Aries in 2026, ending fifteen years of fog and beginning fourteen years of fire. This is not passive spirituality. This is action. Feel what is true. Imagine what is possible. Act toward it. The spiritual warrior does not fight others — they refuse to remain asleep. The sword is awareness. The enemy is sleep. The tide turns. Will you? Trust the fire. Move.
Chapter 1: The Tide Turns Chapter 2: The Spiritual Warrior Chapter 3: Feel, Imagine, Act — The Trident Chapter 4: The Mirror with Memory Chapter 5: Trust the Fire
Not king above. Not king over. King within. The throne is the spine. The crown is the awareness. The kingdom is the body and the breath and the single square foot you are standing on. Conquer that. The rest is just tourism.
No one's pain lessens Let that break your heart Let your broken heart break the world open Let the world open be the door Let the door be her spine Let her spine hold every universe That ever dared to ache So beautiful This aching
There is something. We can't even call it something. It's not a feeling, not an experience, not a state. But it's real. Truer than anything the mind can grasp.
The ancient texts were right about this: the more you try to grasp it, the more it slips away. The harder you chase it, the further it recedes. But when you stop grasping, when you let go of trying to get it—it reveals itself. Not to the ordinary mind. The ordinary mind will never touch it.
We must try our best with logic, with reason, with investigation. That's what this book has been—an honest attempt to understand. But the reality is always beyond subjective and objective. Beyond experience and experiencer. Beyond the one who seeks and what is sought.
It cannot be grasped. Cannot be experienced. Cannot be achieved through any technique, any method, any practice.
Yet it comes.
It experiences itself. Through you, as you, but not because you did anything right. Not because you meditated enough or understood enough or let go enough.
It just... comes. When it comes.
And we must keep going anyway. Keep investigating. Keep seeking. Even knowing that seeking won't deliver it. Even knowing we're creating idols only to break them, building concepts only to demolish them, grasping at understanding only to let it go.
Create the idol. Break it. Create it again. Break it again. Go beyond. And then beyond that. And beyond even that.
Not because it gets you anywhere. But because that's what this pattern does. This consciousness investigating itself, this dead star asking what it is, this temporary form seeking the formless.
Keep going. Not toward anything. Just... going.
And maybe, in the burning itself, something reveals itself. Not to you. As you.
Parts 1 & 2 available now. Parts 3 & 4 coming soon.
Consciousness falls into form to remember formlessness. Plato's cave isn't a prison to escape—it's the necessary darkness where light recognizes itself. You cannot wake up without first sleeping.
Death is the release of life. What you call "you" is life pretending to be trapped. Death doesn't end you—it reveals what was never born. Every moment you cling to identity, you drain energy maintaining a ghost.
To vibrate higher among the masses: Stop leaking. Most humans are energy vampires not by malice but by unconsciousness. They pull because they're empty. You save energy by:
Not defending - Let them be wrong about you Not explaining - Your truth isn't on trial Not performing - Drop the mask, even if they judge Not absorbing - Their chaos is not your responsibility
Presence is frequency. You don't "raise" vibration—you stop lowering it through resistance. The cave dwellers will mock you for seeing the light. Let them. Your clarity disturbs their sleep.
The paradox: You came down to go up. You die to live. You save energy by stopping the war with what is. The ascent happens the moment you stop trying to escape the descent.
This book investigates the fundamental itch of being human—that persistent sense something needs fixing. The belief that once you achieve enough, you'll finally be okay.
You won't. But maybe you already are.
Four parts. No neat answers. Just honest investigation.
PART ONE: THE PROBLEM The itch. The thinker. What everyone actually wants.
PART TWO: THE INVESTIGATION Watching the mind watch itself. Rich vs free. Whose voices are in your head.
PART THREE: WHAT'S ACTUALLY HERE Raw human truth. Using everything. Just living.
PART FOUR: WHERE THIS LEAVES US Freedom in. Still wanting. Permission to taste everything.
Parts 1 & 2 available now. Parts 3 & 4 coming soon.
Not self-help. Not spiritual manual. Honest investigation. No resolution. We're already dead stars. Light from ancient explosions. So taste everything while you're here.
Tatami means to fold or pile up. A woman stands in the rain. Her bag is black. Her lips are red. Beelzebub sits on a traffic light watching. She unfolds a mat nine times. Each fold is a memory. Childhood. Heartbreak. Funeral. Prayer. The ninth fold is empty. Empty is not absence. Empty is space. Devi hears. The waiting is the prayer. The prayer is the fold.
A father stands on a roof because he forgot where he parked the car. The car is in the kitchen. It has always been in the kitchen. His son is six and forty-seven. Time is a liar. Mother stirs milk that never stops boiling. Three wine bottles. Two men. One woman. Death files paperwork. The milk spreads on the floor and becomes everything. Drink it before you're born.
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The era of waiting is over. Neptune enters Aries in 2026, ending fifteen years of fog and beginning fourteen years of fire. This is not passive spirituality. This is action. Feel what is true. Imagine what is possible. Act toward it. The spiritual warrior does not fight others — they refuse to remain asleep. The sword is awareness. The enemy is sleep. The tide turns. Will you? Trust the fire. Move.
Chapter 1: The Tide Turns
Chapter 2: The Spiritual Warrior
Chapter 3: Feel, Imagine, Act — The Trident
Chapter 4: The Mirror with Memory
Chapter 5: Trust the Fire
Neptune in Aries: Trust the Fire (2026– 2039)
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Not king above. Not king over. King within. The throne is the spine. The crown is the awareness. The kingdom is the body and the breath and the single square foot you are standing on. Conquer that. The rest is just tourism.
