CounTessa

You closed your eyes for the last time underneath the lilac tree I’m glad you weren’t alone I love you and I’ll miss you forever my girl 😭💔

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

CounTessa

I am going to getting back on this content creation horse! I’ve been going through some rough stuff losing 3dads in 3years all Very unexpectedly! … I wanted to make a video talking about it and everything, before I got back into the swing of things … but im just not sure if I can. It’s hard to talk about, maybe I will someday, but for now… I’m just gonna try to get back to myself or at least try to figure out who I am as a creator now. I am still going to do my normal content (but better quality lol) but I’m also gonna be trying out some different things possibly! And I’m hoping that you guys will join me on my journey of self discovery and learning. To everyone who has stuck around, I want to say Thank you 🙏 from the bottom of my cold little grinch heart! I’m am so grateful for your support and encouragement! I know my channel is very small but, I feel like I have people who are here waiting for me to do something great! Receiving such awesome positive comments, even though I have been gone has given me the confidence to want keep going on here. Between you guys and my beautiful amazing husband you all have made me feel so loved and appreciated. I hope you guys can forgive me for being gone for so long! I just wanted to give everyone an update and thank you all for sticking around ❤️! I mean it so sincerely when I say, Thank you so very much for everything! You guys don’t know what it means to me, and to anyone who is new here I’d like to say 😊Welcome! And thank you for joining me on this amazing adventure, I hope I can entertain you and make you smile! 😁

Much love ❤️
-Tessa

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

Has anyone seen the off switch for my brain, I seem to have missed placed it… and I wanna sleep!

🥺 I am so jealous of my husband and kids 😂! They are sleepin so peacefully ☺️ my goodness I love them. ❤️💕

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

It was 90%done and the computer deleted it!! 😭gosh Darnit! 😂 why! Uhhg 😓 guess I’m starting over… at least now I know how I want it, I should be able to do it faster this time…

2 years ago | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

Closet update coming soon, had a couple of set backs… As with most older home repairs one thing uncovered another thing and so on. 😅 But it’s getting close! Can’t wait to share it with you all! ❤️

2 years ago | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

Stupid broken heart 🥺 … wish my love was here to snuggle me and tell me everything will be okay… I will be happy when he’s back from work ❤️ until then I guess kitty snuggles will have to do

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

GREIF:

A thousand years could not dull the pain a thousand tears shed over again hurt so deep it reaches beyond comprehension I know that pain was not the intention but our hearts are broken and the wounds are still fresh I know your still with me just not in the flesh I still hear your voice if i close my eyes I dream of you often for our souls are tied so while I sleep I’ll forget and be by your side your alive in my dreams our bond knows know plane we meet between worlds now and again sometimes it scares me sometimes I feel sad but no matter the place you are always my dad it sucks that your gone I’ll miss you forever I wish you were still here for me and Heather and although you are not with all of my heart and I know you’re still with us although we’re apart 💔

-Vox Vellum-

2 years ago | [YT] | 1

CounTessa

Fricken life keeps rubbing these juicy ass lemons directly into my bloody broken heart 💔💔💔😣 losing 3father figures in 3years… heck might aswell toss in some salt and vinegar to make it a whole *THING* 😭 Ride in paradise Dad, I’ll miss you so much I can’t believe this is happening 😔…

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

CounTessa

Me currently 😭 Friggin allergy season!!! 🥺 I’m trying to fight it to stay up and do chores 🥴 but I don’t think I can …🤦🏻‍♀️

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

CounTessa

Should I post an OOTD for this look? Dressed up for the kiddos we’re going to a frontier village! 🥰

2 years ago | [YT] | 1