๐“˜ ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“œ๐“ฒ๐”ƒ๐“พ๐“ด๐“ฒ, ๐“ฌ๐“ช๐“ท ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ต?

โ™ก ๐“’๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ โ™ก

โœŽ ๐“Ÿ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ณ๐“ฎ๐“ฌ๐“ฝ ๐“ข๐“ฎ๐“ด๐“ช๐“ฒ
โœŽ ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ป ๐“ก๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ต
โœŽ ๐“–๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ผ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ท
โœŽ ๐“’๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ผ

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Itz Galaxia

This has me laughing cause I ended up getting a notification for this comment ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I gave in to the evil and replied back โ€œCaught in 4Kโ€

1 day ago | [YT] | 3

Itz Galaxia

Iโ€™ve been feeling sick and nauseous today during my last class
Maybe itโ€™s cause Iโ€™ve been studying and doing work 11 hours straight almost with over 8 hours being classes

I have a bunch to do tomorrow including a project due but Iโ€™m gonna risk it and sleep and wake up early to finish it
Iโ€™ve been sleeping since around 7:30 or so and woke up at 11 cause my mom called and now itโ€™s midnight and Iโ€™m gonna attempt to sleep till 5 or so and work till my first class at 11

2 days ago | [YT] | 7

Itz Galaxia

Why is Pinterest stalking me
How does it know Iโ€™m struggling with being the real me cause people get angry at the real me sometimes so Iโ€™m trying to become a puppet to others so they will stop getting angry and upset with me while also distancing myself untik Iโ€™m able to play the role of a puppet better

Iโ€™m still a little lost on whether or not I should switch into becoming a puppet to others cause there mixed opinions atm..real me doesnโ€™t satisfy some..itโ€™s hard for the real me to be able to do some stuff others wants which causes them to get angry at me which is why me turning into a puppet and just complying would be better even if I lose my real self in the process..cause all it seems like Iโ€™ve been doijg to others rn is ruining everything by being myself and resisting and rejecting things therefore I need to do better maybe with just throwing away my feelings and doing whatโ€™s told of me..

I need to sleep on this maybe, Iโ€™m gonna sleep soon and hopefully Iโ€™ll feel a little better and be able to make decision

4 days ago | [YT] | 15

Itz Galaxia

Oh noโ€ฆitโ€™s caught meโ€ฆthe voice repliesโ€ฆ
โ€ช@yk_kyzโ€ฌ I blame you /j

6 days ago | [YT] | 7

Itz Galaxia

KLEE IF YOU SEE THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BESTEST DAY EVER AND THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND, I LOVE TALKING TO YOU AND U HAVE SUCH AN ANGELIC VOICE DONT EVER STOP SINGING!!! ๐ŸŽ‰โค๏ธโœจ

1 week ago | [YT] | 3

Itz Galaxia

Sorry if you commented and I havenโ€™t replied yet, I saw it but havent had the chance to reply cause of how busy I am ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I didnโ€™t get home until 11:30 last night
I kinda cut another one of my fingers
I havenโ€™t eaten in like 36 hours of me making this post
I kinda hyperventilated and kinda collapsed during my class and now Iโ€™m getting a care report written on me ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
Hurrayyyyy
Care report is a report someone flies if they donโ€™t think youโ€™re doing okay mentally (in my case) but I think there other situations for it too
And rn Iโ€™m walking to the art building to finish up a project, the same building I was in for 14 hours straight yesterday

Oh yeah and my friend who was driving me home last night fot pulled over to top it all off, luckily it was jist a warning (smth about break lights)

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

Itz Galaxia

Don't you ever wish that you could break down and cry for at least an hour in peace but then realize you have work to do so you can't

I was thinking about my friends and then my brain suddenly hit me with the "you don't deserve them nor the happiness that comes with it" and now I'm lost..all my past friends left me and I'm 19 now and I just had my first friend who hasn't left me even tho she graduated college which makes me hold onto hope that my current friends won't leave me either but now I'm thinking what if it's just a dleusional? What if they all leave me too?..
I mean I've been told a bunch of time "yeah we will text you we won't forget about you"
It's been 2 years almost since graduating hs, not ONE single person I thought was my "friend" has texted me a single thing..

Honestly, I don't have the motivation to study for my vocab quiz in Japanese, I just want to keep crying now..I'll just cram tomorrow morning the class before it I really can't study rn

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

Itz Galaxia

HAPPY LATE VALENTINES DAY โค๏ธ

Sorry Iโ€™ve been so busy today and itโ€™s been a literal roller coaster of emotions

I hope you all enjoyed today whether you celebrated it as Valentineโ€™s Day or singles day! โค๏ธโœจ

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5

Itz Galaxia

So guys no yap session yet..I feel 100 times worse than I did before..

Edit: Thankfully I feel much better now

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 6