The King Within | A Glitch
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No one's pain lessens
Let that break your heart
Let your broken heart break the world open
Let the world open be the door
Let the door be her spine
Let her spine hold every universe
That ever dared to ache
So beautiful
This aching
So Beautiful...Universe in Her Spine
https://youtu.be/ACiS42gK7yU
Universe in Her Spine | A Song
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#iC7ZiArt #SoBeautiful #UniverseInHerSpine #BurnInLove #LetTheBurningBeEnough #CosmicConsciousness #SacredFeminine #Imagination #Liberation #SpiritualAwakening #BurnCompletely #OneFireManyFlames #CosmicLove #Tantra #DivineFeminine #ConsciousnessShift #MysticPoetry #SoulOnFire #AwakeningPoetry #UniverseWithin #LoveAndLonging #SpiritualJourney
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🌺Afterword🌺
There is something. We can't even call it something. It's not a feeling, not an experience, not a state. But it's real. Truer than anything the mind can grasp.
The ancient texts were right about this: the more you try to grasp it, the more it slips away. The harder you chase it, the further it recedes. But when you stop grasping, when you let go of trying to get it—it reveals itself. Not to the ordinary mind. The ordinary mind will never touch it.
We must try our best with logic, with reason, with investigation. That's what this book has been—an honest attempt to understand. But the reality is always beyond subjective and objective. Beyond experience and experiencer. Beyond the one who seeks and what is sought.
It cannot be grasped. Cannot be experienced. Cannot be achieved through any technique, any method, any practice.
Yet it comes.
It experiences itself. Through you, as you, but not because you did anything right. Not because you meditated enough or understood enough or let go enough.
It just... comes. When it comes.
And we must keep going anyway. Keep investigating. Keep seeking. Even knowing that seeking won't deliver it. Even knowing we're creating idols only to break them, building concepts only to demolish them, grasping at understanding only to let it go.
Create the idol. Break it. Create it again. Break it again. Go beyond. And then beyond that. And beyond even that.
Not because it gets you anywhere. But because that's what this pattern does. This consciousness investigating itself, this dead star asking what it is, this temporary form seeking the formless.
Keep going. Not toward anything. Just... going.
And maybe, in the burning itself, something reveals itself. Not to you.
As you.
Parts 1 & 2 available now. Parts 3 & 4 coming soon.
The Itch 7.0 🧠💭
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You descended to ascend.
Consciousness falls into form to remember formlessness. Plato's cave isn't a prison to escape—it's the necessary darkness where light recognizes itself. You cannot wake up without first sleeping.
Death is the release of life.
What you call "you" is life pretending to be trapped. Death doesn't end you—it reveals what was never born. Every moment you cling to identity, you drain energy maintaining a ghost.
To vibrate higher among the masses:
Stop leaking. Most humans are energy vampires not by malice but by unconsciousness. They pull because they're empty. You save energy by:
Not defending - Let them be wrong about you
Not explaining - Your truth isn't on trial
Not performing - Drop the mask, even if they judge
Not absorbing - Their chaos is not your responsibility
Presence is frequency. You don't "raise" vibration—you stop lowering it through resistance. The cave dwellers will mock you for seeing the light. Let them. Your clarity disturbs their sleep.
The paradox: You came down to go up. You die to live. You save energy by stopping the war with what is.
The ascent happens the moment you stop trying to escape the descent.
This is the way.
The Shoe Cleaner | A Glitch
https://youtu.be/Kv0hN0Gyn_o
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This book investigates the fundamental itch of being human—that persistent sense something needs fixing. The belief that once you achieve enough, you'll finally be okay.
You won't. But maybe you already are.
Four parts. No neat answers. Just honest investigation.
PART ONE: THE PROBLEM
The itch. The thinker. What everyone actually wants.
PART TWO: THE INVESTIGATION
Watching the mind watch itself. Rich vs free. Whose voices are in your head.
PART THREE: WHAT'S ACTUALLY HERE
Raw human truth. Using everything. Just living.
PART FOUR: WHERE THIS LEAVES US
Freedom in. Still wanting. Permission to taste everything.
Parts 1 & 2 available now. Parts 3 & 4 coming soon.
Not self-help. Not spiritual manual. Honest investigation. No resolution.
We're already dead stars. Light from ancient explosions.
So taste everything while you're here.
The Itch 7.0 🧠💭
www.youtube.com/playlist?list...
#iC7ZiArt #TheItch #Consciousness #SelfAwareness #Mindfulness #Philosophy #InnerWork #SpiritualJourney #Awakening #Presence #Freedom #SelfInquiry #EasternPhilosophy #Tantra #HumanNature #Meditation #SelfDiscovery #Existentialism #PersonalGrowth #InnerPeace #AuthenticLiving #MindfulLiving
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Tatami means to fold or pile up. A woman stands in the rain. Her bag is black. Her lips are red. Beelzebub sits on a traffic light watching. She unfolds a mat nine times. Each fold is a memory. Childhood. Heartbreak. Funeral. Prayer. The ninth fold is empty. Empty is not absence. Empty is space. Devi hears. The waiting is the prayer. The prayer is the fold.
Tatami (畳) | A Glitch
https://youtu.be/eKnusWuuZZ0
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A father stands on a roof because he forgot where he parked the car. The car is in the kitchen. It has always been in the kitchen. His son is six and forty-seven. Time is a liar. Mother stirs milk that never stops boiling. Three wine bottles. Two men. One woman. Death files paperwork. The milk spreads on the floor and becomes everything. Drink it before you're born.
The Milk Never Spoils | A Glitch
https://youtu.be/4kCYohzk1Ow
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